! Gerardus Grist ! ? What is the Universe ? !

? What is the Universe ?
What is Existence? What is Life? What are We? What are You? What is Truth?
... To all these questions the answer is the Same ...
... WE ARE IT ...

... Please read these very long preliminary Words ...
... They are most important Indeed ...

... Most people are so used to lies that they feel upset when they hear the Truth ...

In order to fully understand what this article is about, we need to realize that we live in an energy universe. ! ... We do not live in a matter Universe ... ! I feel that we all need to know this first and foremost. All matter substances are 99.999999% emptiness. Matter is only real in our dream. Yes! Our life is a dream or an illusion. It's time to awaken from this dream. If all this makes you frown - you need to continue reading for sure...

All things, beings, entities and all other creatures in our universe are misty colored energy clouds with different frequencies. Not one thing in the universe is what it looks like! All human beings are mislead or fooled by the bodies they live in! All physical beings and things are clouds of energy. They are 'gestalts' with electro magnetic biochemical and holographic "energy force fields" with different frequencies and patterns. So what are our bones and brains really like? They are next to emptiness...

Not only are humans mislead by their bodies but so are the souls that live within these bodies. Eventually, souls understand that they are deceived and smile because off it. Once the soul understands - it knows - that human life must be lived as if it is real...

Human beings are gestalts or 'energy force fields' and they float among all other force fields or other gestalts of cosmic light energies. They mix and mingle within this nearly empty substances. By means of their many different incarnations, human souls travel Time and go wherever they need to go, in order to learn more about their existences and their individual playfulness. All of Life is a play or performance...

... We as the created are The Creator learning about our Creation ...
Once we incarnate into human bodies we experience and assume that these 'energy force fields' are solid material objects or bodies. However, they are not solid at all! Living in a human body is being subjected to a dream-scene by default. There is no solidity anywhere in the universe. However, our dream is full of it. Our body deceives us...

We need to realize, here and now, that our senses deceive us completely! They do not tell us what we actually are looking at or are observing. Our senses, by means or our brains, portray to us a physical objective reality. However, this is no such thing in the entire universe...

We live in a mental or imaginary self-fabricated fantasy. Some people call it a phantom world. Absolutely, we live in a make believe dream world. Our dream world is the "physical creation" and we live in the midst of it! This dream world is a human state of mind. It does not actually exist 'out there' except in our consciousness...

Our consciousness however, is not out there either. It's Everywhere and Nowhere! The physical creation is the most beautiful illusionary scenario that exists! All this because of the soul we are and the body we live in...

Our bodily system creates physical reality for us. It's an absolute miracle and all of it is created by the human brain and its perception system. The very human soul, as The Infinite Light, becomes consciously aware of what's happening! The human soul and its body are a cosmic-unit of awareness. This unit -is- The Infinite Light in Human Form. This Human Light Unit actually is the very Creator! (This is why Jesus supposedly said: I and the Father are One!)

... Human beings are mislead by their senses right from Birth ...
Our senses however, do exactly what they are supposed to do. They filter out more than 99.999% of the surroundings we live in! This is the default condition under which we are born. We are severely limited and hypnotized by the burden of the Matter Cross. The story about Jesus and his Matter Cross is a symbolic allegory. We came here to experience this...

All of us actually are The Infinite Light or Universal Consciousness and we as humans are literally living in an illusion or dream. Our individual human lives are infinitely tiny events in this dream. We are human energies or characters playing roles in this dream-play. We came here to awaken from the dream and I am suggesting here that my writing will help you to do so! It certainly did for me...

We experience the entire creation as a true reality in our life. Our life however - is a dream! It is an illusion or a happening in our dreaming awareness. As humans we feel that this awareness lives in our head. This is not so. We are this awareness! Our awareness has always been and it was never born. It is the only observer in the universe...

Please remember that the many repeats in this article are helpful to the majority of people in order to understand my insufficient descriptions of the universe. I'm not very good in describing 'tiny' things like that! In the mean time, one kind reader sent me a QuikNote that said...

... This is the greatest article I have read in all my Life ...

To this I say: Thank You for your kind words! However, deep down I feel, that my explanations are lacking in clarity since words are only words! Most likely all levels of creation are the result of the levels above them. While at the same time, all levels are necessary in order to produce the entire universal manifestation. This is the way it works in this world as well. As Above - So Below ... As Below - So Above!

Not to forget, we are all levels of creation in the first place! In other words, "We Are The Truth and the Reality"! In the mean time, how the entire universe truly manifests itself is more complicated than I am able to express. My attempt is but a very limited and temporary opinion. This means that you're mostly on your own brave Soul...

Another tiny reality here! Please do not forget that the universe is a universal symbiotic relationship between all its inhabitants. For example: we eat carrot and chicken energies and other beings eat human energies. This is the way things are...

In the mean time, I suggest that you read this article more than twice and eventually you might ask yourself: "Why did it take me so long before I understood what this crazy Soul was talking about". Also, sooner or later you will say: "Truth is Simple"! In addition, all questions and answers are based on mind stuff. No to forget - that in almost all cases - our mind is actually in the way of true understanding. True Understanding is an intuitive realization or heart thing - we just know...

... Human reason and logic basically has no universal Value ...
Last point or warning... when you begin to read this article, in no time you will run into contradictions. This is so because the universe is a perfect paradox! It says one thing and then it proclaims the opposite. The whole thing reminds me of: the political scenarios on the Boob Tube! Now... I'm gently presenting you with some more preliminary words. I strongly suggest that you read them more than twice as well. Here they are...

... This article has been written from two points of View ...

The first point of view
is
from
... The Oneness That Is ...
and
the second
from
... The view of the created who think that they are Humans ...
... and ...
... Think they know Something ...

... The paradox we encounter ...
- is -
... The paradox that We are God and Man ...
... Simultaneously ...

... The Creator actually is the Created ...
... and ...
... The Created actually are the Creator ...

! ... One is All ... All is One ... !

... Here we Begin ...

... Sit up straight and clear your Mind ...
... This article was written in order to confuse You ...
... The result of confusion is Awakening ...

... My writing is a deliberate attempt to awaken ten thousand sleeping Souls ...
! Three more souls are Needed - Are you going to be one of Them ?

Shortest answers to - What is the Universe?
The universe is your home and your work! In addition... the universe is an Infinite, Holographic, Mysterious, Miraculous, Electrical, Biochemical, Magic Multi-dimensional Spiritual and Material Conglomeration of Cosmic Energies! Above all else, it is a mental imaginary reality in our awareness...

Our awareness is infinite and it is What We Are! Wherever we are... whatever we do... we will always be in the place we belong... our Home! We can never leave it and we can never visit it. We are always already there - we are the very thing itself...

We are Infinite Beings and being human is but a temporary hobby of The Infinite Beings we are. Billions of human souls come to planet Earth in order to awaken to the Glorious Truth We Are. In actuality we never left this Truth - We Are It! Living on planets in human bodies is what Infinite Beings do in order to have experiences. Wisdom is the result...

Longer answers to - What is the Universe?
The Infinite Light is an infinite miracle in the process of awakening to itself. We are that Miracle! The Infinite Light lives within the Miracle We Are and it is in the process of experiencing its creation. The Infinite Light also lives within all other entities, beings, creatures and things in all dimensions or densities. It embraces All That Is and it is Creation...

All beings in the universe are an expression of The Infinite Light and we are engaged in a symbiotic relationship with all other expressions! This means that human beings in all their simplicity, as well as, in all their greatness, are expressions of The Infinite Light and are directly interconnected with all other expressions or beings. This implies that the entire creation and all life within it is our extended family...

The universe is an "infinite cosmic quantum energy force field" in which we live our lives and play our games. We have always done this and we always will. At the present moment we as human beings play our games in what humans have called - the Third Dimension or Density. This dimension is known as the physical dimension and it has a dualistic nature...

This duality are the two opposing distinctions of all values. Meanwhile, the Third Dimension or Density is an illusion or dream that we experience as real or actual. Yes! It is real and actual in our dream. Our dream is the human life we are living at present. Is it time for you to wake up? Naturally it is! It's time for everybody to wake up...

By playing our games according to the rules of the universe (What We Sow is What We Reap) we eventually will play our games in higher dimensions or densities. There is more fun up there! There are many higher dimensions and there could be as many as Eleven or more. I don't know exactly how many dimensions there are. It depends on who is counting...

All Infinite Souls as The Infinite Light, express themselves into certain energy-forms with specific awarenesses in order to have experiences in their own creations. We as The Infinite Light in human forms have expressed ourselves as human beings and the purpose of our life is to have human experiences! Experiences are the only thing worthwhile and help us to awaken to the Truth We Are! Experiences are the sole creators of wisdom...

Here are the longest answers and explanations of what the universe is...
The Universe is a Miraculous Cosmic Energy or an "Infinite Intuitive or Subconscious Feeling" in the process of awakening each and every living aspect of its manifestations. Since all things or happenings exist in mind or consciousness only - the universe is a Cosmic Subjective Mental Reality! We could also call it a "Collective Playful Dream". This dream is an "infinite collective cosmic mental play" taking place within The Infinite Unborn Awareness We Are. By all means, get used to it - our human life is a dream...

We are this "infinite intuitive or subconscious feeling reality" and we live within it. It presents itself to us as our surroundings or environment in which we exist and have our being. As mentioned before - we do not live in a matter environment or reality. Matter is 99.999999% emptiness! Therefore, there actually is no objective physical reality or physical world - except in the dream we are dreaming. In our dream we think that everything is real and that we are awake. Both are delusions of the first order! Matter realities are vibrating Energy Force Fields with different patterns and frequencies...

Now... to come back to the dream state reality in which we exist as human beings - means that in our ordinary life or dream - we think or assume that we are awake. Not so! Our human life is immensely similar to a lucid dream. In this specific human lucid dream, the greatest majority of human beings or souls are vast asleep or next to unconscious. Planet Earth is a baby and young soul planet. These kind of souls sleep a lot...

In addition to this, most human beings have accepted that they are their body. We are not the body - we are the Soul or Spirit-Light that animates the body. Our body is our spacesuit! These spacesuits are an absolute necessity in order to live in a matter dream reality like planet Earth. The brains of our spacesuit translates our surrounding reality into the individual physical reality we as a soul think we are experiencing. Naturally it is a delusion...

What are our true surroundings...
Our true surroundings are "cosmic quantum energy forces" or "an energy matrix of information" from which we individually create our dreams of physical reality. Objective physical reality does not actually exist out there! Physical reality is an appearance or illusion within the ongoing dream we call our human existence...

Human life is a very weird and mysterious undertaking. We have come here to experience this mystery! We as humans 'automatically create' physical reality by means of our higher-energy body-brain-activity that is influenced by the Collective Human Sub/Consciousness. What we create is an illusion that we accept as an objective physical reality...

Basically, human life is a very specific lesson that could easily include suffering. It also is an investigation that often is called a search. Sooner or later we understand that what we are searching for - is what we already are! Once this is totally understood - we drop the search and smile a glorious smile of understanding...

In the mean time, human life from birth to death is a continuous illusion. It is an illusion by default! No one ever is actually born or ever actually dies. It only appears that way! All our lives are human-soul-dreams and they are real while we are dreaming them. Naturally this is a most astute and astounding statement for most human beings. No doubt all these words are very confusing. We must remember that the Truth at first is always more confusing than a pack of lies! History proves this easily...

Everybody is completely asleep and does not know it. As a matter of fact - most people are next to unconscious but act as if they are aware and awake. They have no idea that they are asleep and dream their life. These dreamers are mislead very easily. Also, they do not have the slightest idea of who or what they actually are. Most of them think that they are their name or their profession. I am a Doctor... I am a Bricklayer... I am a TV Anchor Person. Wow! Think about this Mr Ego. Not one thing in the universe is its name and neither are you...

Our present so called modern human society has been brainwashed since birth. This is why there are wars! See this. Our human world is the supplier of "specific energies" to other living universal beings. Human life is a symbiotic relationship between ourselves and other universal life forms. Human beings are not on the top of the food chain. Read this...

Now... please pay attention Mary-Ann - you need to get this...
The universe cannot possibly be defined by words. Since I am trying anyway, my words bring bits and pieces of our intuition or subconciousness into our conscious awareness. This gives us an inkling of what the changing subjective mental reality of the universe actually is. Pay attention to the word 'changing'...

There is nothing but change! The universe is like a forever changing dream or scenario that seems to be completely beyond our control. Who is in control? No doubt this is the almighty question of the Gods themselves! Let's see what we as humans come up with Mary-Ann. Basically, we are in control and yet we are not! We are running into the famous Paradox here...

I intuit and state that The Infinite Subconsciousness and its Consciousness in their totalities are the universal-self-regulating-organization that controls its own checks and balances. It has its own guidance system based on its subconciousness that receives its input from the consciously aware side of creation...

The conscious side of creation are You and I and all other innumerable consciously aware entities in the universe. We are the so called 'hardware' of creation and our collective soul or subconsciousness is the necessary 'software' of creation. This means that human beings are co-creators within the infinite scheme of creation...

The manifested universe is projected from our subconsciousness and it arises in our consciousness or awareness as creation. This collective subconsciousness is what the old Sages called - The Void. According to these old Sages this is the so called 'nothingness' out of which all things arose. To the Soul or Light I Am: the Void of the old Sages is not a 'nothingness'. Far from it...

This so called 'nothingness' is the Subconsciousness or The Infinite Soul We Are. It is the silent behind the scenes Creative Force that expresses itself into "All That Is". It is the very Creator itself - the 'Infinite One' that is never seen or heard of! Its infinite amount of expressions appear in our conscious awareness as creation with all its infinite details. These details go from the so called sub-atomic particles to galaxies of enormous size and so called far-away distances. Yeah, all beautiful illusions...

Anyway Mary-Ann, let's see what else I come up with. Many people go for what I write. Somehow it makes sense to them. Meanwhile, there are billions of people who believe in some kind of Savior Story. No doubt they were brainwashed from the day they were born. So be it! Sooner or later - in some other lifetime or even in this one - they will awaken and know that what I say makes a lot of sense...

Let's continue with the longest explanations of: What is the Universe...
The human brain is a higher dimensional energy instrument and it collapses the quantum energy matrix of information that surrounds us. The result of this collapse creates a specific physical reality that is different for everybody or universal entity. Our self-created reality is directly dependent on the level and type of awareness we have reached and into which physical form we have expressed ourselves...

This means that a spider, an elephant, a butterfly, a canary, a flu-bug or any other creature would self-create a different physical reality than all other creatures, including the human one. In other words, what we think we see or experience is not something that 'hangs out there' and any other creature or consciousness is able to participate with or contributes to. To them, our reality does not exist! It only exist in our consciousness - not in theirs.

The question arises: Where is the world? The world or anything else 'exist' in our consciousness or awareness only! This means that there is no world or universe that 'hangs out there' some place. All things exist in our consciousness, awareness, or imagination only. That is why I say that living our life is dreaming our life...

At all times however, our human awareness is subjected to a default hypnotic spell and everything within this spell or dream is accepted as real. In actuality, there is no objective physical reality anywhere! We live and kill each other in this dream-spell but nobody actually ever dies. All of it is a bad dream or nightmare...

The entire scenery of disagreements between people and their countries, fighting, wars and killing is the reality of the mentally immature! This is the state of the world at present! It is all because the masses do not know who they actually are. They are uneducated about themselves and are brainwashed with the nonsense of religions and politics...

This state of world affairs needs to be corrected. This is the battle between The Dark and The Light. The dark side and our world rulers are inspired by an invisible off-planet negative force that is trying to keep 'things' as they are. The task of The Light naturally is to raise the level of awareness of the billions of mentally immature people of this world. I have no doubt which side will win in the end. Many millions of older and wiser souls are born each day and this will eventually change the level of awareness of the people on this planet...

In the mean time, our whole physical reality is a persistent and sometimes scary illusion! Eventually, we all come to the conclusion that this is so and at that time we develop a beautiful and permanent inner smile. We live in an illusive reality that the masses of humanity accept as a solid or objective physical reality. All of them are mislead and they are lost in the illusions of their dreams. Their dreams are dead serious to them...

! ... This is your wake up Call ... !

... Our scientists tell us that matter is 99.999999% Emptiness ...
... This means that there is next to nothing There ...

? How come everything in our world is Solid ?
? Do you and your friends ever speak about This ?

? Are you and your friends still Asleep ?
! ... Physical reality is a perfect illusion dear Soul ... !

? Is physical reality an illusion or is it Real ?
... It is both an illusion and it is Real ...
... I call it a Reallusion ...

... We know it as an illusion when we are Awake ...
... We know it as absolutely real when we are Asleep ...

The physical universe in human terms could be called an infinite paradox. It exist and it does not exist! Some people compare it to an infinite participatory virtual reality system created by a cosmic computer projecting a simulated physical reality. Creation is supposed to be its display. Young people working with computers and virtual realities go for this...

However, our physical reality is not a computer created virtual reality system controlled by Super High Beings. Far from it. It is more actual and realistic than that! All of it is created by ourselves in a space you might have never thought about. The universe is created in our awareness! We all live in our heads - but think that we live in a matter world some place. This is not so! Also, we all create our own version of the matter universe and the world in our awareness. See this video: here it is... ( I had four videos there, but three of them are not available anymore. )

I see or understand our entire universe to be:
A miraculous self-correcting cosmic creative intuitive feeling energy
- of which specific or particular aspects -
manifests themselves in our soul's awareness as a physical reality
by means of the human body we live in.
No human body - No physical reality!

There are a billion times as many different lifeforms
in the entire universe
as there are fishes in the oceans.

Most of these lifeforms are a lot weirder than the reality we live in presently.
I suggest that we do not go there for now.

The universe or the "cosmic creative intuitive feeling" manifests itself in its entirety as multi-dimensional universal happenings. This "intuitive feeling" lives within all of its creations and expresses itself in accordance with the specific manifested expressions and their particular needs within creation. To each its own...

This "cosmic creative intuitive feeling" is The Infinite Subconsciousness We Are and it collectively lives within and motivates all beings in their performance or play. In the past years - I have called The Infinite Subconsciousness - The IS! Its expressions are "All That Is". More on this later...

What the universe is - for each one of us - is determined by the "cosmic creative intuitive feelings" that are sensed and acted upon by each and every one of us. We express these "feelings" in the so called out there. The inhabitants or the characters within the dream of the universal consciousness therefore are the "Collective Creators or Co-creators" of our universal environment! This environment is an expression in consciousness only...

Again... it does not actually exist out there - anywhere! The universe is a mind-game. It is a play in our imagination. The entire universe is an infinite happening in our consciousness or mind. All is imagination and how beautiful it is! It's impossible to express...

Our environment is a collective dream or reality within the infinite consciousness we are. It is a dream or reality that we become partially consciously aware of. Yes Leonard, we do create our own reality! The bigger question is: who is this 'we' I speak of? The Paradox whispers... there is a 'we'... but the 'we' never shows itself. It works its miracles by means of all of us in a collective activity we call Creation or All That Is. All of us are the 'we' and yet we find ourselves as individual actors playing the Game of Creation...

My point here also is: that there is no "I" either. The "we", the "you", the "them" and the "I" are human concepts or connotations. The universe does not recognize them and only knows itself as itself... and even that I vehemently question! The universe in and by itself is not a conscious entity or being as such. It is an infinite Mass of Subjective or Subconscious Information. It is similar to the Internet! We could also ask - does the Internet know itself as the Internet? Fat chance...

Each individual entity, human or otherwise, makes specific contributions to the collective dream and we all have our own individual experiences and interpretations of it. Therefore, our dream reality is different for every human being or any other entity. Life is an individual experience! It is similar to all of us - but not the same. We all create our own realities...

Something else here Mary-Ann...
We are self-contained units of consciousness and we are directly and intimately connected to the Whole! Our entire human life or dream takes place within the specific consciousness cocoon or aspect we are. This consciousness cocoon we are exists within The Infinite Consciousness We Are. Weird stuff this universe! Most of it is beyond human reasoning or logic...

All of us, mainly become aware of our own specific contributions, participations, feelings, experiences and interpretations. They make up our human life. To a certain extent we may also become aware of what others contribute and experience. These experiences however are second hand...

Since all of us are evolving and expanding in creativity and awareness, the entire universe eventually becomes an individual or personal reality to us. This reality is different for everybody. There is no common universe! It is impossible to share the images in our awareness with the images other beings have in their awareness. We can only talk about them...

Higher beings however, and I mean much higher beings, are able to 'crawl' into our human awareness system and know what we are aware of. It's like riding piggy-back on somebody's knowingness. This is the way they are able to help and inspire us! It is not because they want to know what we are about - they know by one glance what we are about...

All of us create our own worlds and versions of the universe within the specific cocoon or aspect of the universal consciousness we are. We are infinitely tiny aspects or events of the "whole" and create our own realities, sceneries and scenarios. This naturally also means, that we all create our own friends and enemies. Whatever happens to us is our own doing...

I'm thinking here about the so called Terrorists. All Terrorists are created by the countries that fight them. They all fight their self-created enemies! Countries, human beings or whoever - we all create our own circumstances. This is what needs to be learned and understood! Individually, as well as, Country by Country. This is something to be learned by all the world-bullies and their immature behaviors...

The universe is the infinite collective subconsciousness and its infinite expressions. All things and beings are cosmic subjective energy expressions from which all of us are able to consciously experience specific aspects or events. We become aware of our own specific expressions or realities as well as of certain expressions of others. Our recognition or experiences of these expressions depend on the level of awareness we have reached...

In addition, the universe and the world is a participatory creation within the cosmic-reality of the "whole we are" - to which all Countries, Communities and other Entities, human and other wise, contribute. In addition, we all experience our contributions and those of others in our own individual manner. You know Mary Ann... the Guy who invented all this must have been a pretty smart Girl...

Our infinite subconsciousness is the dreaming infinite soul of the universe we are. Now... remember... there is only one soul or dreamer! There are no individual souls, humans or other entities in actuality. It only looks that way. Individuality is an illusion! All entities are passing appearances or tiny events within the one infinite consciousness that is dreaming creation. It is extremely playful and daring. It dreams and creates by means of the characters or appearances within its dream. Weird as Hell - but there it is...

No individuality? Well... read this: I would like to project a few words here about the forever lasting question of Free Will. Of course we have Free Will as human beings. We are The Infinite Light in human form with a conscious mind or awareness and we make choices. That is precisely what human existence and learning is all about - Choices! So make them and learn from the consequences. Choices are the products of Free Will...

We are The Infinite Creator, in a specific state of unconsciousness, teaching itself the lessons that need to be learned and mastered within its own creative curriculum in order to become fully conscious! The realities or circumstances we create teach us to make the right choices in the long run by means of living consciously. Use your nugget Mary-Ann before you do anything! Meanwhile, the paradox is alive and well...

When you look at this deeper still
you will agree that each of us
- teach -
The Universal Subconsciousness We Are
the lessons that are needed to awaken to itself.

Yeah - we are that itself - totally.
We Are The Teacher and The Student.

The Universal Subconsciousness We Are
- landed -
on planet Earth as You and I almost unconsciously.

We all are in the process of awakening
this unconsciousness to full conscious awareness.

Full Conscious Awareness
is
called
The Christ Consciousness.

This is what all of us are working on brave Soul.

... Dream ... after ... Dream ...
... Lifetime ..... after ..... Lifetime ...

Some more Free Will stuff here... there are many conditions we are not able to make choices about. For example - our breathing, our digestive system, our blood pressure and many other functions of the spacesuit we live in are not directly under our control. These choices are made by The IS or Soul by means of the selections of our bodily or DNA make-up. They all influence the bodies we live in...

Our soul-cocoon or the aspect of The IS we are, basically lives us, therefore we have limited Free Will. Certain bodily or DNA characteristics are chosen by the soul aspect of The IS we are in order to have specific experiences. In the mean time, we have enough abilities in each of our lifetimes, to make us fully aware eventually and reach The Buddha or The Christ Consciousness...

Get this Mary-Ann: individuality is an illusion. Yes... but... but... .. .
Seemingly, our subconsciousness or our soul-cocoon dreams, a myriad of individual dreams or realities, within the parallel lifetimes or universes, within the whole of our subconsciousness. Subconsciousness or Consciousness as such however - is always One! It seems to be able to forget about its Oneness and it appears as an infinite amount of individual events, aspects or happenings of itself that seem to act independently within the Oneness it actually is...

All these independent universal actions take place within the interconnected subconsciousnesses and consciousnesses of the created within creation. This includes all creatures, big or small - visible or invisible. The universe is like a multi-dimensional creative tapestry within which all patterns or lifeforms respond to the behaviors of all other creative patterns according to the needs of all...

It is a Symbiotic Organized Reality of Oneness that lives and sustains itself in infinite manners and variations infinitely. It is a self-sufficient Automatic Cosmic Machine so to speak. Some people might have put the word "Divine" in front of the word Automatic - I didn't...

Thus, at all times, the universe in and by itself maintains its own intuitive checks and balances and enlightens or awakens all its inhabitants eventually. Meanwhile Mary-Ann, as you might have guessed, human viewpoints, opinions or explanations about the universe have no true universal value. Temporarily, they only mean something to ourselves until we transcend that stage...

The only thing that matters is the attitude we develop towards our experiences and toward others. These experiences all come and go and do not necessarily follow human logic or reasoning. Our human ego mind therefore is baffled time and again. The big question is - are we able to enjoy the Moment of Nowness to the fullest...

All our individual dreams, happenings or realities are like clouds in the sky. They all appear and disappear. They are appearances only! All clouds are aspects of the sky and exist within the sky. In a similar manner do all human happenings, including our human existences, appear and disappear within the dream of the universal consciousness. The same goes for all other creatures and entities. We all come and go as needed...

Not get this... dear SoulLight...
The appearing and disappearing characters within the dream of the infinite sub/consciousness (we are) "create" or "manifest" our surrounding cosmic quantum energy information matrix in concert with all the rest of the created...

We literally live within our self-created cosmic quantum energy matrix, that we collapse (when we live in human form) into self-created images that appear in our perception system. All is created by ourselves...

We literally and collectively are The Infinite Light dreaming and creating our surroundings. The characters or dream figments we are "create" the cosmic quantum energy matrix of information within which we have our being as human beings. We as humans, translate this quantum energy matrix into our own individual human realities. We create our own realities and experiences right from scratch in the moment of nowness...

This means that each and everyone in creation, including every tiny pipsqueak, as well as any brilliant big shot LightBeing "participates" in co-creating our very surroundings, environments or circumstances. All of it is our own doing and we cannot blame or praise any Christian God or Muslim Allah for the way things are! So, there you go Mary-Ann, your roundedness is all your doing...

The fact is however, that I create it when I'm looking at you. As mentioned before: Human life is a very weird and mysterious undertaking. I like it more and more the more I understand of what is happening in this souled human being called Gerardus. Thank You Soul! Who would have ever known - but You! The Infinite Light I Am - is what I Am and where I Am - creating miracles...

Now... this quantum energy matrix of information is interpreted into physical reality by a myriad of brained-beings including humans. This interpretation or translation is a local and individual brain activity. Brains work with a higher dimensional energy and they are able to inform the soul or awareness what is being observed or experienced by the instrument it lives in! The body is a witness, but it sometimes assumes to be the main actor or character in the Game of Creation. Well it is... and it isn't! The Paradox is never silent...

Physical reality therefore, is a reality in awareness or consciousness only. It is not a reality that is manifested out there somewhere. All is imagination! It is the reality of a dream that is translated in our awareness when we observe the self-created quantum energy matrix that surrounds us. Naturally, this is only so while we are living or dreaming our day to day life as human beings...

Creation itself therefore is an illusion as well as a reality. As you might expect Mary-Ann... all this goes well beyond the average human understanding. Unless of course, people repeatedly read or study this monster of an article. There is no doubt in my mind that more and more people will do so in the future. There are many 'Aha' moments to come! Wake up dear Soul! You are The One - You have been waiting for...

What is out there is an infinite quantum energy information matrix from which humans and other beings create their own physical realities and their universes. We do this right on the spot in the very moment of Nowness! (More here...) Meanwhile, there is only one sub/consciousness dreaming ka-zillions of seemingly individual dreams or events. It dreams these individual dreams by means of the created. We as dreaming humans are a dreamer, as well as, a most powerful active co-creator creating realities...

Yet.......! Individual humans do not actually exist. We only think we exist because we are hypnotized by default and by physicality and its illusionary separateness. We live in a dream and we are completely lost in the reality of the illusion. To get lost in the reality of the illusion however, is an absolute 'must' in order to experience the physical realm. Meanwhile, all of us are The One Infinite Light playing games. Wake up sleepy soul... you do not exist! Naturally, this last sentence is a perfect oxymoron Mary-Ann. I like it a lot...

Now... if all this is true...

? Who or What Are You ?

You are The Infinite Light in human form. You are "The Infinite Light"... You are not the form! The form is only a temporary appearance or event within the dream of "The Infinite Light" - this dream is the same dream - we as humans are dreaming! Simultaneously, The Infinite Light lives in... and appears as... all other forms, creatures, entities or beings within this infinite dream...

! ... The illusion is The Reality ... !

The Infinite Light is all there is. There are no exceptions. Meanwhile, our universe and all the universes we do not even know about 'are' One Energy! This One Infinite Energy projects or creates all universal appearances or events we experience or encounter. It is What We Are! The infinity of it is baffling...

We as human beings are aspects or dream figments within the dream of The Infinite Light or The Infinite Sub/Consciousness that dreams Creation! This Sub/Consciousness is what we actually are. From this 'totality' we are able to witness specific events within our different illusionary lifetimes or dreams...

We are similar to default hypnotized or dreaming consciousness-cocoons or human robots, within our own infinite sub/consciousness, witnessing our self-created dreams that are manifested on the physical plane of Earth for example. Do you see any Banana-Splits out there Mary-Ann? I sure hope so...

Naturally, the trick is to leave this robot or unconscious state of existence as soon as possible! However, look around you - is anybody consciously aware of who or what they actually are? Hardly any! Most humans are in an habitual trance of unconsciousness balancing their useless thoughts about their money, their next purchase and/or what to believe next. Spiritual help cannot reach people like that. Their mind is pre-occupied with useless thoughts! However, it does not matter one bit - sooner or later they will awaken...

We as humans are holographic aspects of "The Creative Whole", as well as that we are the co-creator of our own specific versions of reality of the universe. We as human aspects of The Infinite Light are able to plan and modify our dreams or lifetimes to great extents. We are Free Will Souls in human bodies. However, our Free Will and co-creator relationship within the Whole of Consciousness needs to be consciously recognized in order to become affective. It is the realization that the little self is The Infinite Self - it is Both! All is One...

Also, we as human beings are able to imagine the "Absolute Reality" of "The Creative Whole" to suit our own individual understanding of it. This is what this article is all about! Yet... I say out loud... I know that I know nothing! In human life there are only opinions. If you would like to reject my opinion that's fine. Please bring me a better one...

Whatever we imagine this "Absolute Reality" to be however -is- but a temporary state of mind, belief or delusion that is not necessarily true or of any value. Thinking of this now: here goes the value of this article I worked on for weeks on end. Good thing I love doing it! Do you grok that this is the only value in life? Loving what we do is enjoying the moment. It's living in the moment of Bliss...

In the long run, most of our ideas or opinions turn out to be typical human generated misleading concepts. The universe is an impersonal multi-dimensional initiator or creator. We as "The Infinite Light and its Human Aspects" are dreaming our dream and we are playing roles in this dream. Whatever is happening is the Whole creating creation by means of us. This no doubt will be hard to grok by most human beings. Meanwhile, it's so darn simple! As human beings - We Are The Infinite Light. We are Unborn Awareness doing its thing...

.. 1 .. ... Unborn Awareness ... ... issues ... .. 2 .. .. 3 .. ... Subconsciousness and Consciousness ... .. They Form The Trinity .. .. The Oneness of Creation ..
... Subconsciousness ... ... is ... ... The Soul of Creation ... (The Intuitive Soul We Are)	... Consciousness ... ... is ... ... The Awareness of Creation ... (The Conscious Awareness We Are)
... Subconsciousness ... All things, beings, entities and creatures are aspects or expressions of the universal subconsciousness or Soul. Subconsciousness is the Soul of the Universe. Subconciousness projects Creation. The Soul or Light is what we actually Are. We are the infinite miracle of the Universe.	... Consciousness ... The whole of creation and the created are images of our own subconscious expressions appearing in our consciousness or Awareness. Creation arises in Consciousness. It imprints upon the Awareness of the Created. We recognize this as our Experiences. What the miracle projects becomes Reality.
... As you might know ... Human beings like to divide all things into sections or categories. The above divisions are my feeble attempts to make the impossible understandable. I suggest that you read it and then immediately forget about it. The universe in and by itself does not give a hoot into which we divide it. It is always One Infinite Miraculous Energy or Unborn Awareness doing its Thing. ... As you might also know ... Language is an enormous stumbling block. It prevents humans from true understanding. ... True understanding comes from the heart without Words ... ... It is the radical insight of our intuition speaking to the Master...
Truly Now .. So much for my attempts to make people aware of who or what they Are .. But Then ? Who Knows ? ... Miracles happen regardless of what I do or Think ... ... Miracles happen as called for by the need of the Whole ... ... The entire universe in all its infinite details is our imagination at Work ...
... Regardless of Division "The Infinite Light" is One Infinite Mystery ...

Human beliefs are temporary and distorted human concepts or ideas. In the first place however, there are no actual humans involved here - only shadows or appearances. All things and beings are appearances within the dream of The Infinite Light in the forms and characters of the aspects it projects. All happenings are occurrences or experiences that are happening within The Whole of Consciousness...

Human beings are dream-figments within the dream of The Infinite Light. Humans as such do not exist in and by themselves. They are appearances, shadows or fleeting and passing thoughts witnessing certain events in the dream. However, they are not necessarily the direct initiators of all these events...

But yet... again: but yet... they are the initiators of multi happenings on this planet - if not all! In religious terms, we could express this as follows: God does it All by means of the created... by means of us. This means that in actuality - God can not do a darn thing without us! Again... God does it all by means of us because we are God! As Jesus supposedly has said - I and The Father are One! I say: Humans and God are the same Creative Force. This Force makes it work. There is no other Creative Force. It's all very simple...

Now... pay attention Mary-Ann and please stop fiddling with your hair...
The universe is a holographic phenomenon. This means that subconsciously all aspects of the universe are holographically interconnected with each other and they subconsciously know what is going on with all other aspects. All these subconscious interconnections between universal aspects function as the auto controller of the checks and balances that keep the universe working perfectly. This is a Universal Truth that is self evident. It's happening all around us...

The universe is always guiding itself by means of its own Infinite Subconsciousness. This Infinite Subconsciousness or The IS -is- The One Soul We All Are. This means that as long as you do what you 'feel' like - you are doing the right thing. You cannot miss! It means that you are listening to The Infinite Soul You Are. That Infinite Soul is, and lives, in your heart. Truth is simple... your intuition is the clue! Your mind is not reliable - your ego lives there...

All of us, including all Aliens and/or higher Beings, actually are one multi-dimensional infinite Creative Force and we co-create all scenarios and realities from all levels collectively and simultaneously. Our human life is our creation or dream and we have soul-control of what we want it to be. We are The Infinite Creator in human form! We direct or control from the heart. It directs us perfectly once we have learned to listen to the voice that lives there...

We are on earth in order to learn to listen and there is a lot of learning involved in order to master listening to the heart. This is the reason why we live on this planet repeatedly. Billions of people however, have not figured this out yet and they are killing time with small talk and religious nonsense. No harm done! All of it is an illusionary play anyway...

Presently, we as The Infinite Light or The Universal Consciousness - dream - that we are human beings of which many are trying to solve the puzzle of their existence and/or who created them. In actuality - there is no puzzle! Billions of people all over the world however, attempt to solve this non-existent puzzle anyway. They are searching for "The Truth They Are". It's impossible to find! The best remedy is to stop looking and start living. We are already what we are - The Infinite Light in human form. There is no higher or better...

People search or look for solutions to their puzzle because they lack the depth of awareness to grok that there is no puzzle. There is nothing to be solved. Everything is exactly as it should be! Including wars and all kinds of other miseries. We all create our worldly and universal happenings together. Living is about learning to eventually become fully aware...

About the Ego...
The immature human mind or ego, wonders and puzzles in silence about what's going on in the world and the universe. It likes to fix the world and conquer the universe. This is the nature of the ego! Many of them play with the Alphabet and do Cross-Word Puzzles. However, the ego is an illusionary entity and in actuality it does not exist! It is a bundle of circulating and repeating self-created thoughts telling the ego-mind that it is real. Fat chance Mr Ego... only The One Universal Consciousness is Real...

... This One Universal Consciousness Is What We Are ...

This Consciousness plays games that never end nor have a beginning. We are this Consciousness and do not even bother with BigBangs for example. How could there be any BigBangs in a universe that is an intuitive subjective reality where Time and Space are illusions? If anything - BigBangs are happenings in human heads...

They happen when The Infinite Light enters the energy of the so called individual human soul that is ready for it! This will be happening to millions of souls when our present Wave of Awareness enlightens humanity more and more. This in and by itself will create a more pleasant world. Just you wait...

Now... get this one... not until we completely understand, what this article is about, is it possible to burst out laughing and possibly have giggles about the non-existing puzzle of our existence. We are the universe and we create it in concert with all other beings! Our mindsets, beliefs and visualizations are the co-creators of our collective created realities, sceneries and scenarios. Life or the universe is a self-created We-Thing full of miracles...

Our brain is a higher dimensional instrument of the Fourth or Fifth Order! It translate, interprets and collapses quantum information energies into objects and happenings wherever we think we experience them. Everything we see, observe or experience is an aspect or event of our dream. Our dream takes place in levels of consciousness - which resides in higher dimensional realms. We keep dreaming until we reach full awakening...

Do not work or search for full awakening however. All your efforts will push it further away. Full awakening is a default condition that will find us when we least expect it. Could this "awakening" be a quantum jump into what we think we know as Cosmic Consciousness? Darn good question Mary-Ann...

I see the universe as a multi-dimensional multi-ring circus that provides plenty of free entertainment that can be enjoyed infinitely once we have reached certain levels of awareness. Before we reach those levels of awareness however, there is a lot of learning and suffering involved...

... Suffering is the impetus to full Awareness ...

Meanwhile, many awakened souls are called upon to incarnate again and again among the inhabitants of this planet to possibly assist human souls with their awakening. Which is next to impossible to accomplish when these souls are not interested in anything else but what they are doing or not doing. Naturally, these incarnating awakened souls also come in order to gain more awareness themselves. There is no end to awareness or learning...

Planet Earth is a young soul planet and this is why the masses and their leaders are mentally immature and dysfunctional. The world is a lie and it is in a precarious state of uselessness and decay! This is the present but temporary condition of planet Earth. This will change! In the mean time - do not be concerned about nuclear accidents or the odd missile here or there - our Benefactors know precisely what is going on and intervene when necessary. This apparently has already happened...

The majority of human soul-energies have come here to eventually awaken to who or what they actually are. This could take thousands of incarnations or dreams. Meanwhile, the universe is a perfect paradox and all things are true and not true simultaneously. Our human life is an actual happening in our dream, while the dream itself is an illusion...

In addition to the above...

The Mayans have said that a stargate will open in 2012. The Maya were insistent about the arrival of a group of enlightened beings emerging from a door or a stargate. So, while we're talking about a window of time, the specific event that they asked us to pay close attention to, is the opening of this door or stargate. More about this right here... Go for It!

To close this article I say:
... Blessings to All and may many of you awaken to The Infinite Light You Are ...

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... For souls who still want More ...
... Click and Read ...

... Gerardus Speaks ...
... The Way Things Are ...
... Monster Cosmic Cookie ...

... From a human point of view the universe is a Miracle ...
... The universe is the expression of The Infinite Light ...

... Homo Sapiens are The Infinite Light in Human Form ...
... Your Life is Your Dream ... Your dream never Ends ...
... People are surrounded by miracles they do not See ...

... The Infinite Light or Unborn Awareness expresses itself as Creation ...
... You are this Awareness - You are the Universe - You are the Miracle ...

... Please always Remember ...

... Life is Magic ...
... Our Life is our Dream ...
... There is no matter universe Anywhere ...

... We don't have a Soul ... We are the very Soul ...
... As souls we have spacesuits that human beings call Bodies ...
... Bodies, brains and the chairs we sit on are 99.999999% Emptiness ...

... Everything in Life is a Miracle ...
... Very few people know that they are this Miracle ...

... We are alive as so called humans in our own Dream ...
... Naturally this goes way beyond human reasoning or Logic ...

... Don't be concerned about That ...
... Sooner or later all humans will Understand ...

The Infinite Light
-is-
dreaming
That it is creation and naturally this includes human Beings.

To know that this is So
The Infinite Light needs human brains and Eyes.
That's where you come in Leonard.

We think or feel that we are human Beings.
We Are Not.
We Are The Infinite Light.
Dreaming and functioning as human Beings.

... Whether you believe this or Not ...
... You are The Infinite Light Anyway ...
... Dreaming ...

... All things and happenings are mental or spiritual realities in our Awareness ...
... Subconsciousness and Consciousness are Attributes of The Awareness We Are ...

... Creation is a projection of our Subconsciousness and it arises in our Consciousness ...
... The chair we are sitting on is not actually there but in our dream it is a Reality ...

... Planet earth is a place where all lightbeings like to go in order to fool Themselves ...
... Many kazillions of them get lost on Earth for innumerable individual dreams or Lifetimes ...

... If my words have made sense to You ...
... You have understood the secret of Creation...
... Life is a Celebration of the Creator living as the Created ...

? Was this article of any value to You ?

... The first issue of this article was on 2010/10/11...
... Presently it is 2011/05/20 and I have made at least 59 major revisions to this Article ...
... I am very pleased with all the work I did on this Monster ...