You are This Infinite Light all by yourself! The Infinite Light or TIL is the modern name for God. The word God or Allah has too many connotation with the books of fear. The books of fear are officially known as the Bible, the Koran and other so called Holy Books!  You Are The Infinite Light of Creation! That's the Force You Are. Some people call this Force... The Nameless...

The Soul You Are is The Infinite Light...
You are The Nameless!  You are the Light or Soul that lives within the body you think you are. You are not the body! You are the Soul within the appearance of an illusionary body you think you live in. The Soul You Are IS The Infinite Light. The word 'Soul' or 'soul' is a human term for The Infinite Light that lives within you... and You Are That! Do not bother with human terms. So called human beings have an immature social habit to name things and then think that the thing they named is the name they gave it. Not so...

All are secondary to the Soul You Are...
The Soul or Light Within is the very Christ or LightBeing You Are! The trick is to learn to listen to it and follow what it says. The Soul you are is The Infinite Light in all its Glory. It's no use to follow or listen to any other force or words that are channeled and or presented to you in whatever form. All are secondary to the Soul You Are!  It is The Infinite Light in personal form! No force anywhere is greater than What You Are. Why bother with other voices and opinions...

There is only 'The Infinite Light'... there is nothing else...
You are the Infinite Light in an individual form that has been called - human being. Now... hold on... we are going a lot deeper than that. Actually, you are not a human being. You only 'appear' to be a human being! Actualities and Appearances are not the same thing. The clue is that there is only One Source of Energy in the universe. You Are That Energy...

All forms are Vibrations of The Infinite Light or Cosmic Energy...
The Infinite Light or Source is all beings, things, creatures, entities, flowers, ants and elephants and all other worldly, unworldly and universal beings - high and low!  All are Vibrations of Light or Cosmic Energy. We live or float in this Universe of Vibrational Light or Cosmic Energy. Solid substances or material things do not exist! They only 'appear' to exist...

You do not actually exist... you only 'appear' to exist...
Get this... there is only The Infinite Light. There is nothing else!  The Infinite Light is All There Is. The human being you think you are - actually is The Infinite Light 'dreaming' that it is You. Thus... you as you think of yourself... you are a figment or character in your own dream and do not actually exist! Again... you only 'appear' to exist. You Are The Infinite Light - dreaming! Your human life is that dream! Now, once you know who you are, all books of fear have become redundant. Good gracious me - that would save a lot of trees...

Why do I call these religious books the books of fear?
Religious books are different writings collected over many years and most, if not all of these writings, were inspired by what certain teachings call 'negative' alien beings. These beings are invisible to humans and they make sure that they have their food supply under control. They do this, by brainwashing mentally immature human beings by means of their religions. Religions are very important to these alien beings. They initiated or created these religions by means of inspiring the so called great prophets or church fathers...

Billions of people stay at these low vibrational levels and suffer...
All world religions are based on fear, suffering and unworthiness. These low vibrational invisible "emotional energies" of fear, suffering, trauma, frustration and unworthiness are the food supplies of these negative alien beings. People radiate these energies! That is why these beings create and inspire the religions or political orientations so that billions of people stay at these low vibrational levels and suffer! These negative aliens feed off these invisible and low emotional vibrations...

The followers of the religions are the food-providers...
These books of fear are used world wide to control mentally immature human beings. The different religions and political orientations guarantee that sooner or later people will go to war and slaughter each other in the name of their Gods or Patriotism. The followers of both these 'brainwashing institutions' are the food-providers for these alien beings...

Most universal beings need an energy sustenance of some kind...
The emotional energies of mentally immature human beings are the food for these alien beings in the same manner as that humanity makes sure that there are enough chickens, pigs and cows bred in order to sustain themselves. All 3D and 4D universal beings need an energy sustenance of some kind in order to stay alive. Humanity is not on the top of the food-line. Meanwhile, the highest beings live by means of the surrounding Universal Light itself...

They absorb human emotional energies...
The invisible beings and humanity are doing what is necessary in order to stay alive on this planet. The universal invisible beings that absorb human emotional energies live on a slightly higher universal level of existence than we do. Humanity is not on the top of the food-line. The religions used to call these beings, demons, devils or satan. Mentally immature humans do not see these alien beings or know about them...

We kill and eat just about anything that moves...
Our 3D world is one big mouth eating! We kill and eat just about anything that moves. All this is perfectly normal. Our world and the universe are exactly as they should be. It could not be otherwise for The Infinite Light itself is living in this world by means of the figments in its dream. We are these dream figments or characters...

All figments or characters are co-creators...
So, you are The Infinite Light or Creator and the question now is - how do you as the Creator create? Please sit well back for this one - this is truly a big one! Here it comes brave soul - you as the Creator are asleep and in your dream you create by means of all the figments or characters in your multi-dimensional and infinite dream. All figments or characters, high and low, are participatory co-creators! Creation is a Creative Play of Mind - in Mind. I suggest that you sit on this for a while Mary-Ann and come back for more later...

Are you still sitting on it?
Alright - let's continue. Since you are the dreamer and creation is your dream - where do you as a human being fit in? Excellent question! You as a human being are an infinitely tiny figment or character in the dream you as The Infinite Light or Creator are dreaming. You are an infinitely tiny event of this dream - that's what you are. However, and that's a big however, you also are a co-creator! You create with the Power that is invested in you! Which naturally is The Infinite Light or The Almighty Soul or Spirit Within You. It is mighty powerful...

You live in consciousness only...
Notwithstanding all of this, you as a human being are not an actual reality or an individual. You are not physically real or actual - except in your dream naturally. Do you get this brainy soul? In actuality, you only exist or live in the mind of TIL - you only live in consciousness. You are a figment or an appearance in the dream you as the Creator dream. This dream or creation in and by itself is an infinite happening in consciousness. All of it is! There is only consciousness...

It's a bigger load than being saved by Jesus for example...
All this is nice to know - isn't it? You as The Infinite Light are dreaming that you are a human being and you do not actually exist!  Weird as Hell.  In my case - I say that: I as The Infinite Light dream that I am Gerardus and write all this. Really? Weird man - soaking weird! No doubt what you have just read needs its time to sink in. Please format a trillion brain cells to line up perfectly and get a hold of this. It's a bigger load than being saved by Jesus for example...

You need to investigate and clarify all this...
Watch it... here comes a big question!  Is what Gerardus writes true? That my dear soul - is entirely up to you to investigate and clarify for yourself! Gerardus has nothing to do with that one! Naturally, you do not have to clarify anything. You may also do nothing and become a permanent prisoner of this planet with all its pleasures and sufferings...

Question to the brave and brainy soul here...
Do you ever get the feeling that your life is a dream? Well, it actually is!  You as the Creator dream and your dream is real! Thus, your life is real in the dream the Creator dreams. In that dream (your dream) all things are real happenings. But in actuality - you do not exist in any objective reality you can think of. As a matter of fact, there is no objective physical reality anywhere. All of life and what is happening anywhere - is a mentally subjective infinite affair. Including feeling sexy and/or making love. Nice going Mary Ann...

The return for more is a default mode...
While you have been reading the above, you must have gathered a pretty good evaluation of the illusion or deception you live in as a human soul. Wow... is it ever! The illusion is so cool and persistent that billions upon billions of people, except for a few sages, are completely fooled by it. They almost infinitely return for more. The return for more is a default mode so to speak...

The masses need to become mentally involved...
All these billions of people do not have the faintest idea that their life is not an actual happening. Most people live unconsciously and their life takes place in consciousness only. They are The One Infinite Consciousness but they do not know that! From where I am looking the masses of this world are totally ignorant of who or what they are. The trouble is that they are proud to be ignorant and too lazy to become mentally involved. They like suffering better than thinking...

They are missing out...
Well, I wish that I did not have to tell all these billions of non-thinkers. Our human life in the physical is a perfect illusion. Sure it is. You, brainy soul, have been taken for a ride! You probably got off when you discovered my pages. Great! They are worth a billion brave and brainy discoverers. I sometimes wonder where all these dreaming billions are? They are missing out. Well, let's wait and see. There is still time...

You already are all those things...
So, what's happening? Well, the physical world and the physical universe do not actually exist! The above also means, that you as The Infinite Light naturally do not have to be improved upon, become enlightened and/or almighty wise for example. You already are all those things and more. So, why bother to think about all this and break you brain over anything? You already are The Works so to speak. Do you grok this brainy creature? However, and this is a big however again, there could be a bit of clarity in what I say in the last paragraphs. No doubt that needs to be read at least twice. Let's push on and get to it...

Every lifetime we learn and awaken a bit more...
Let's assume that we as The Infinite Light have put certain conditions on our dream by letting each figment be born unconsciously for the first ten times in our dream or Creation. Another condition is that TIL gave all aspects the opportunity to learn and awaken a bit more each lifetime they think they are born as another figment. Please note: in actuality no figment or human being is ever born at any time or anywhere. It's not possible - it only looks that way! Somehow, The Infinite Light is a lot trickier without smoke and mirrors than David Copperfield with both of them. On the other hand - who knows what David actually does...

We have subjected ourselves to an enormous hypnotic spell...
We as humans are dream figments thinking that we are born somewhere. Meanwhile - we are The Infinite Light dreaming the entire universal show we call Creation! Dreaming all this and living in our own dream simultaneously means, that we as The Infinite Light, have subjected our figments to an hypnotic spell of enormous proportions...

In our dream anything can happen...
Now, listen to this weirdness brave soul - could it be that we as The Infinite Light have put certain conditions upon aspects of ourselves and that these aspects go through some kind of learning and awakening process? You know, I think I've got something here! All of it points in that direction. That would mean that some people are smarter or wiser than others...

Mighty Moses please help us out...
Meanwhile, none of these people are authentic and/or actual souls in the first place. All of them are specific tiny events of The Infinite Light Itself! They actually are The Infinite Light itself suffering under its own hypnotic spell!  Who says that self-hypnosis does not work? Mighty Moses! Please help us out and we will help you with those heavy tablets going down the mountain...

Does this mean that The Infinite Light actually  'is'  all its aspects in progress?
This hypnotic spell slowly but surely is lifted from each aspect or figment by means of its experiences. These experiences create universal wisdom within these aspects. This would mean that The Infinite Light actually 'is' its own aspects in all dimensions or densities. In the mean time, there is no actual authentic being like The Infinite Light in and by itself in the first place! All happenings anywhere occur within Creation only! The Infinite Light or the Creator IS Creation. They are One - not Two...

The Heavenly Lord disappeared and became the Christ...
It means that The Infinite Light has fully incarnated into its own Creation or Dream. There are no remnants of The Light hanging around some place! This would mean that the Dreamer and its Dream are the same happening! They are the same phenomenon - the Dream dreams itself and it has no beginning nor end. The Infinite Light disappeared and 'is' its Creation. We could say that The Lord disappeared and became the Christ!  The same goes for Mr. Krishna and Mr. Buddha naturally! All of them are The Infinite Light themselves. I like it... I like it a lot...

The world has more sleepers than awakened ones...
I'm thinking about the endless dreaming dream that dreams itself - this is especially endless - since the world we live in presently, has more sleepers than awakened ones. Sleepers dream and create. Dreaming is creating! Since most sleepers are next to unconscious - they sleep and co-create the most dysfunctional world by default. In their unconsciousness they cannot help it - they do not know what they are doing...

That's where I want to be...
The leaders of our world and the masses of followers live their lives in a heavy fog of unconsciousness. No wonder that Planet Earth is such a bizarre place. Of all places and planets - why did you come here brave brainy soul? I sure hope that there are better worlds in another dream somewhere. That's where I want to be next! I am pretty sure there are better worlds. If I can think of them they are already existing in my mind! Meet you there brave brainy soul. I am sure that Mary Ann will be there as well. Wow...

Here's where the saying of Jesus enters the picture...
Let's assume that there is some truth in the bible where it supposedly repeats what Jesus The Christ has said. Jesus said that: "I and the Father are One"!  And you know by golly - that's exactly what I say: "I and the Father or The Infinite Light are One! Within the illusion of time however - Gerardus as a dreaming aspect of the Whole is in a learning cycle in which he needs to awaken more and more. That's what he and his writing is working on!  In the mean time Dear Reader... I hope that you enjoyed this article. It's all I have to offer for now. Be Well Mary-Ann...