!  Gerardus Speaks  !
~ This is one of my best article - go for it immediately dear Soul ~

... I don't know what's going on precisely - but the universe lives me Beautifully ...  
... Sometimes I pretend that I am doing It ...

... Life is good to me and I want to stick around for a While ...
... There is more to Learn ...

   ... Life is my Love ... Love is my Work ...
... Writing is my Lover ... Chess is my Friend ...



In this long composition I have been trying to explain the impossible with words. Naturally, this cannot be done but I tried anyway. I hope you like/love my attempts and get something out of it.  Yeah, like a mild headache and possibly an Inner Smile. The headache will disappear. The Inner Smile will stay...

In addition my dear Readers, what I have written in this composition are only my opinions. Surely, opinions are only opinions!  Not necessarily do they reflect Truth. Truth does not come in words anyway!  All opinions or Truth in Words have their opposites that are equally true. Meanwhile, I say...


... We Are The Truth ...
... Just the way we Are ...
... This is not an Opinion ... This is a cosmic Reality ...    


~ Important Preliminary Notes ~
!  Do not Skip  !


We live in an energy Universe.
We do not live in a matter Universe.




... HERE  WE  BEGIN ...
( The Almighty Speaking Here )



I Am The Infinite Light
and
Presently I speak and appear as an infinitely tiny event Called

Gerardus Everardus Tros
This event will pass and be forgotten About.

... The Infinite Light I Am ...
... Also appears as all other tiny individual events in the entire Universe ...
... All my appearances are fleeting aspects of the illusionary nature of my Expressions ...

... Behind all Appearances ...
... I Am The Reality of The Absolute ...
... I Am The Light Behind Consciousness ...


... The Infinite Light I Am ...
- is -
... The Unborn Awareness Within You ...


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... Gerardus speaking Here ...

... Life is our dream and the only thing real is the dreamer we Are ...
... The Dreamer we are is Unborn Awareness ...
... Dreaming ...
... The Dreamer We Are Creates Our Reality ...
... Our task is to become a totally conscious dreamer or Creator ...



I Am
"The I Am"
and
So Are You.

... We are each Other ...
... Infinitely ...


... All of us are One Being or One Divine Energy playing Hide and Seek ...
... This One Being or Cosmic Energy is Divine Consciousness ...
... It is manifested as Creation in most glorious Form ...
... All takes place in Consciousness ...
... None of it is out There ...

... This Consciousness dreams and the dream dreams itself Infinitely ...
... We are this Consciousness ...

... Not one thing within the dream is valuable or Eternal ...
... All things pass away and Disappear ...
... Except The Dreamer We Are ...
... We Are Unborn Awareness ...
... We Are Forever ...
... Dreaming ...
... ! ...



?  Who creates "The Major Scenarios" in our World  ?
and
?  Why are we Here  ?

The major scenarios in this world are created by higher forces than Humanity. (Higher and lower are relative distinctions) Many human beings are involved in facilitating these happenings as well. These scenarios are major wars, famine, floods, droughts, earthquakes, typhoons, hurricanes, storms, blizzards, oil spills and any so called natural disasters or Acts of God. The masses of Humanity are here to experience these scenarios and need to accept "what is". That's why they are born where they are born...

If the BP Oil Spills are not stopped they will kill the Oceans as well as planet Earth.
We need the help of higher Forces - Please come and assist Humanity.
Meanwhile all this is necessary to awaken the masses in the USA.

Please remember, as soon as people denounce or complain about these scenarios - they have identified with these situations and they are making a judgment. Humans are here to experience these situations and accept them as a fact of Human Life on planet Earth. All happenings are aspects of the curriculum of humanity's lessons. The purpose of this curriculum is to awaken human souls...

... An awakened human soul knows that It ...
... is ...
... The Infinite Light in Human Form ...

The Creative Forces and the Guardians of this Planet know what is needed to awaken and raise the billions of souls on this planet. Humans live here in order to experience "what is" and learn from it. It's of no use to shout at the Gods so to speak. However, it is useful for mankind to ask our Guardians to assist us because we are asking...

Our Guardians are our Benefactors and our Teachers. The Human Race is a Mighty Work in progress! Therefore, humans need to accept "what is" and adapt to it without complaints or commotion. The more humans accept what's happening - the more their soul is alive and awake. Old souls never wonder 'why' things are the way they are. Eventually we all will discover, that surrendering to "what is" is not an option... it is a must...

... Roughly estimated there are 30 Billion human souls connected with Earth ...
... Say 7 Billion are incarnated and 23 Billion are waiting for their Turn ...
... In the mean time many of these 23 Billion function as our Guides and Helpers ...

The Infinite Light or The IS (The Infinite Subconsciousness) expresses itself forever and all expressions slowly but surely evolve to the highest levels of awareness. They eventually merge with their Source again. Cosmic Bingo!  It's a forever struggle and enjoyment to accomplish this. Life is continuous cycling cosmic energy or consciousness for the sake of experiences in order to gain awareness...

Why do we go through all this commotion? Well, let's say for now - there is nothing better to do for The Infinite Light or The Creator We Are! Sooner or later we will discover that the journey is the reward and that the destination is of no importance. The destination is where we always already reside! Our journeys are opportunities or dreams from which we need to learn to enjoy the miracle of human life to the utmost...

Once we know that we are The Infinite Light - what else can we do but play games? Life is a Play and once we get used to it, we will discover that, in actuality, it is an infinite dream that dreams itself. We need to make sure that we enjoy this dream and create it consciously! We do this by means of our attitude, our thoughts and our choices...


We are the creator asleep in a human Body.
Our Life  is  Our Dream.

We all live in a dream-reality that our perception system and Mind
- crystalizes -
Into an apparent objective physical Reality.
In actuality there is no objective physical reality Anywhere.
Except in our Dream.

There is only Consciousness - There is no Matter Universe.
Consciousness is Real and Awareness is the Clue.
There only appears to be a Matter Universe.
The Matter Universe is only real in our Dream.

We have learned to accept our dream as our day to day Reality.
Living in this reality is living in an Illusion.

Consciousness is The Reality - Physical Reality is The Illusion.
Our body is a lens that creates this Illusion.
    We live in an energy Environment - Not in a physical matter Environment.

The souls we are and the bodies we live in are force fields of a higher order of Energy.
Some advanced scientists are just becoming aware of these Forces.



... Something about Time ...

... According to Wubbo Ockels ...
... Time is Unique on Planet Earth ...


Wubbo says the following for example: "We are ChronoCentric Beings. I live, thus Time Passes. We as Earthlings have our own unique measure of Time. Our Time is created by Life in response to earth's gravity".

From the above, and from what Wubbo says in his video, I have come to the following conclusions: other Life Forms have their own measure of Time in response to the gravity of their planets. Many Life Forms, however, do not live on planets and they live in Now-Time. By this I mean - there is no time for them - they are not subjected to gravity. For these Life Forms there is only the Moment of Nowness. Our Earth-Time is created by Life in response to the gravitational field of Planet Earth...

Our Earth Time is unique! It does not exist the same on any other planet. The universe in and by itself does not exist in Time! We can also say that it does not actually exist in Space either, since the universe is an infinite spectrum of vibrational energies that surrounds us. Universal Space does not have three dimensional properties. It is 'everywhere' and thus it is beyond Time and Space...

Only very specific vibrational areas of the universe (States of Mind) have Time as well as Space, but in order to experience them you need to live in a sentient or human body. The human body and its Central Nervous System create a specific state of mind that is able to experience Time and Space. We could call this state of mind - The Physical Dream State or Illusion. Billions and billions of spiritual beings want to experience this state of mind on Earth and once they land here - they become lost for ages. Billions of humans spend their Time - with Passing Time. They have invented special games to do so...

What we see and experience from the universe 'out there' is an illusion or dream state of appearances. What we see is not actually there! What we see or experience is created in our brain and Central Nervous System from the universal Quantum Energy Matrix that surrounds us. It is a completely subjective imaginary or dream state experience. We are able to come to these conclusions when we know that the universe is only consciousness or energy. Well, let's put it this way, I have come to these conclusion, what conclusions you and others have come to I do not know. In the mean time, it certainly is worthwhile to watch Wubbo's Video...

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... Something about Climate Change ...

Naturally, the climate on earth is changing! It has been changing for ages and ages. Why should it stop changing? We have to look at this climate scenario from a Universal Point of View and not just from a Kyoto or Copenhagen viewpoint or perspective. These viewpoints are the severely limited views of human beings. They do not count for one iota as far as the universe is concerned...

The earth is like an enormous chicken-coop for human beings and the temperature of this planitary-coop is not created by the human-chickens that live there. To eventually raise all these human-chickens to the level of the Christ Consciousness or Buddhahood is the responsibility of the Universal Guardians and Benefactors of Humanity. They are our Helpers called Masters! They have armies of spirit-scientists and technicians...

These spirit-beings are the ones who control and regulate our climate and take care of our surroundings. There is nothing to be concerned about! Planet Earth is in the hands of millions of Universal Masters and their experts. They are next to all knowing...

There are millions of these spirit-beings involved in looking after the Earth and its creatures. Our Guardians or Keepers maintain the planet's temperature within certain limits, so that not all of us leave our bodies all at once. The idea that human beings are the cause of the changes of their climate is about as ridiculous as stating that the mice in the farmer's barn are determining the temperature of the barn...

Come on dear climate scientists - how limited can your views possibly be? How much do you trust the universe to look after its precious human-chickens? Take a break my frantic friends and know that the Universe and the World is nothing but change! Change is the only truth that can be understood by means of words...

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... Something about Orbs and UFOs ...

Whatever is happening in our skies is absolutely normal! It is just that human beings nowadays are not used to it. For centuries the human race has been kept quarantined for ages in order to go through specific aspects of their Lessons and Experiences. That period is rapidly coming to and end and humanity is about to join all the rest of Universal Life...

The rest of Universal Life is so enormous that it might be hard to comprehend in the beginning of this discovery. There are as many varieties of Life in the Universe as that there are fishes in the Oceans. Wow! For example, it has been reported by the UFO-Community (Which are those who think they know and those who know) that there are as many as 56 different species of alien beings who have visited planet earth and still do. Many of them are living among us! We just do not see them because they are 4D or 5D. I suggest that soon they will become visible to many of us. Not only that, there is going to be an enormous lift in human awareness and before long all my pages and articles will be old news...

In the mean time, I suggest that you read most of them and get up to date dear souls. All is well and Humanity is in for an enormous break. We will all finally understand who or what we are. There will be a Wave of Awareness washing over this planet. Those who are not able to get this - well - they will leave the usual way and will incarnate on a planet matching their state of mind. More 3D coming up for them! For those who grok all this - it's 5D or higher. Some of us even might go Home for good. The time of gigantic celebrations are coming up - get ready to dance with your Galactic Neighbors...


What many people have reported is that UFOs are "diving" into the oceans and into so called rock solid mountains. Naturally they do! For them there is no solidity whatsoever. We live in an energy universe and matter does not actually exist. In other sections of my writing I speak about this...
Then, here's something else about all these alien visitors. Many of them have been around for ages and ages and some of them have been looking after Humanity since the beginning of our evolvement in awareness. And yes, they are able to become visible and invisible whenever they want to - including their vehicles in which they seem to fly and 'flout' all physical laws of gravity and enertia. They are of a higher level of awareness and no doubt we ought to see them as our friends and benefactors. Oh, yes, not all of these aliens beings are friendly. Some of them have a negative orientation and they have been taking advantage of Humanity for thousands of years. Our planet for example was hijacked by them many ages ago. In the next few years this negative history will come to an end...

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... Something about CropCircles ...

Yeah, these CropCircles... Wow!  How many have you seen on TV or read about in your daily newspaper? How come they do not show these spectacular patterns? Is it because the world is a LIE? It sure is my friends - it is the biggest LIE there is. A LIE from beginning to end. People have been brainwashed with nonsense since their birth. This might be next to impossible to believe - but it is true!  In any case, make sure you watch this CropCircle Video. That's all I am going to say about this phenomena. Once you have watched the Video, you will know that more words about CropCircles are totally redundant...



... Knowers are Awake ...
... All believers are Asleep ...
... Many non-believers are also Asleep ...

... Awakened ones know who they Are ...
... Sleepers do not know who or what they Are ...
... and ...
... For now they are postponing their Awakening ...

... Awakening means the awakening of the soul we Are ...
... It does not mean the awakening of our body or Spacesuit ...



... How to change the World ...

The only way the world will change is when humans have learned to become the change they would like to see. If they want peace - they need to be peaceful. If they want kindness - they need to be kind.  If they want abundance - they need to learn to cooperate and share.  If they want love - they need to be loving...

The cosmic school for human souls has an enormous amount of learning levels. To go through all these levels could well take thousands upon thousands of lifetimes. We must learn to enjoy the lessons for the soul we are...

At all times the universe and the world are exactly as they should be. Naturally, humans do not have to agree with this - the universe does not care. It is what it is - a perfect cosmic school for human souls to promote themselves to higher levels of awareness. From these higher levels all humans will agree with what they have just read here...


... Very important points Here...

In addition to the above, changing the world by means of our thoughts is very complex, especially since the universe works differently than the human reasoning process. For example: the universe does not negate or nullify 'what is'. Therefore, praying for certain happenings to change or disappear has very little influence, unless this is done by millions of people simultaneously...

Sending Light and Love to troubled people in the world has very little influence either, unless this is done by millions upon millions of people preferably simultaneously. However, all beings communicate with each other via Spirit or Consciousness in the first place. We also need to ask ourselves - how can we know what other people still need to experience? There is a fine line called 'interference' somewhere...

... The universe does not negate or nullify what Is ...
... The universe pushes anything upon which we fix our Attention ...
... If this is on the negative we will meet negative Situations ...
... If we fix our attention on the positive we will have That ...

... To change the reality of others is usually Interference ...
... Also we cannot help others unless they Ask ...

Creating peace in the world is not done by the talking-heads on TV or by means of high level meetings by those who are in charge. Peace is created from the bottom up - not from the top down. Peace will only take place when the boots on the ground start walking the other way or refuse to fight...

In order to live in peace - people need to be peaceful themselves. Lasting peace is created by bringing people Wine and Bread as a present - not by appearing with Tanks, Weapons and Ammunition. Violence only begets violence. These are the lessons that need to be learned by the majority of humanity. Weapons of any kind are one of the many human manifestations of fear...

Since the world is full of military forces driven by patriotic slogans - the fighting will go on. Thoughts of revenge and the fighting itself need to be abolished completely. All military forces must stop listening to what is pumped into their heads by their leaders and their media propaganda. They must learn to listen to their hearts. Wars are money makers for the few. All the rest of humanity are the losers...
If and when our Cosmic Visitors appear and possibly land, the fighting will stop immediately and automatically. No doubt that would be an excellent new beginning for humanity on this planet. Visitors... Please come and help us grow up...


We cannot gain one step ahead in our evolutionary progress
unless we have forgiven ourselves for all the missteps we have made
and have forgiven all others for the missteps they made against us.



... There is no Me ... There is no You ...
... There is only Consciousness ...
... There is only Awareness ...


You and I and Everybody
are
Holographic aspects or events in Consciousness.
Each aspect contains the Whole in miniature Form.
All aspects are holographic Equals.


... ALL OF US ARE ONE BEING ...
... I am another You and You are another Me ...



? .. Why are we fighting each Other .. ?
! ... Fighting others is fighting Ourselves ... !


... Loving others is actually loving Ourselves ...
... Loving all others is Difficult ...
... We are One Infinite Being playing games to confuse and entertain Ourselves ...



... Consciousness reveals itself in the harmony of the Cosmos and its Nature ...
... Forever it raises all its children to higher levels of Awareness ...
... Life is a journey human souls are engaged in by living or Dreaming ...
... There are no Exceptions ...
... Living is Dreaming is Living ...



... We are the creator of our Life ...
... We are the creator of our Dream ...

Our task is to awaken from the dream we call our life. First we must become aware that we are dreaming. Our awakening takes place bit by bit in each lifetime. Now... are you ready to grok the following?  Human beings are illusionary characters in their own dream! This is difficult to understand. It means that we actually do not exist because our dream collapses when we awaken. Who really are we?

!  We are Unborn Awareness dreaming that we are Human Beings  !
... We are the Infinite Light walking around as Humanity ...

Our human life or dream is a virtual reality or an illusion. However, as long as we are dreaming our lives are absolutely real!  Our environment is also an illusion - we have learned to accept it as real. To awaken from this "reallusion" is where the rubber hits the road. It is difficult to awaken because we think that we are already awake. Our awakening is a process in illusionary time. Our dreams awaken us - especially our nightmares!  Our life and our world are mind-tricks. For more on this: Read this Brilliant Monster...


Life is an infinite dance in the consciousness we Are.

We are what we Are
Partially by choice and partially by Default.
We can change most of that with our thoughts and our Choices.

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... Some Important Questions Here ...

?  Are we the thoughts of Others  ?
?  Are our thoughts our Thoughts  ?
?  Are all our thoughts inspired by Others  ?
?  Are human beings the thinkers or are their Souls  ?
?  Are there any new thoughts in a timeless Universe  ?



!  The following chapter is very Weird  !
... Please read the following and become totally Confused ...


~  Remember what was said by Schopenhauer  ~
... All truth passes through three Stages ...
... First, it is Ridiculed ...
... Second, it is violently Opposed ...
... Third, it is accepted as Self-evident ...


The universe is an infinite spectrum of vibrating cosmic energies in which we float and have our experiences. We are Spirit Beings or Energy Clouds - not Matter Beings! The experiences we as humans have when we walk on the earth, a concrete floor or a marble stair case are illusionary experiences. Nothing in the universe is solid! Basically, we walk or stand on emptiness. This is difficult to comprehend. Matter is 99.999999% emptiness...

Being human is being subjected to a dream or an illusion! There is no solidity anywhere except as we experience it in our dream! We as human souls move or float within the universal energy we as The Infinite Light are. We all are cosmic or energy beings. Solidity only exist in our dream. The actuality of the universe is consciousness doing its thing...

Human beings are semi-independent infinitely tiny vibrating aspects of "cosmic awareness" within The Infinite Dream. We are like tiny fluffy energy-clouds with different colors here and there - within an Infinite Spectrum of Vibrating Energies of Consciousness. There is no solidity in this environment. There is only the dream of the universal consciousness within which we all float or exist and have our being as a vibrating thought, figment or character...

We all exist or live within the illusive reality of the dream that The Infinite Light has at this very moment. We all are vibrating virtual figments or characters within a dreaming universal consciousness. This consciousness is our very own and it contains the entire universe and all the billions of galaxies we are able to think of presently. You know Mary-Ann your roundedness is a most delightful aspect of this dream...

Since The Universal Consciousness is a "Holographic Whole in Unity With All Beings" - we are The One that is dreaming! Each and every human being is that dreamer. From a human point of view this cannot be understood from the head. We must fall down to the heart. Our heart knows what our head will never comprehend. We are made that way on purpose by The Infinite and Holographic Light We Are...

We are infinitely tiny aspects or events of this dream and we exist within a spectrum of cosmic vibrations we could call the universal consciousness. This universal mind or consciousness or The Infinite Holographic Light permeates each and every aspect or character of its dream and naturally it permeates us. It is us - and it lives as all of us. It is all characters or figments in our dream - within which all things are holographic equals...


What is the holographic universe actually?
It is Consciousness in Action and all things reflect all other things!  We need to get used to the idea that the universe is holographic flowing cosmic energy - the universe is not a matter reality. Holographic means: that all things contain all other things. In a sense - they are each other! The universe is not some kind of time and space environment within which we find matter or solidity. It is not some kind of cycling circus of galaxies and stars that are solid material objects or sources that emit or radiate light...

The galaxies and stars appear to us as energies that we experience as light radiating sources - yes - but they are not objects of a material substance or solid matter. They are like all other things and beings in the universe - holographic energy reflections of the Whole and each other. The stars are portals to other dimensions, densities or realities. They 'appear' to us as sources of light or heat. In actuality they are something completely different. We ought to remember that the 3D dimension or density we live in - is a falsehood or an illusion...

When we live in a human body, one of the difficulties we experience is the fact that all things appear real and we become hypnotized by the continuous perceptions of our senses. While it is precisely the reality of our perception that creates the illusion in which we exist. This means that our scientists are deluded by their own observations and most of them have not got the slightest idea as to who or what they actually are and what kind of a reality they are living in. They are lost in a self-created dream or illusion and they have no inkling that this is so. All things and happenings in the dream are real - the dream itself however is an illusion...

Scientists are investigating a very limited personal dream that does not reveal to them the higher dimensions or densities that exist within the totality of the universe. In other words, they cannot possibly know what the source and causes are of the dream reality they are investigating in the first place. Many scientists, if not most, have accepted the dream of their own life as a reality on its own and think that the Third Dimensional Reality is the only reality in the universe. Again, most scientists, if not all, are lost and have blinders on...
The twinkling stars or the so called sources of light in the night-sky are not solid objects or masses of matter radiating light with specific frequency spectrums. The sun is not hot for example and it is not some kind of nuclear exploding fire ball that gives us light and heat only. Let's say for now, that our Sun is the Soul of the Solar System and its light radiations, or aura, we experience as heat or energy. Our Sun is The Infinite Light in manifestation as the Solar System and all life upon all its planets. Needless to say that is it next to almighty powerful...

Since I mentioned auras just now, I would like to suggest that the "Lights" or 'UFOs' we see in our skies could very well be the auras or the reflections of higher beings. They are capable of moving with incredible speeds and with next to impossible right angles instantaneously. They do not exist in a 3D reality in the same manner we do. Their energies are not subjected to gravity or other 3D laws of our 3D reality...

We are bound by our dimension - but UFOs are not! In other words, they float freely within the holographic cosmic energies that make up our environment or the energy within which we exist and know as space. Space however is an aspect of our illusion. There is neither Space nor Time in actuality. We could see UFOs as "thoughts" moving freely within the universal cosmic energy we call consciousness...

Our sciences are misleading us and many of them have kept us dumb on purpose with silly explanations. There is no Matter dear Scientists - there is only Consciousness! Apparently, you are not aware of this. All of you live in an illusion that you have accepted as a reality or an actuality. It is time to awaken to what is and investigate the regions beyond the so called matter world. Begin to check out the para-normal for a change...


Now get this... you better sit down for this one...
The world and the universe around us only exist because we are looking at it!  How could this be true Gerardus?  Here is the answer: We as human beings are The Divine Creative Consciousness! This very Creative Universal Energy lives within the human form we think we are. It is us and it creates. It creates what we look at or observe while we are looking at it...

This is true for all beings, creatures and entities in the entire creation! This might be very surprising, if not shocking, to many human souls. Especially to the religious ones. It is time for them to let go of their limited, and in many cases, closed mindset and 'open up' to what is! Instead of believing in what they have been repeatedly told...

All creatures in creation are this Divine Creative Consciousness in all the forms it appears. There are no exceptions! This means that even the most ordinary spider -is- The Divine Creative Consciousness as that spider.  No wonder it is able to create its web with such precision. Not only that, the spider also knows how to treat and eat its prey...

The spider is infinitely wise because it is The Divine Creative Consciousness doing its thing as a spider. Naturally, the birds, the bees, the butterflies and the caterpillars are the same Infinite Greatness in Action. All creatures, animals and beings are The Divine Creative Consciousness in the forms it happens to be in...


How do humans create physical reality?
We as humans create the realities we experience from the Quantum Energy Waves that surround us. We all create according to our own needs, desires and habits. All of us humans are The Creative Force manifested in human form without losing the ability to create. Our creations are projected upon the screen of our human awareness and we experience what we think we see out there...

We all are "Creators on the Go" and we create continuously and automatically. Yes, even unconsciously!  We ought to see ourselves as "Co-Creators" - for we are the Creator in Human Form creating in concert with all the rest of the Creative Forces. The creation is basically nothing but Creative Forces creating themselves by means of dreamers dreaming creation into subjective mental existences. Dreaming or visualizing with intention is creating. All things however, do not exist out there somewhere. They only exist in our consciousness...

Our Divine Creative Consciousness or Soul collapses specific aspect of the Quantum Energy Waves Environment in which all things and creatures float or exist. This Matrix of Quantum Energy Waves is an Infinite Information Field that surrounds us! We create our physical realities and happenings from these Quantum Energies Waves when we are looking at them...

We collapse or crystalize them into physical realities or energy force fields by means of the consciousness we are! Our consciousness is of a higher order of energy than our scientists know about. All of us are Co-Creators by means of The Infinite Creative Force that lives within us. This Infinite Creative Force is us and we are its Divine Instruments by means of which it performs its miracles. There are actually no higher or lower beings! All things, beings and creatures are The One Absolute Infinite Light expressed in all the forms it appears...

We ought to remember here, that whatever we meet in our lifetimes - all of it is our own creation!  We create according to our beliefs and expectations. What we are 'internally' we create 'externally'!  We and we alone are responsible for our realities and our experiences. We create our own realities - while whatever we create comes about because we are The Infinite Light or Creator in Action at all times or no times...


How do humans know 'what' to create when?
When we are looking at the specific surrounding aspects of the Quantum Energy Waves or Matrix in which we exist, we are looking with our individual consciousness in 'concert' with the consciousness of the whole of humanity on earth of which our consciousness is a smaller aspect...

In other words, certain patterns of the Quantum Energy Waves or Matrix are collapsing according to the understanding and habits of both these consciousnesses. So, what we look at and create, is a combination of humanity's collective understanding of ingrained patterns and its forms that are part and parcel of our collective human awareness...

We are surrounded by Quantum Waves of Energy, Spirit or Consciousness. This means that we are surrounded by unlimited open ended possibilities or possible realities that are ready to respond to our creativity and intentions. These Waves of Energy collapse into what we think we see or experience 'out there'...

Some modified words from one of my Readers...
Negative oriented people intend the 'negative' unconsciously and the waves of possibilities collapse into a life of accidents and diseases. Positive minded people intend the 'positive' consciously and the waves of possibilities collapse into a life of beauty and wonder!  Both realities are self-created miracles that many of us call creating our own realities. So Be It...
The Quantum Energy Waves or Matrix actually -is- an Infinite Information Field and it forms the surrounding environment in which all creatures of creation exist. We swim in it! There is no 'outside' to this Field and all of life takes place in this Field. It's all embracing! This Information Field is The Infinite Subconsciousness - The IS - or Soul of the Universe. From this infinite spectrum or medium we create the realities that form the lessons of our universal education. The Earth is a cosmic school for human souls...

We as human souls exist within The Infinite Information Field, or within The Infinite Soul, or within The Infinite Subconsciousness of the Universe. This is what the Wise of the Old called The Void! The individual Soul We Are -is- an infinitely tiny specific of this Infinite Information Field. The individual soul lives within a human body most people think they are. This is a false assumption...

The body is a 'specific-energy-spacesuit' for the soul. We are the soul - we are not the body! The soul, as an aspect of The Infinite Light, dreams that it lives within a body and by means of the body's creations it experiences physical realities. This is what we as soul-aspects of The Infinite Light came to do and this is how we have our physical experiences and learn our lessons...
The soul then has its experiences in the physical by means of the human body. The human body is a spacesuit and/or lens by means of which the soul experiences physical reality as a result of the images that are created upon the perception system of the human brain and awareness systems...

These images are different for each human lens and they cannot be directly compared to the images of other humans since they are individually generated for and by each human. Physical reality therefore only exist within the awareness systems of the creatures that create these realities. They do not exist out there somewhere...
Our physical reality is formed in our body-mind...
The Quantum Energy Waves or Matrix is the environment in which we exist. From this infinite Matrix we create our own individual physical realities, right on the spot in the moment of nowness. We do this when we observe this Matrix! The realities we create are projected upon the screen of our awareness. Physical realities are Mental Phenomena! They take place in the body-mind. More on this later...

The whole of creation is a mental reality. There is no matter involved whatsoever! We could even call it an hallucination. In the meantime, nothing is ever created before or after we observe it. We create all things while we are looking at our Quantum Reality Surroundings! No doubt this is difficult to understand. Just hang in there and keep on reading. You might get lucky and the understanding will hit you at noon next week. Keep an open mind...

How do we create artifacts that are dug up from the earth and are carbon-dated as 100,000 years old? Good question! Well, I am not completely sure how this works precisely - but here are some mighty big clues! The collective human Information Field or the soul or consciousness of humanity, as well as, the tempic or time-energies of this planet have a great influence on this...

Higher Orders of Energies and their characteristics have their influences on all the created projections that appear upon the screen of our awareness. We create our realities, better call them illusions or hallucinations, in accordance with rules and regulations that have been established for this planet since the beginning. Living on earth is living within a virtual reality system that has specific rules and characteristics. Each planet has different parameters and therefore different lessons to offer...
Also, in our dream of living in a physical body there is a specific built-in time factor involved. In actuality there is no Time or Space. All happenings occur at once! We as a soul travel through time to experience certain happenings...

This actually means that we travel to 'specific mind-sets' in consciousness where these certain experiences occur. This is what we did to arrive on earth at this particular time period! Our past, present and future human imaginations or mental projections play tricks on us. There is only the moment of nowness. Everything is here and now...

In our dream, we experience illusions as actualities. This is why 'anything' is possible in our dream or virtual reality. This means that there are holographic overlapping levels or patterns of realities by the hundreds. They are created by the changing collective consciousness of the population that exist upon the planets involved. Realities are flexible commodities. They all exist in consciousness but only one of them will be manifested as our reality...
An additional few words here...
I would like to emphasise here the infinite cycles of the 'creative illusion' rather than the progression of our specific level of awareness creating the realities in which we exist. We have all been here zillions of times before with similar cycles and infinite variations. Naturally, from an individual soul's point of view we could speak of progression...

One of these progression cycles I call The Grand Cycle. Individuals and their illusionary cycles however are specific aspects of the infinite dream. They are not actual for they appear and disappear in this dream...


Coming back to this artifact, we must also take into account that a 100,000 year old item is an appearance or figment in the universal dream within which we are a character and a witness. It is not an actual item! This artifact is just as much an illusion as a human being or any other creature. All are appearances only! All are only figments in the physical dream. These appearances are not actual things or happenings...
Please note...
In many ways our physical realities are like the pictures we see on TV. They are not actual happenings either! Possibly they were produced by electronic means and/or by means of retakes and more retakes that were spliced together. Who knows? All of these scenes could have different backgrounds as well. So what is actual about these TV pictures? Not a darn thing...

It is also possible for higher forces to super-imposed specific holographic realities within in our present 3D environment. Not necessarily, are humans directly able to determine what is real or not real about these holographic overlapping realities. Possibly this technique is used for what the masses call miraculous appearances of certain saints or mother figures...

All kind of tricks are used by Negative Aliens to keep the masses believing in nonsense. Their livelihood depends on this since their sustenance are negative emotions like fear, frustration and suffering. Religions create states of mind in which we find ourselves sinners and suffer because of it. We feel unworthy. This is what needs to be transcended by the followers of the religions of any kind...

At the same time, certain higher beings or personalities have the power and ability to appear to humans on earth in order to give them specific directions and/or channel certain information to them...
To continue on this artifact: because of the hypnotized mindset we as humans are subjected to in our dream, we by default produce situations that create and re-enforce a time and space reality in which we think we exist. Our inventions and instruments to detect 'carbon dating' for example reflect our hypnotized mindset. Many of our instruments are created according to what we expect it to do for us. We are biased and unconsciously create what we want to see as the final product...

Another pretty hard to swallow weirdness here...
Since there is no objective physical reality - we do not have a brain or body actually. We only think we do! Brains and bodies are 99.999999% emptiness in the first place! So, what do we use to think with? Aha... How do you know that humans are the ones who do the thinking? Does our soul do all the thinking? I think we are getting somewhere...

Bodies are the instruments of the soul and we would be pretty save to say that all 'worthwile thinking' comes from a higher source than the human brain. The soul is 'boss' here - not the human brain! In addition to this, in order to think we use considerable more than the contents of our scull. Our whole body is our brain so to speak. In the past, our medical sciences have encountered humans without a scull-brain and these people functioned pretty normal in their daily lives. These people were perfect no-brainers...

All human beings are Clouds of Awareness floating within an Infinite Ocean of Information we loosely call the universe. Within this Infinite Ocean there is no 'out there' or 'in here'. Now what? Well, beyond the illusion of our dream, there is no 'here' or 'there' in the universe. There is only here and now! This means that we are at that particular level of nowness-consciousness at all times. Everything from there is within our reach so to speak and we travel forward and backward in earth-time to experience certain realities...

When we as a soul live in a physical body, all physical realities projected upon the screen of our awareness include a time-factor that makes us believe that there is a past, present and future. They only exist in our dream or brain. In actuality there is only the present - always! We also get the impression that physical reality is something that is happening outside of ourselves. Fat chance! There is only Mind or Consciousness. This means that nothing is what it looks like and in our dream anything is possible. Our whole life is basically an hallucination and it includes our 100,000 year old artifact. It's a figment in our collective dream...

What is the Screen of our Awareness?
Good question! The screen of our awareness is the 'feeling-ability' that facilitates us to feel, see, experience, know or sense what is happening around us. We also use it to evaluate other kinds of energies, beings, creatures, situations or circumstances we encounter. All of them provide certain specific vibrations or influences we are subjected to. So, this screen is actually our Cosmic Awareness! We continually use this Cosmic Awareness at any and all times. It is our individual cosmic sense system of recognition...

Remember, we are not specific material bodies! We always float as clouds of awareness within an Ocean of Information. Some people call this Ocean of Information the Universe of Spirit. We never leave this Ocean of Information. We as a soul dream that we live certain lifetimes on certain planets in certain forms or bodies and think that we are somebody. Not true!  We are The Infinite Light in whatever form we happen to exist. Bodies belong to hallucinations...

At this moment, as a consciousness or soul, we are looking through the lens of a human form or body and we discover that we are in a strange environment that has become familiar to us over time. We have completely forgotten what it looked like at first when we were a freshly born babe. As a matter of fact we had to learn to create the reality of our physical environment...
So, what actually happened?
Let's say that we as spiritual beings semi-separated ourselves from "The IS" and we became 'holographic nodes' of The Infinite Information Field and began to peek around on our own for a while. This means that we became 'individualized' baby souls or cocoons of consciousness! We began to dream, imagine and create by means of the expression we lived in...

Because of that, we seemingly left The Infinite Information Field and we began to exist within physical bodies full of confusion and forgetfulness - we could not remember where we came from! In computer language we could say that we had lost our Hard Drive and worked with what's on our monitor right now. Pretty dire situation...

At all particular times however, we are the Complete Information Field or Infinite Subconsciousness of the Universe. However, most of this Field became off-limit to us and was beyond our reach! We became human souls and forgot who or what we actually are! We are told by other human beings or souls that we are human beings living in a so called physical environment...

We swallowed this with hook line and sinker. We did not have a choice. It's a default condition in order to visit physical realities or realms. Many of us might have second thoughts about this now. The big question is - is this a free will choice! I do not think so. Consciousness does what it needs to do in order to awaken to itself. To Be, to Create and to Evolve is its Nature. Our Nature...

Gradually, we become brainwashed by the nonsense of the worlds upon which we seem to exist. We also do not know that we live in a panorama of illusions where we are educated by people who have no idea what's going on. Wrap all this up together and you will get the picture that we are lost in a mysterious dreamland of deceptions, falsehoods and illusions...
I would like to add here...
On our first excursions to a physical environment as a beginning soul - we as this soul are next to unconscious as to what is happening to us. Our Guardians direct and help us to find a suitable birth. After many trips to these physical dreamlands we become more and more aware and by means of our experiences we become wiser and wiser...

The soul we are, or become then, is a self-created entity and we progress from planet to planet to eventually end up on "soulwise.net" or some other website. There we receive a load of 'goodies' that is big enough to kill all our illusions. Most people however regard my stuff as nonsense. Naturally, they are missing out, but it just is not their time to awaken. This depends totally on the type of soul they are naturally...

At any lifetime however, we still have all the characteristics of The Infinite Creative Universe. However, as this befuddled and confused entity - we do not know that! To discover that we are The Whole Information Field -is- our mission. However, we are not aware of that either! During our travels we end up in the most ugly places and we slowly but surely begin to learn from our experiences in human dreamlands...

Meanwhile, most human souls feel that they are lost indeed and they cling to the religions they are born into or join other religions. Most, if not all humans, become brainwashed by the most hilarious Fairy Tales in order to be saved. No one knows what for... or for what! That pretty well sums up the situation for the masses of humanity...

After many thousands of dream-years and repeated journeys we have named incarnations, we learn that we are The Source and we become engaged in the process of proving that to ourselves. In the meantime, we are brainwashed and hypnotized by the repeated lies of the many worlds we visit and we become confused for very long periods of illusionary time...

Sooner or later we begin to awaken to the truth and we become familiar with 'what is'. That's where you are at right now! You're at Gerardus' Place and he's cleaning your polluted mind. Actually, Gerardus is not doing anything. You are doing it all by yourself! All he did was give you a few words here and there - you must do the work...

Eventually we discover that what we look at - we create! Who would have ever thought that this is possible? Well, here is the explanation. We are not just some ordinary Tom, Dick, Harry, Betty, Sally, Lisa, 'me', 'you' or some other 'person'. Ordinary humans or entities do not exist. They only exist as figments in the infinite dream...

We all are "The Divine Universal Creative Consciousness" in manifestation and are able to be free and create anything. The trouble is that we are addicted to this 'holographic node' of individualization called 'I', 'You' or 'Me'. We created a phoney ID and it hypnotizes us to think or feel that we are somebody. Not so. We Are The Infinite Light in Human Form. We are TIL dreaming that we are humans...

Some people think that they are more than other people. Wow! All are the Same Infinite Light. Now... go figure... is this why Jesus supposedly said: I and the Father are One? Aha... smart soul this Jesus!  All beings are Equals within The Light! All Are The Light or Truth in the first place. Do you get the picture Mary-Ann?  Good show...

Now...
Let's call on some help and ask a friendly Master-Spirit everybody has heard About...


?  Hello Might Moses - is what I say really True  ?
? ... Please Enlighten Us ... ?

I will, I will my friend. Please sit there quietly and clear your mind from all your circling as well as repeating thoughts. My God what a mess! Also, your mind needs to be perfectly still before you can receive anything worthwhile. No friendly Master-Spirit on this side can do anything for you while your tapes are running. Most people have several of them! Please delete them and Be Still...!

... The Clue of Life is Listening ...

In the meantime, the conclusions you have reached Gerardus are absolutely true. Congratulations! You are able to create because You Are The Infinite Light in Human Form! You Are The Divine Creator - creating! Remember - all you create shows up in your awareness only and not "out there". Your awareness is The Infinite Awareness - Your Way!  That's all for now - please carry on...  

... Thank You Moses ...


Since all things happen in our consciousness - our world only 'appears' to exist. It is not actually there! How could it be actually there if matter is 99.99999% emptiness? All things and actions take place in our mind or consciousness only. Please do your very best and think about this for at least two days...

There is not a darn thing 'out there' but invisible Quantum Energy Waves from which we self-create our world of sticks and stones. Including our beautiful and sexy love affairs. How many dreams, how many lives and how many lovers come our way? Endless and endless and how nice they are! In the mean time, our ordinary day to day life turns out to be an extra-ordinary illusion. It's like living and walking on the one side of a mobius strip while the "Whole of Us" exist on the other side...

There is no 'Physical Objective Reality' out there!  The entire physical universe is a virtual illusionary reality we conjure up and cause to appear in the eye of our mind. We live in a self-perpetuating reality of an infinite physical dream! This physical dream is a "mental reality of images" that is created in our consciousness. Some people say - in our brain...

This physical dream has its own characteristics and laws that vary with each planet and its particulars. Nevertheless - it is still a dream. However, do not forget... our dream is absolutely real while we are still dreaming. Our dream is the reflection of our state of mind and its creative abilities. For many of us it is a nightmare...

This was a truly baffling discovery by the scientific and metaphysical pioneers. Einstein could not easily accept this and it made him mess up his hair for days on end. I wonder if he knows now. I hope you do Albert...
Now... do you understand that all of us create our own individual images in our mind or consciousness of what we think we see out there? This means that there is no objective physical reality. There is no common physical world therefore either! Do you understand that these images in our awareness 'form' the world in which we think we live? Oh my God - You are not the Creator of the world - We Are!  We are the Creator of all things by means of You. We Are You...!

All things are self-created images in our awareness that we 'accept' as our objective reality. All this because we are The Infinite Light or The Creator in human form. Our consciousness or mind is a holographic aspect of The Universal Mind and that is why we are able to create the world in our mind and imagine that we live there. All of us are creator-magicians and we 'fool' ourselves from beginning to end. We are the Almighty Creator and we 'fool' ourselves with our own creations. Most of us think that we are human beings. Talking about foolishness!  Holy Donuts...

Please remember dear soul - the fact that we think of ourselves as tiny human beings does not diminish one pink iota from the actuality that we are The Infinite Light or Creator in Action. We are the Creator in Human Form! Human beings and all other creatures do not actually exist! They only appear to exist. We are human in appearance - but The Infinite Light in Action!
The Creative Force or The Universal Consciousness within us is real and actual and it creates by means of the created in order to entertain them. Since it lives in... and is the created... it entertains itself! Thus, the created, also known as The Creative Force, form the audiences of the universe. They all are witnessing a free show without going anywhere to see it...

Come to think of this - the three dimensional universe of time and space as we know it is absolutely empty. As a matter of fact - it is not even there! All there is is Consciousness! This means that - Gerardus is 'emptiness' writing...

In his fumbling attempts to do so - his own famous fuzziness confuses him sometimes for he most often thinks - if I am not actually here - what the heck am I doing all this writing for? Excellent question!  Finally, he concludes that his dream must go on because he loves it. He's asking: Do you love Yours?
Please pay attention dear Mary-Ann... only The Infinite Light or Consciousness exists!  It is EveryThing... and it does EveryThing!  As mentioned at least a dozen times before, all happenings take place in our consciousness only - not anywhere else. All happenings pass through our mind to be witnessed by the "Unborn Awareness" We All Are!  All things and happenings are illusions and they come and go like clouds in the sky. Welcome to your illustrious Creation, Creator. You and The Father are One! I hope you understand all this Sister Soul...  If not... read this...

So what does all this mean?
It means that the Created and the Creator are One. Not Two! They are each Other. This means that there is not some Almighty God or Creator in the Heavens somewhere who in its goodness created the universe, the galaxies, the stars, the planets and all the worlds and its people and their puppies...

It means that the Created are the Creators! The entire universe is a full-time creative endeavor in which the more aware Creators create other creative beings who also create. Naturally, the more aware ones look after the lesser aware ones. In this universe we raise each other...

The entire universe is created by the Created and they do this when they are looking at it or are observing it. If no being is looking at anything - there is not a darn thing to be seen! This means that our famous falling tree in the forest makes no sound if it would fall because there is no consciousness there to look at it and therefore creates it! Conclusion - there is no forest and there are no trees when nobody is looking at them...

This was a very nice puzzle and now you know the solution. Hold it a minute my friend: what about all the hundreds of animals that live in the forest? Are they looking and creating? Are they the creators of the same trees we create and experience? Well, they do not create the same trees we create. They all create their own type of trees and realities! Our scientists tell us for example, that bees do not see flowers the same way we do. Well... I say that all beings and creatures create their own world and universe individually. All are different...

All this also means that someone has to be looking at us in order for us to exist. Kind of scary maybe. When we crawl under the blankets and close our eyes for example - we disappear! Where are we? Well, we are always nowhere and everywhere - because we are The Infinite Light dreaming the entire universe in its totality and this includes dreaming that we are human beings who crawled under the blankets and closed their eyes. Not to be concerned however - the humans we think we are do not actually exist in the first place - blankets or no blankets...

To finish this particular section of this article - I'd say: by Divine Providence, you as The Infinite Light in Human Form, discovered this article and you woke up to "what is".  You are The Infinite Creative Force playing your Games of Hide and Seek and you found your "Self" when Gerardus hit you with this article...

That's all he ever does - write and hit. He must be a hit-writer!  However, he almost always misses. People are not ready to be hit. Most of them are too busy watching something important on TV. Those who are not watching TV are just sitting there waiting for the Miracle. Which Miracle not even God knows...

And so it goes...
The world and the universe continue and the Dream of Life will never end. Do you know why dear Soul? Well, there never was a beginning either since there is only Now! Life is an infinite and continuous multi-dimensional creative dream balancing itself on a self propelled Mobius Spiral looking at itself from all perspectives by means of Infinite and Unborn Awareness...

It sees itself perfectly and it discovers that All Is Well and precisely as it should be! The Unborn Awareness You Are manifests infinite splendor infinitely. It is a happening in Consciousness. The Big Bang takes place when you understand all this! Please look into the mirror and let your reflection smile your Inner Smile...




... Special Notes ...

I explained above that we as a Consciousness collapse the Quantum Foam in which we exist and create the physical reality we perceive. Consider this: it could well be that in actuality our 3D reality is a 'Geometrical Projection' all the way from the sixth density, through the fifth and the fourth density and becomes perceivable in the third density in which we live...

In other words, what I have written is far from complete! There is a lot more to all of this. Much of this is discussed in a book written by Barbara Hand Clow. The book is - Alchemy of Nine Dimensions. If you are interested - I suggest that you 'google' it...



... Our lives are divine magic performed by the one and only Magician ...
... All creatures of creation are this Magician ...
... You are this creature dear Soul ... You are this magician my Friend ...

?  Why do so few people know This  ?

! ... All are brainwashed dear Soul ... All are brainwashed since Birth ... !



... The Truth About Suicide ...

Many years ago, I wrote a Cosmic Cookie about Suicide. Reading it again just now, I actually have nothing to add presently. It more or less says it all and here it is in a slightly revised form...


Most Suicides are violent
not
because the means to commit them are violent
but
because there is a Disagreement between the Self and the Body.

The Self or Consciousness who commits Suicide
commits
an Act of Violence against the Body.

Suicides take place because people do not know
Who or What they actually Are.

Besides all the Above
Suicides do not solve Anything.

The same Lessons must be learned the next Time.
Unless of course... you just came here to commit Suicide.


SUICIDE IS BUT ANOTHER LESSON OF THE CURRICULUM

~ All Cosmic Cookies Are Here ~


! ... The world and the universe were not created in the Past ... !
... There is no Past ...
... There is no Future ...
! ... There is only the Present ... !

All things are created while we are looking at Them.
Not before and not After.
The consciousness or soul we are creates all things on the Spot.
There is no common physical world or universe at any Time.

We all create our own individual world and universe from Scratch.
We all see and experience all things only in our own individual Manner.

All things take shape in our mind and memory and not anywhere Else.
The Infinite Subconsciousness is the Information Field.
This Information Field is our Memory.
We have an infinite Memory.
We can tap into this memory with our Intuition.

*     *     *


Our Soul is a holographic aspect of The Infinite Subconsciousness.
Our experiences happen in and to our Soul.
They are facilitated by our bodily systems and our Brains.
The human being is a Witness.

The Soul or the Awareness We Are is able to experience Physical Realities.
Our body is the lens by means of which this Happens.

*     *     *


Our Soul or Awareness  -is-  The Infinite Light Itself. 
... This Awareness is never Born ...
... Nor does it ever Die ...


?  Do you have trouble agreeing with all This  ?
~ Read and understand this article and you will Agree ~



... Something to think About ...

Sooner or later we as human souls disappear from the Dream-Scene of Creation forever. That's when we have reached Cosmic Consciousness and are absorbed into the Bliss of Creation or The Source. We will not remember any of the events we were as human beings or as any other forms of Life. This is not a loss! After all, who would want to relive or recall the seemingly imperfect events that were directed and executed haphazardly. It's like going to a cheap movie of which you already know the 'out-come', as well as, that it is a bad show and full of boring scenes. Why bother...

Once we have reached the Bliss of Creation or Cosmic Consciousness it is most likely that we can voluntarily leave it for a while and return to the World of Dreams or to the so called World of the Living. I believe that some Masters do this in order to help the people on earth and other planets! Yada speaks about this in a very mysterious and disguised manner. Meanwhile - if you ever plan to come back to this world - Welcome To You!  Please help us toward the Bliss of Cosmic Consciousness...


... Think about This...
... and then ...
... Think about this Again ...


?  Do you think that the Universe or Life knows your Name  ?
?  If it does - is that the name of your Body  ?
?  Is there actually any name that the universe knows to be You  ?


? .... What is the name of your Soul .... ?

Naturally the universe does not know any names or Beings.
It does not even know itself as Itself.
Only illusionary beings know other illusionary Beings.
Many of these beings are galaxies, stars, suns, planets and Moons.
... All Are The Nameless ...


! .. You are the Universe in all its Glory and Greatness .. !

... Possibly you might not know this - but eventually you will Know ...
... Because you will keep incarnating until you Do ...
... This is the way it works with or without your Approval ...

?  Could it be that you are asleep and think that your life is Real  ?
?  What do you think will happen when you wake Up  ?


~ Very nice 3D Joke and very True ~
~ When people wake up they usually has to Pee ~


... Vibrations ...
... Vibrations ... Vibrations ...

... Some teachings say that the universe blinks on and off ka-zillions of times per Second ...
... The entire universe is energy in Motion ...

The Universal Consciousness contains an infinite amount of consciousnesses or souls. These consciousnesses or souls are all the creatures, things, beings and entities, high and low, in the universe. There is no Consciousness that is the One Consciousness that is above all others. The Universal Consciousness then is the total summation of all other consciousnesses. It is - All That Is - but not something in and by itself as an Aware or Conscious Being...
All creatures, things, beings, entities, consciousnesses or souls, including Grand Masters, Planets, Suns, Stars and Galaxies are recognized by their own frequencies or vibrations. We all have our own patterns or signatures. All creatures, things and beings are... and have... their own Song! They are recognized by other beings or vibrations only - not by the universe itself. There is no one there to recognize anything. All things and beings are vibrations of and in consciousness. Nothing takes place outside of it...

This means that from a three dimensional material point of view - there is neither a world nor a firmament with stars out there. This cannot be - all things exist in consciousness only! Consciousness is invisible stuff for 3D people. Sorry Folks, you see or experience next to nothing compared to whatever there is in total. The spectrum of visible light is very very narrow compared to the totality of all the vibrations on either side is this spectrum...

The entire universe, high and low is an infinite imaginary or mental affair. It is an Infinite Mental Kaleidoscope! All happenings takes place in our consciousness or awareness. Humans however are not aware of all that is happening. Being human means being very limited! The universe is a dream that dreams itself. It is an endless and perpetual activity! The dream has no limits and the infinite Dreamer will never awaken. Who is this Infinite Dreamer? You Are IT!

Some of this infinite dream takes place in our human awareness and the rest is hanging around to be learned about. This takes what humans call Time. Then - there is this question - does The Infinite Light know our personal or individual frequency? Well, the only Infinite Light I know is - The Infinite Light I Am - which is temporarily limited to humanness. Presently, I do not know what my frequency is. It does not matter - I Am The Infinite Light - not just some frequency of it only...

Then, some time ago - from my present human level of awareness - I began a debate with myself about whether or not the universe in and by itself is a self-aware-being. I have always suggested that it is not a self-aware-being. I see it as The Infinite Subconsciousness, The Akashic Records or The Infinite Information Field...

My human awareness is very limited and I could be wrong now and then. For now however, as you have read at the beginning of this essay, I maintain the concept that The Infinite Light or The Infinite Subconsciousness is not self-aware. How could it be if it is a 'subconsciousness'? However, many teachings suggest that the universe as such is aware. If so, I have this question - what is it aware of?  Is it aware of all its creatures? Hmmm?


? Could it be similar to the following ?

We know that we as humans are aware. We also know that we are self-aware. We also know that we are aware that we are aware. My question now is - are we aware of every tiny cell in our body? Well, for sure I am not! Yes, billions of cells are there but I am not aware of them. I am not even aware of all the glands and organs in my body. I am not even aware that I have a brain. Somehow, I must have...

As a rule, we do not regularly consciously communicate with all our cells or organs. Naturally, we could try to do this and thereby heal ourselves faster maybe or stay young forever. Possibly, we need to learn to do this so that we can stay in our present body and transcend to higher levels without ever leaving it. On the other hand, this could be a very boring proposition...

Then I figure, that the universe is similar to electricity or the air - they are impersonal! Does electricity know that it flows through my toaster? Does the air know that it inflates my tires? I do not think so! Therefore, if the universe, electricity and air are similar - do they know what they are involved in? Does the universe know that it is Gerardus for example? I do not think so. This would be redundant anyway for Gerardus already knows that he is the universe. They are the same being having the same dream so to speak...
I feel that self-awareness takes place in the created only!  Not in the so called Creative Force or The Infinite Light or The Source. We could say that there are only the created in the first place! The Source or The Infinite Subconsciousness, never shows itself except by means of the created...

However, naturally, the Source is there, regardless whether or not we can directly see it. We certainly are experiencing it. It lives within us and is us! The created are the mirror or cosmic image of the Source. They are each other's reflections - while each reflection cannot directly know the other's details or totality...
The Source is - The IS - The Infinite Subconsciousness or Soul of the Universe. It is an "Infinite Field of Information"!  We as temporary individual souls tap into this Field with our own subconsciousness or soulness. The human soul is a temporary holographic aspect of The IS. It exists within it and merges with its 'Wholeness' by means of the soul's intuition. Full intuition means being it and be omniscient...

All of us are infinitely tiny aspects or events of the dream The Infinite Subconsciousness is engaged in. All things, throughout creation, are temporary infinitely tiny events, appearances or projections of this dreaming Soul or Source. The appearances do not have an actual existence on their own!  We only momentarily appear within the dreaming Awareness of The Source or Universal Soul. This appearance we know as the life of a human we happen to be...

Watch out... fuzzy stuff coming up...
Sometimes, it seems to me, that the human figments we are in the universal dream are not absolutely essential. There are an infinite amount of lifetimes or human appearances we witness as the human figments we are. They are just like another day in a single lifetime. We do not even remember them!  Would we miss one of them if one particular day was left out? I certainly would not - at this time that is...

However, all this might fall under Gerardus' Nonsense - since he would certainly miss the day he was left out at that time. Then again - how would he know when he was left out? He would not be conscious of it! Also, since time is an illusion - what day or time does he speak of if the whole scene is a dream? Could we have missing days in a dream? Fuzzy stuff man... fuzzy stuff...

All days or lifetimes are aspects of the Source making its appearances. Humans are not even involved since they do not actually exist in and by themselves in the first place. Not every human will agree with this. Most think that they are somebody. Do you know what you are with respect to the universe Mary-Ann? If so, good for you...

The Universal Soul, Source or Awareness is The Only Reality that actually exists. It is Absolute! All the rest of creation is an illusion that humans accept as their reality. This means that all galaxies, stars, suns, planets and their moons are illusions - they are dream-realities. All figments, human or otherwise, within the dream of the Source 'experience' their own appearances as their realities. All of them are illusions...

All galaxies, stars, suns, planets and their moons are souled beings, if not Master Soul Beings! Yet, all are only characters in the Infinite Dream! My question is - what is high or low when all beings are equal? Individual beings do not actually exist. They only appear to exist! We all are The Infinite Light in manifestation. We all have different functions in creation only. We all are The One - being or functioning as the Many...

More fuzzy stuff here maybe...
Our lives are unique but, as mentioned before, they might not be necessarily essential. Like for example - do we hurt the universe when we spray the dandelions... or pick some flowers here or there? Do we hurt the universe when we declare war and kill thousands of people? Definitely not - we only hurt ourselves! We are the universe...

All of the created or figments within the endless dream of the Source come and go to never return. They are like ghost-runners on an endless track that is a reality in and by itself to the Source We Are. However, it is an illusion or dream, accepted as reality, by the runners. Each day we are only dream-realities and we cannot even remember all the days we live or dream...

Nevertheless, since we as humans are The Infinite Source in a dreaming mode - all happenings are actual and real to humans in their dreams. Good thing we are dreaming so to speak. Where would we be without our dreams? However, all this makes me really wonder - does all this mean that having dreams is being alive? What about our dreams at night? What about when we have a nap and dream...

If we are figments in the dream of The Infinite Consciousness - who really dreams the dreams we dream at night? Or who has the nightmares? How many dreams are there? Or is there only one? There must be ka-zillions and ka-zillions of dreams within other dreams. I am getting a bit too fuzzy here maybe. For example: Is dreaming living or is living dreaming? Weird man... this is really weird...

      What the heck... hold it man... hold it!
Someone is interrupting here.   Who the heck could this Be ...?

! ... Mighty Moses here you fuzzy Fool ... !

Naturally... having dreams is being alive...! This includes your dreams and nightmares at night. You are The Infinite Light dreaming that it is you. Its dream includes all your dreams!

?  Don't you think that The Infinite Light is Life itself  ?

Holy Donuts! My Good Gracious God Gerardus - you become fuzzier by the word so to speak. You confuse too many curious people and you chase them away from the good stuff you have. Get your act together dear soul. Holy Shift...!

... Thank You Dear Moses ... I am sorry I fuzzed Out ...


Yeah, Mighty Moses is right! It is only because we are dreaming that we are able to experience anything of creation at all. Long live the swallow, the cuckoo, the three horned pig, the spider, the elephant and the mighty lion! As soon as we awaken (whenever when?) the entire creation collapses into the Bliss of Cosmic Consciousness. What that is like I do not know precisely. This lady knows! She has repeats of them... Go here...

As the Source, ka-zillions of characters or figments appear, again and again, in all the different dreams of the Source with an endless variety of forms and circumstances. All are figments in an endless kaleidoscope of dreams! The Source or the Dream-Projector is the only Essence in this Play that is actual or absolute...

This means that the concept of 'being human' is actually a false belief for we are only appearances. We are not actual beings. We are similar to all the religions and their churches. They all are appearances only. They come and go to be replaced by other stories and fairy tales. All are man-made and false! The Infinite Source has no need for them...

Here is another enlightened example of the human condition. Human beings and all other creatures, high and low, are similar to atomic particles or wavicles that appear and disappear according to the need of the universe. Meanwhile, humans are The Divine Source - as well as the appearances - simultaneously. The Source is Everything...

Yes, the Source is all figments or characters in its dream, while the more aware figments or characters create their own dreams or illusions they call realities. I often wonder, is there really a way for some higher force to keep track of all these dreams, lives or nightmares? But then - would someone really be interested in this and why? I do not know and I certainly do not want to speculate with my famous fuzziness...

I am thinking of Moses here, he lives right behind my fuzzy mind and smiles at me. Then he softly whispers that I am in his dream and that he is in mine. This is what gives us reality he says. I agree, nod my head and smile back at him. I think that I am on his Radar Screen. He keeps an eye on me maybe. I hope so...
Actually, I feel that Moses is more friendly than mighty. Naturally, I could be wrong. He comes on like a warm blizzard! In any case, I figure that the best thing I can do is keep dreaming. My imagination is unlimited and it certainly is not wasted on me. I could go on forever...

Now... before we leave this weird and fuzzy section of this article - please remember that we are appearances in an infinite dream - this means that we as humans actually were never born and therefore we will never die. Matter of fact, we do not even exist!  We only 'think' we do!  We are The Infinite Light in Human Form - dreaming our dreams...

This 'thinking' and 'dreaming' we do, is more than sufficient to celebrate our existences, for all 'thinking' and 'dreaming' is done by the Source in the first place, by means of all the Souls in the Universe. As humans we are the very "witnesses in consciousness" of our 'thinking' and our existences...

It is the greatest gift we could possibly receive. It means EveryThing! It means that We Are. Yet simultaneously - We Are Not!  Do not forget - the best thing is that we never miss the times we are not. This means, that all is well Mary-Ann - even when you are not. For neither am I because you and I and your roundedness are in sync...

... Good Bye Mighty Moses - I'm Glad You Helped Me ...
... Thank You and So Long ...




The next time Moses shows up again, I am going to ask him about Nietzsche. He might have been crazy when he died but when he was alive he was not!  I wish I could have had a nice metaphysical chat with him. How are you doing Friedrich? I hope you are OK now...

What did you think about Nihilism Friedrich? I figure that Nihilism is quite the thing! Yeah, that's an oxymoron I really like. My point is that if Nihilism is true - it does not exist!  Long live the words of fuzziness and their weirdness. In the mean time everything is what it is...




~  For the sake of Sharing - this is one of my Mantras  ~

... I am Healthy ... I am Good ...
... and ...
... I behave just like I Should ...


( For More See This )


... There is only Consciousness ...
... Dreaming ... Dancing ... Celebrating ...
... Forever ...
... ! ...


... We need to remember that the universe is absolutely real in our Dream ...

... However ...
... There seemingly are two Universes ...

... The universe that exist in our Consciousness ...
... and ...
... The physical universe that appears to be out There ...

... The universe in and by itself is a Paradox ...
... We are and we are Not ...

... The universe is an illusion as well as a reality Simultaneously ...
... It all depends from which point of view we are looking at It ...

? ... From which point are you looking Gerardus ... ?

... It's very simple dear Soul ...

! ... I live in one ... and ... I am the Other ... !




... Humans are the witnesses of their own infinitely tiny Events ...
... Slowly each witness becomes
The Source in the most conscious Manner ...
  ... In caterpillar lingo this means - all of us are becoming Butterflies...




... Our Soul and Our Intuition ...
and
... The Miracle of the Physical ...


Physical Reality
is
"The Greatest Miracle in The Universe"

... Knowing that we are dreaming is the beginning of Awakening ...


Intuition is a direct information or knowledge transmission between our soul and our conscious mind. What comes across could be considered radical knowing. We can also receive certain information or knowledge from our Guides and Helpers on the other side of the veil or from human beings as well as animals on this side...

Gerardus regards his soul to be his subconsciousness - which in and by itself is an infinitely tiny aspect of The Infinite Subconsciousness "The IS" - which he regards as the Soul of the entire Universe. Gerardus is a physical expression of his soul. This soul is his Higher Self so to speak. The human instrument he is, was created by his Higher Self in order to have physical experiences on planet earth via Gerardus' energy system and brain functions. Remember however, in a universe of equals - what is higher and what is lower?

... Now Read This ...

Thinking of the universe and the idea that all beings are equals
is
not a proper thought or statement.


... There is only One - There is only Life ...
... Equals is a human Concept ...
... Life does not recognize human Concepts ...

? ... Does this mean that all Gerardus' Words and concepts are Useless ... ?
... They are useless to the universe but not necessarily to you and Others ...


.. Let me know your thoughts on this if you Like ..



... Here we continue ...

It is time to remind ourselves here - that there actually is no physical world out there whatsoever. Therefore there are no actual physical happenings to be experienced! All there is - is Mind or Consciousness! Whatever takes place in Gerardus' physical world occurs in his mind, consciousness, or awareness only! It does not actually happen in an objective physical reality. An image 'pops' onto the screen of Gerardus' awareness and this is what his Higher Self experiences as well. It all happens in Consciousness Only...

We as humans receive impressions from our perception system and awareness that there 'appears' to be a physical world out there. This is an illusion however and therefore we must regard our life as a dream that takes place in a so called objective physical reality. Our soul or our Higher Self experiences this illusion in the same manner we do. Souls know however that it is an illusion and most humans do not.  It's spooky!  We sure live in the weirdest of wonderlands...

What I mentioned above, that all things occur in mind, consciousness, or awareness only - does not mean to indicate that mind, consciousness and awareness are the same thing, concept or quality. It's complicated Mary-Ann...

Nothing really moves in a physical sense. It's all imagination! Sexual feelings for example are head or awareness things. They are happening to us in a dream that is real. Our body therefore is real! But it is not real in a direct physical sense in and by itself. Our body is a reality in a dream we are having...

All this means, that our so called Physical Creation is an enormous celebration since all of it takes place in our awareness only. However, in our physical dream, it takes place no other place but in our head. Matter of fact, sometimes we even lose our head (figuratively) when we are having this dream...
We live in a so called physical world and universe that do not actually exist. So who or what does exist? Only The Infinite Light or Dreamer exist dear soul. And You Are That! Take off your human suit and a few more steps, including dropping all your opinions, and voila! You've hit the Cosmic Jack-Pot...

The physical world and its reality is a collective hallucination that is experienced differently by each individual human being and therefore by each individual human soul. However, there is a general agreement among humans of what is experienced. If there was no general collective agreement, we could not function in this world...


... Now think about the following long and hard dear Mary-Ann ...

The activity of our human consciousness or imagination - within which all things are happening when we live in a physical reality - is an absolutely incredible experience! Yet, we regard this as our ordinary day to day life...

... However there is not a darn thing ordinary about It ...

Most of us do not have the slightest idea that living in a so called physical reality -is- an enormous illusion, miracle and celebration simultaneously! How the heck is all this possible? It's absolutely flabbergasting.  Well, at least to me it is!  How about you?  Wow...!

As a matter of fact, in our dreams at night we experience a reality that in many ways is far superior to what we experience in the day time. I see that plane of existence as the place where we come from and return to after our bodily death. Too bad I forget just about all my dreams as soon as I wake up in the physical dream we call human life...
Nagging question here...
How can we work with things out there, when there is neither an 'out there' nor any one thing actually there in the first place? Matter is 99.999999% emptiness...

Easy answer here...
Because human life is a dream from birth until our body kicks the bucket...

This is why this apple we are eating gives us a physical experience of solidity? There is no solidity in the entire universe, let alone in this world. The answer naturally is - we are dreaming and we do not know it!  Welcome to Dreamland...
We as humans are enjoying our imagination as well as that we are 'enabling' it. The result of all this indicates that our enjoyment depends on the sensitivity of the soul expression we are. How 'open' are we? This is where our evolutionary levels and choices come into play. Full intuition means full knowing or omniscience...

I am thinking about this 'full intuition' and I am wondering now: would this mean that I could explain to myself the miracle of my existence and how all of this works? Somehow, by means of my intuition, I get the idea that if I could explain it all - I would spoil it!  No doubt, the mystery of it all - is worth more than the explanation...

The Greatest Miracle in The Universe
is
... Physical Reality ...


Knowing this and knowing that we are Dreaming
means
... That we are Awakening ...


. .. ... ! ... .. .  


! ... There is no Physical Reality - There is only our Human Dream ... !
... The world and the universe only exist in the minds of People ...

... Actually there are no human Beings ...
... Neither are there flowers or animals Actually ...
... Actually there are no mountains Either ...
... All Beings and Things only appear to Exist ...
... All beings and things are sceneries that belong to our Dream ...



All so called physical realities Belong
to
! ... The Miracle of the Physical ... !


We are the dreamer of all these so called Realities.
... This Dreamer is what we Are ...

We even dream that we are human Beings
There is only Imagination or Consciousness
! Doing its Thing !

... All is illusion except the Dreamer ...
... The Dreamer is the Nameless ...
... The Nameless Unborn Awareness ...





... All our lives are dreams we experience as Realities ...
... All dreams are real while we are dreaming Them ...
... Because of our dreams we slowly but surely Awaken ...
... This awakening could take thousands of dreams or Lifetimes ...

... It does not matter how long it Takes ...
... Time and Space as well as Lives are illusionary Happenings ...
... All are but dreams or mental Affairs ...
... They all come and go like clouds in the Sky ...

... The one who experiences all these Dreams ...
... Is ...
... The Only One ...
... Who ...
... Is ...
... Actual or Absolute ...


... THAT IS THE ONE WE ARE IN HUMAN FORM ...



... The Limit of Human Awareness ...

If and when you read my pages and think that I know something - you are as mistaken as I used to be!  Presently, I realize that the more I think I know - the more I know that I know nothing!  It gives me a feeling of total humbleness as well as the infinite promise to discover more and more of The One I Am...

It will take an infinite amount of time to discover "what is" and most likely, "what is" will change when I reach higher levels of awareness. In other words - I will never know all things or become omniscient. However, as you know - we live forever - and somehow there must be a method of "learning and knowing" that reaches the state of omniscience. How do I know that?  Well, my intuition tells me. This is what some people call Cosmic Consciousness...

No doubt eventually, I will know all things because of my intuition? This must be true since I Am The Infinite Source!  All I need to do, presently and steadily, is to enjoy the moment of each discovery to the utmost and smile. These discoveries are my cosmic markers to Infinite Bliss or Cosmic Consciousness!  I will follow these cosmic markers until I reach the end of the Infinite Rainbow of Greatness in Humbleness.  So Be It...


Here is a brand new CosmicCookie.
  No member on "The CosmicCookies List" has ever read It.  
Go figure how lucky you actually Are.
! WoW !


( Here's the brand new Cookie )


Sooner or later we discover
that there is no matter or physical stuff anywhere.

At that time we have come to the conclusion that the universe
- IS -
A Universal Action that takes place in Consciousness Only.

The entire Universal Action is like a Dream or an Illusion.
It is an infinite Happening.

It means that there is only Consciousness.
Consciousness dreaming or imagining.

Creation is the Magic Reality of our Dream.
We must learn to look at Consciousness
As if it is an Infinite Ocean of Energy in which we float and Vibrate.

We float and vibrate in our own Mind as semi-separate Energies.
Our Energies are our Vibrations.
However we are not semi-separate energies in Actuality.
We are Unity or Oneness with specific different Nodes.
Each Node is a different temporary Entity.

The higher our awareness the more we vibrate.
The faster we vibrate the more we experience and Understand.

Sooner or later we grasp the Idea
That the Universe is actually Love in Action.
All Beings and Creatures do what they love Best.
All Beings float at their own specific level of Awareness.

All Beings are appearances or aspects of the One Unborn Awareness
That is what we actually Are.

There are no Beings... Entities... Humans or Animals in Actuality.
They only appear to exist to themselves and to Others.
All these selves and others however are hypnotized by the illusion of the Dream.

The Universe is a Dream
- within which -
We are semi-independent Witnesses.
However we do not exist as independent Creatures.
This only appears to be So.

NO BEING OR CREATURE IS ABLE TO SEE OR EXPERIENCE ALL OF IT




... Words ... Words ... Words ...
... Truth does not come in Words ...


All the words you read on my pages are only my opinions and tomorrow I might change them. All this is fine and dandy for words will never be the Truth. Truth does not come in words! Words form concepts and all concepts are subjective and relative. That is why words will never be the Truth...
What is the Truth Gerardus?
The Truth - the forever lasting Truth is - What We Are!

! ... We are The Truth and the Reality ... !

... We Are The Living Light of Love ...
... Expressed ...
... As a reality of that Living Light of Love ...

... This expression contains nothing but Appearances ...



Gerardus Everardus Tros
- IS -
The Infinite Light in Human Form.


So are all other Humans.
They, like Gerardus, only appear to Exist.
They do not exist in Actuality.
Our universe is a very mysterious Place.
The Infinite Light is nothing but illusionary Spooks.


... The origin of thought is not your brain it is your Soul ...
Your Soul
is
.. ... The Infinite Light You Are ... ..



... This Brainwash Planet Called Earth ...

In my estimation, every human soul born into a human baby on this planet is brainwashed by its parent, aunts and uncles and whoever else is involved in raising the newborn. Yes, this includes Grandparents and baby-sitters. This also includes the schooling systems, as well as, the so called higher institutions of learning, like Colleges and Universities...

I do not even mention Religions, Governments, Banking Systems and Pharmaceutical Businesses. They all are outright deceivers and use humanity's ignorance to their advantage. In the mean time, humanity is suffering from Golden Calf disease since money has become their God. Is this why it is disappearing? Looks like it...

Most of humanity as such, is utterly unsuitable to figure out who or what they actually are and why they are here and what they need to do about these issues. It means the world has become a collection of brainwashed and spiritually ignorant individuals who push, struggle and strive to make it!  No one knows to where or what for...

What that really means is that most human beings do not know what they are working on. They all are eagerly engaged in their own individual egotistical manner to get somewhere. No one knows to 'where' and/or 'when'.  Let alone that they are quite ready to volunteer to serve into military organizations that are most unfriendly to other members of their own family - called humanity!  Brother kills brother is the name of the game - all this because of their childish religions and political philosophies...
?
Now... if there is any human being in this world who was not subjected to these ignorant methods of education by parents and/or educational institutions - I would like to hear from him or her and listen to their experiences on this Brainwash Planet...

It must have been extremely difficult - if not impossible in any and all occasions to associate with others and their insane ideas about religions, politics, health issues and their ignorant as well as dishonest philosophies...

... Lets have it bright soul and Speak ...


... In the mean time the world is exactly as it should Be ...
? ... Do you know Why ... ?
! ... Because it gives humanity the experiences it needs to slowly Awaken ... !



~  Here's one of my favorite Cookies  ~


A Belief is only a Belief.
We all come to Earth in order to know.
We even have to find out what it is we need to know.
That's why we live on Earth.
We as Souls dwell in Freedom... Grace and Solitude
among the Mysteries of our own Creation.

We are on Earth to discover that we are the Creator
looking at ourselves in Greatness and Splendor.

Part of what we need to learn
is
to see Greatness and Splendor
in Each and Every One of Us
in all Densities and Dimensions.

This is the Curriculum of the School of Earth.

ALL  BEINGS  ARE  STUDENTS  OF  LIFE



... The New World Order...
and
... Humanity on planet Earth ...


The task of the NWO is to brainwash and lie to humanity. The NWO are the Big Business Cartels of the world. They live by the philosophy of lies, deceit and brainwashing. We could see them as humanity's enemy. To transcend this negative enemy is our task. However, all of them are necessary in order to create the scenarios needed to awaken the walking dead...

... We must know who or what we Are ...
... We are The Infinite Light in human Form ...
... We are here in order to experience the human condition on this Planet ...

Being human is a very important lesson in the Cosmic Curriculum of the Universe in which we seem to be physically alive. We do all this in order to reach The Christ Consciousness and be totally free of being mislead and brainwashed...

All of human life takes place in mind or consciousness only - not out there or anywhere! Human Life is a perfect illusion until we know who or what we are. We are The Infinite Light living human lives in order to awaken from the dreams we call our lives. To awaken is a slow process for most of us. We will all know 'what is' eventually...

We are The Infinite Light experiencing our physical expressions by means of The Infinite Awareness we are. We are Infinite Cosmic Awareness dreaming that we are Human...


... We are The Infinite Light and always have Been ...



... Single lines found along the Way ...

... Happiness is knowing that we do not need It ...
... Enlightenment is knowing that we are doing fine without It ...

... We are Unborn Awareness expressed as what we Are ...
... There is no higher state of Being ...

... The world is a terrible mess on purpose - no soul can awaken in a perfect world ...    
... Religious people suffer from an enslaving mental addiction re-enforced by their Religions ...


~  More 'Single Lines' Here  ~
( About 350 of them )



... Our Creation or Dream is a Divine Celebration ...

From reading the above and all other material on these pages - did you come to any final conclusions?  Do you understand now who or what you actually are?  Do you realize that you are "Unborn Awareness" and that the infinite amount of objects in creation are only passing figments in your dream? Do you realize that this dream is the only thing you've got for now? Please enjoy this dream...

All these objects, people, beings, entities and creatures in the whole of creation are like clouds in the sky - all passing by!  Do you realize that the entire creation is an illusion and that you are The Only Reality?  Do you realize that you are The Infinite Dreamer? Do you realize that you are The Infinite Light in Human Form?

If you do - you can stop your search. You have found what you already always were. You will know, that this "searching-you" never existed. All that is a false belief! You and you alone are The One and Only Consciousness. Dreaming!  All others are you in a different form of the same Divine Energy and Greatness. Let them sleep and dream! Tuck them in gently for all of them are You. Sooner or later they will awaken...

Finally, my "Dear Infinite Greatness" - remember that there is actually nobody to awaken in the first place! There are no human beings or any other beings. All is the Universe doing its Thing!  Make sure that your dream is a pleasant one - for yourself - as well as for others...

That in and by itself is the only thing worthwhile! Our Creation or Dream is a Divine and Infinite Celebration. This Divine Creation is The Truth We Are. There is no greater Truth than the actuality of our being The Creator and The Created simultaneously...


  A Stanza by Yada di Shi'ite  

            I dream and I wake
                  and I dream again.
            I soon learn that
                  I am the Dreamer.

            Then, I make my Dreams
                  the way I want them.

            I cannot do this
                  until I am awake.

            This means
                  that I do not disturb
                  What Is . . .

            By my acceptance
                  of What Is . . .
                  my dream changes
                  and becomes
                  more understandable.

            And I stop
                  negating anything . . .



The words of Yada di Shi'ite were my first Teacher.
Please know that when I read the above for the first Time.
I had no idea what it Meant.
... Good thing I know Now ...




Original 2009/10/12   -   Revised 2011/07/25
Gerardus Everardus Tros