Hello Gerardus... Who or What is God?
God is Creation!
God is equal to Creation!
God is The Infinite Light or TIL.
We could also call this The Infinite Consciousness.

There are two aspects to this Consciousness.
Conscious Consciousness and Unconscious Consciousness.
This Unconscious Consciousness also could be called the Infinite Subconsciousness - The IS.

Out of The IS - Creation arises! Creation contains all things! These things, all things, could be called the Christs of Creation or the Son. We are the Christ of Creation, but most of us do not know this...

There are three Qualities:
Consciousness - The Father
Subconsciousness - The Spirit
All That Arises or All Things in Creation or the Son...

God or The Infinite Light (TIL) is Creation or the Created. Mankind is the Creation and/or the Created. Therefore Mankind or Humanity -is- TIL or God. There is only TIL or God!  TIL and Creation are One Thing!  One Energy - One Neutral Energy - One Happening!   The Soul-Being who created us however, and of which we are an Instrument - is not neutral. We as human beings are children of these Soul-Beings. Temporarily we seem to be divided in many Beings and Instruments. We are the One Mind "dreaming" we are the Many...



Hello Gerardus... Who or what is Mankind or Humanity?
Mankind is the Creator in Human Form! Mankind or Humanity is an expression of the Creative Energies and Creative Energies are alive and working through all Beings, Entities and or Creatures. The Creator lives in all of us! In the mean time, The bodies of mankind, could be the creation of so called higher or more evolved Beings. This could have happened a very long time ago - like millions of years! Mankind has grown up a lot and it is also very creative now. We knows for example how to "clone" sheep and other animal lifeforms. It will not be too long before Mankind will be duplicating his own body. Not that there is a need for more bodies, but Mankind is not wise enough to get its house in order before it clutters up the planet with in-essential creations and/or other pollutants. What lives within Mankind cannot be "cloned" naturally, for that is the actual Essence we are. We could call this Life, Consciousness, the Creator, the Essence, TIL or God itself. No doubt Mankind, or many different species of Mankind, live all over the universe on different Planets or Space-Ships. It is not likely that we are alone...



Hello Gerardus... in what dimension are we when we sleep?
That is a tough question to answer because it depends on the sleeper. In what dimension or density is this sleeper or dreamer aware or dreaming? No one knows this, not even the sleeper or dreamer, unless the sleeper becomes aware in the dream and asks. No doubt there will be "others" there! These others most likely know us - as we have an inter-dimensional relationship. We all live in Mind! Where is Mind? Everywhere and Nowhere...

Our association with others in the universe is more than Third Dimensional. The awareness level of the sleeper or dreamer determines where s/he finds her/himself. This counts even for the time this sleeper is awake. Is it in the gutter doing dope, or is it asking questions? Finding reliable answers to questions is difficult. In addition, it's not very wise just to accept what we are told. It has to make sense from the inside out so to speak...

Hello Gerardus... how do you define Subconsciousness.
I am not sure that by expressing this in words we could define it. Usually any definition is limiting that what we want to define. In any case, --- Subconsciousness --- Soul --- The Creator or Creative Energies. So how can we define the Creator? Pretty hard to do, except when we have the opportunity to understand that we are this Creator and at the moment have expressed ourselves in human form - which in its journeys experiences Creation. So - we cannot define it - but we are experiencing it...

At one time, I wrote an essay about the Infinite Subconsciousness. It more or less goes like this -- all things, visible and invisible to mankind, arises out of the Void or the Infinite Subconsciousness - the IS - and is or becomes the Creation. The IS then is Creation OR God is Creation! Means God is the Infinite Subconsciousness - The IS! Here is the essay. Might help to really confuse the clarity issue. Sure, let me know what you think or how you make out with it...   Go for - Ask and you will be Given



Hello Gerardus... where in your writing do you talk about Free Will?
I cannot say for sure that I have written a specific essay on Free Will. I might have mentioned Free Will in some of my previous posts. Here are my thoughts on it for now...

As a human being our free will is very limited. We cannot grow ten inches over night for example or just to reach something on a higher shelf. Might come in handy to do my roof for example. There is one thing that is absolutely free however and that is the attitude we adopt in all situations. That is a LOT of freedom!! As we know that this varies quite a bit among people. I feel that the more knowledgeable we become, the "easier" we go through life. I think this has to do with the knowing that in the end all is well - whatever we do. In the mean time, by means of our different lifetimes, we can just about be anybody we might want to be. These choices however are made from our Soul Level. As human beings we are instruments of our Soul - Servants if you like...

As a Soul Being however, we have a lot more freedom and this is expressed in the instruments (humans) we have as our representatives existing in other realities than we as a Soul find ourselves (Saying this, does not mean that there is more than one local or mind). Instruments like human beings can go, where we as Souls cannot go, and therefore we have the free will to explore these regions and express energies of ourselves into other realities by means of these instruments - be they physical or otherwise. Souldom them has more freedom than humanness. Souldom is about learning and or exploring our Creation...

The further we come along in our creative journey through our Creation, the more we will be able to express our free will and do more and more things to fulfill our curiosity and accepted functions as a Soul Being, which might be the fulfilling of certain commitments we have made with other Soul Beings or Entities. This might include creating specific kinds of planets and or situations where we can explore and express our creativity...

From there on in, we come into the creating of Solar Systems and or Galaxies and whatever else is necessary and desirable in order to expand upon Creation as a Whole. As a Soul Being we might accept certain contracts for example and these could be the incarnations of certain specific instruments via our energies unto certain planets in order to help the beings living there. These incarnations are not necessarily the Krishnas and the Buddhas, but they could be the Michael Angelos, Einsteins and other great scientists or discoverers we know from the past. They come when the population (race) is ready to receive them, or needs to be changed into a specific direction or thinking. Our world is guided and controlled from higher densities or dimensions. This kind of means that we as human beings just live here and gather knowledge/wisdom for our Soul Being. In the end we are this Soul or Spiritual Being...

I see total freedom eventually by means of the positions we hold in the universal game we play as Spiritual Beings. These Beings, by the way, are specific aspects of the Creator, who in and by itself never appears but is present as the Inner Creativity within the Spiritual Beings that "move" the universe. Total freedom is being able to help others anytime, any space, any planet, and galaxy, any universe. No doubt there must be billions. All others Beings and Entities are ourselves in different form...



Hello Gerardus...
You wrote: "The real work is to break free from the conditioning of the world. This control is unobtrusively imposed by the Religions, the Politicians and the Bankers."

Questioner here again:
And I think it is very interesting that you include bankers in that group. I have been aware of that also. I believe that many of the most powerful on Earth suffer from being economic sadists. By sadist I mean a person who feels unworthy of love and so renounces the need for love. An economic sadist not only denies others fulfillment of material needs but feels powerful from disassociation, ie, I don't need them, who are they to me, why should I care, etc. My question is this: What do you feel is the best way to reach these people and let them know that they are worthy of love and its all right to need to love and be loved? I feel compassion for them, they must be very frightened and angry to need to possess so much in compensation.

Gerardus here:
Excellent question! Compassion is great. It has an ingredient that is called understanding. In the mean time, we need to be careful not to judge others. People are what they are and they will grow out of it sooner or later. It is not very often that people can be reached by means of others - by means of outside forces. We are not here to change others! In any case, these people think they know all there is to know and they are satisfied with that. They feel and enjoy the power of separating themselves from others - as you mentioned. It makes them feel superior. Sooner or later however, in some lifetime, their Soul will replace some of their ego with true understanding, which is love, and then they will discover the emptiness within themselves. Life takes care of the processes of change - Life is the Teacher!

You might know that the world is ruled by a small group of certain families and has been ruled by these people for thousands of years. They are of a certain breed and blood-family and rule the entire world. Whenever certain positions open up within the Ruling Group they fill them with one of their own. We could call it a clan of rulers that protect and feed each other in order to stay in power. In the mean time, certain rulers are possessed by 4D STS beings or forces. These forces make sure that they get out of the world what they need. IOW: the entire world is ruled by what could be called Negative Service to Self (STS) Forces. The present situation in the USA is a good example of how all this works. I have written about how this fits together and you can read about it here.

There are articles on the bottom of this page as well that might give you a more complete answer. We all play roles in the Performance of Human Life. The entire show, the negative and the positive, is designed in such a way that we are all able to learn from it and eventually leave the world of incarnations to go on toward other endeavors...



Hello Gerardus... Do you think it's possible for the souls of our unborn children to call to us. If one chooses not to have children. Then what?
Before we are born ourselves, we have particular visions and knowledge about our upcoming incarnations. The souls of so called unborn children are part and parcel of these visions and knowledge. We must not forget that when we are in 5D (Plane of Contemplation) we are beyond time and there are ways to go back and forth scanning our future life. This might be done with the help of Guides or Helpers. And yes, when we have been born ourselves and have come of age, it is possible that the souls of our unborn children call on us. They might very well be present in spirit when conception takes place. Many things depend on how aware these unborn souls are and on how much we are listening. In the mean time, human lives are not a set program that is played out when these lives are lived. There is enough room for all kind of implementations that include changing our mind about having children. Glad you spoke of children, seems to me, most people have kids nowadays. Must be difficult to raise these four legged creatures...



Question for Gerardus...
Are you associated with HATONN alleging to be the SPACE COMMANDER GOD from outer space?
I have heard of Hatonn and also of Metraton and some other Entities. I am not directly associated with them except that we all live in the same Mind or Consciousness. I am not sure what you mean by God - so I cannot be specific. In general all of us are God or the Light. In the mean time, we all have different functions in order to make this universe run! The earth is like a zoo and we are the entities that keep ourselves prisoner behind mental bars. We will only be able to escape this 3D prison when we have grown in awareness...

Our awareness determines in what density we live. This means that entities with a higher awareness than human awareness live or exist in other densities. There are many densities and in all densities we create our own realities mostly within the specific density we live. These realities differ from person to person, from entity to entity. All realities are virtual or illusionary. We exist as if we live in a dream. The higher our awareness becomes, the more we will be able to control this dream. BTW: We all live in Inner Space - Outer Space is an Illusion... ( Please say Hello to Hatonn when you meet him/her )



Hello Gerardus... What is the definition of "Guru". t/y
Traditionally the word Guru meant a Hindu or Sikh Spiritual Teacher. Nowadays another meaning has come up and it is: G U R U ( Gee You Are You). The first explanation I got from the Dictionary and the second from my memory. In English speaking countries the last explanation can't miss...   Be well t/y



Hello Gerardus, Can you tell me how I can get my physical body to fly or to levitate?
No, I cannot tell you how you can get your physical body to fly or levitate. We live in a 3D reality and realities like this are meant to be what they are - souls stuck in bodies! I have read about people who would levitate while they were meditation. I have also read some vague stories of people being able to teleport. I feel that many of these "feats" are future possibilities. Maybe when we move into the next density we will be able to learn to do this in a thousand years or so. For now, I suggest to train your mind to fly and leave your body in the rocking chair...

As a side-bar note here:
In the mean time, you could try to ask David Copperfield. He seems to be able to do a lot impossible tricks. He has no stage fright about stage flying whatsoever. He must have eaten a lot of kites...



Question for Gerardus... What is the process of sleeping, what states do we enter and what actually happens during sleep.
First we need to place ourselves within the universal structure. The universe is Energy - let's call it Consciousness. The limits of this Consciousness are: Un-Consciousness and Full-Consciousness. Mankind is somewhere in between. So, we are conscious or aware. This awareness is accomplished by the actions of our soul-mind and our body-mind. They act or work as one mind. We do not feel that we have two minds! For more details click here.  Once you have read that, you will have a better understanding of what we as a human being are. We are two things: we are part soul-mind and part body-mind. The body-mind is the conscious self or ego. The soul-mind is our actual universal and indestructible aspect of the Holographic Whole and some people call this our spirit or soul. During our lifetimes we are a combination of our soul-mind and our body-minds (more than one lifetime or body). Our evolutionary progression determines whether or not we are more ego than soul or more soul than ego. This differs for everybody...

Now, when we go to sleep the conscious aspect of ourselves or the ego aspect switches off and we are left with the soul-mind as our awareness. Our soul-mind in and by itself is in an evolutionary progressive pattern of growth and needs to be educated in the hows and whys of universal Life with respect to being human. This is done during the night when the body-mind or ego-mind is switched off. At night, the soul-mind aspect of ourselves wanders into familiar regions of the Universal Mind and finds friends and teachers. It becomes informed about lessons it needs to learn as a human aspect of creation. It discusses happenings and things with other soul-minds of which some might be incarnated on earth simultaneously as our friends or enemies. Who in and by themselves are nothing but actors in the universal game we play...

So what happens when the two minds merge again at awakening in the morning? In some fashion, at some time during our awakening, remnants of the soul-mind's discussions are relayed to the body-ego-mind and it immediately interpret these happenings. This does not always make sense, for the soul-mind wandered into a timeless region and learned about symbols and universal Life, while the ego-mind has no idea what this entails and/or what can be experienced there. The soul-mind travels back and forth in time and might meet friends who were in body twenty thousand years ago. The discussions they have had together are hard to fathom for the body-mind. In the mean time, dreams are important, because the soul-mind learns. It is not always important for the ego or body-mind to know about them however. Also, it happens regularly that the soul-mind is informed of what actions are going to be experienced in the next few days and it is thereby prepared in advance to deal with these actions...

It is also taught how to forget things that are not important. This is why we are refreshed in the morning and know what to do about certain situations. Our soul-mind is cleaned and refreshed so to speak. Sleep on it is the clue! Whether or not, the communication between the soul-mind and the body-mind is successful depends on the importance of what goes on in the life of the human involved. We could study this for ages and ages and write about it, but I suggest to pay attention to your dreams, but do not become pre-occupied by whatever is conveyed to your conscious mind. In my life not much is making sense or is of direct importance. Yet, Life in and out of the body is a learning in all ways. Try to listen to the small voice for it is always ready to speak. Life is nothing but lessons. Since you are at this time incarnated in human form, I suggest to try to be the best human you could be. This in and by itself is hard enough to accomplish. Life is about awareness or knowledge. Love or Understanding will follow knowledge and awareness precisely...



Gerardus...Hello!
Question - Who is that that looks through these eyes at hands upon keyboard...to see these words upon screen...that appear on your screen. Who or what is aware of all this?

Short answer: YOU!
Long answer: There is but One Energy, I call it TIL (The Infinite Light). You may also call it Love or Life or God - it does not care what we call this energy. This energy divides itself or expresses itself into an infinite amount of little aspects that are holographic duplicates of Itself. They go out in creation and somewhere within this creation they become human beings. Well, you know what they are like. They express themselves also! This time they expressed themselves into computers and screens and then they sit behind them and chat with each other...

I am you and you are me doing things in an illusionary reality that makes us think that we are different and separate - we are not. We are the One Energy - We Are TIL...   It's kind of fun!



Question for Gerardus... Good day. I was just looking around your website, seeing you come from Canada, I thought I would see what you have for us all. I also enjoyed my visit. Excellent stuff. take care. Brian HBCC UFO Research

Hello Brian... I will leave this on here for a while, and in the mean time say Thank You! Yes, I live in Oliver, B.C. and we have been here for about three years. I lived in Edmonton, Alberta for over 40 years but it is too cold there for old Geezers like me. Be well!



Question for Gerardus...
Q: What are your views on the Urantia Book ?
Here are 9 quotes on the subject of time from that book.....for beginners, of course !
A: I have heard about that big book but I have not read it...

Q: Time comes by virtue of motion and because mind is inherently aware of sequentiality. page 134.
A: Agreed...

Q: One Paradise-Havona day is just seven minutes, three and one eighth seconds, less than one thousand years of the present Urantia (Earth) leap year calendar. page 153.
A: Time is relative in the physical, and we must be able to learn how to change or evaluate duration in a different manner on the other side. There are Beings for example who travel back and forth in Time as if it was a long road. Our Soul or We, do travel Time in all manners when we incarnate, because all lifetimes take place simultaneously...

Q: Time, even in a universe of time, is relative. Page 618.
A: Yes, we know this. Making Love goes a lot quicker than sitting on a hot stove...

A: Time and Space are indissolubly linked, this is an innate association. page 739.
A: Time and Space are a Continuum. The one needs the other in order to be...

Q: ....increasingly, the personality is released from the handicaps of time and delivered from the limitations of space. page 740.
A: Yes, we do this in the densities we occupy when we are not in the physical body...

A: In the evolutionary universe, eternity is temporal everlastingness, the everlasting now. page 1295.
A: Yes, there is Time and there is No Time or the moment of now everlasting...

Q: The time unit of maturity is proportioned so to reveal the co-ordinate relationship of past-present-future that the self begins to gain insight into the wholeness of events, begins to view the landscape of time from the panoramic perspective of broadening horizons, begins perhaps to suspect the non-beginning, non-ending eternal continuum, the fragments of which are called time. Page 1296.
A: The language is a bit confusing here, so when in doubt - agree...

Q: Time is a succession of instants while space is a system of associated points. page 1297.
A: Yes, sometimes we get lost in both. If so, we need to replace our automatic focus...

Q: Time and space are a conjoined mechanism of the master universe, they are the devices whereby finite creatures are enabled to so-exist in the cosmos with the infinite. page 1303.
A: Yes. Time and Space are the center poles of the physical reality...



Gerardus...
Q: My soul is a record of my thinking. What is yours?
A: My Soul is the record of my thinking and experiences including the thinking and experiences of other incarnations of my Soul. All this is available from within my subconsciousness which is my Soul. Which in and by itself is an aspect of the IS - The Infinite Subconsciousness of Creation. To get access to our Soul or subconsciousness we need to crack the ego shell...

Q: I need to rephrase my question. The soul I am is the record of my thinking. What about the soul you are - maybe you have a soul - that's the common wording - but I think we are the soul.
A: We do not have a Soul as such for our Souls have us. We are the instrument of the Soul. In actuality Matter and Consciousness are each other anyway - so it is difficult to express in words which is which or who has who. It is like Time and Space - an illusionary Continuum - where the one is the other expressed from different ends of the dream within which we have these experiences. When we awaken and/or when we enter 4D we will find that 3D in and by itself did not have any actuality to it - it's a phantom or dream we experience in order to wisen up...



Date/Time of Posting Dec 01 2002 / 22:10:04
IP Address 203.94.236.108
Question for Gerardus: How to realise, know and experience Individual or Self Pure Consciousness which is our soul and then how to unite it with Universal Pure Consciousness, that is GOD. How to separate the NATURE element from our Pure Consciousness.

Date/Time of Posting Dec 01 2002 / 22:13:54
IP Address 203.94.236.108
Question for Gerardus: What are the different laws of the Universe by which the Lord governs and rules, viz.Law of nos., law of cosmic vibrations etc. and elaborate details about them.

Gerardus here: I assume both questions are from the same person since the time is only a few minutes out and the IP is the same. At first glance your questions look like very nice questions - so let's see. Here is my answer to the first question: Life is the only process by which we learn the answer to your questions. In the mean time, here is my long answer by means of a question: What is the difference between Individual or Self Pure Consciousness and Universal Pure Consciousness? Pure Consciousness to me is a Blank Sheet! It is nothing and/or Undifferentiated Consciousness. Kind of means unconsciousness until something begins to stir - or marks the Sheet. IOW: I cannot answer your question since I do not know what you mean by pure consciousness. How do you know it exists?

IOW: the entire question to me is a semantic exercise that amounts to Zilch. This does not means that you did not mean to ask a legitimate question. I do not know what you mean by these words. Especially so because of the word God! Who is She? I do not recognise a God - but I do recognize Gods or Co-Creators! For more read this maybe: Ask and you will be Given  Then: how to separate NATURE element from Pure Consciousness. Big puzzle to me! The Creator IS Creation IS Nature. Three words meaning the same Energy expressed. Creation is the Expression or Dream of the Creator or Consciousness or Thought...

Answer to second question: I do not know a Lord, except for my own Soul or Universe and I am it at this time my way in a conscious manner. Much however is beyond my conscious knowing. I or Gerardus arise out of that - out of the Whole Self. What Lord do you speak of? We live in a Free Will Universe governed by: Behave as if you are the Universe and Everybody in it! Means keep your nose clean! About the Law of Numbers: The universe is energy and/or information that has been on Guided Auto Pilot since forever. (There was no beginning as I see it). The universe is more a computer than anything else. It is a very complicated "Infinity In Which we Express Ourselves" and there is no way for human minds to fathom the actuality of it. One could ask a similar question by asking: How empty or full is Space? About these Vibrations - the higher we vibrate the higher our awareness. Which determines on what plane of being we find our conscious selves. Vibrating at top speed would mean that we oversee and/or understand who or what we are to the fullest - but at that stage there might be no individual left anymore. Kind of dissolved within the Unbroken Whole of it all. IOW: that individual is Silence...



Hello Gerardus...
Q: Why is the pain caused by my father so deep in my soul? How can I heal it?
A: Your father and you, might have had previous lifetimes together and some irregularities happened at that time. The only way to fix it for both of you is forgiveness. Talk about it with him if he is still alive. If not - talk anyway. Just make sure no one hears you! Nobody is at fault - nobody is guilty! Both need to forgive and then forget. Forgiveness is a choice. Even if your father is not ready to forgive - you must if you want to live in peace. Life is an opportunity to learn to forgive. Feel blessed that you have acknowledged the pain - in time it will pass for your understanding will soar when forgiveness has taken place. Love yourself...

Q: Define forgiveness. How can you "forgive and forget" when the pain is so deep...so raw...so damaging. Yes, I have grown from it.
A: Forgiveness: Realize to the fullest that no one is perfect, including yourself, and give yourself permission to forgive what occurred between you and the other party. The fact that you acknowledge that you have grown from it, means that your mind-set of forgiveness is gaining in completion. I did not say forgive and immediately you will be relieved. It takes time to heal wound...

Q: Yes, I've even learned to live with it. But how do I "forgive and forget"? I can't just say" oh that's ok, let's pretend IT never happened".
A: Pretension is a form of lying to yourself. You must allow yourself the time to let your forgiveness create a state of mind that you acknowledge as something you needed to experience in order to grow. We come to earth to experience emotions and feelings and from this gain a greater state of awareness. Usually learning is a form of pain for the ego, but the "Soul You Are" gains joy by becoming free of resentment or hate. You must become free - by means of forgiveness. If not, you will meet the same situation again. Souls always win in the end! Life is a win-win environment for Souls. Souls grow - Egos disappear. There are only lessons...

How do I heal my soul when HE won't accept responsibility for HIS actions? Yes, I do accept responsibility for mine. And yes, I do refuse to let this have power over me one more day. But, HOW DO I EXCISE THE WOUND FROM MY PSYCHIE?
A: Whether or not the other party accepts responsibility for what happened or not is not of your concern. That is up to the other party! You are only responsible for yourself! That is what Life is all about: Self-responsibility without looking or judging others. About your - one more day - you must give yourself permission to live one day at the time without judgment and with full forgiveness towards those who have hurt you Psyche. Make up your own affirmation - they help! Could it be that your ego was/is hurt more than you Psyche or Soul?



Question for Gerardus...
Q: I was wondering if Astrology and Tarot practices are a legitimate way to interpret things etc...
A: Usually only psychics use these methods as a trigger to predict certain happenings, but if you feel so inclined why not practise. I do not know too much of either, but I did study Numerology for a while. Most interesting and head scratching for sure. On the other hand, why not live day by day in the moment of nowness? Might be more rewarding in the end...



Hi Gerardus...
Q: Is Andy's spirit already gone?   Does he know?
A: Andy's spirit is an aspect of the Infinite Spirit and it never goes anywhere. It experiences Life in Mind only! Andy, the body, died and this body never knew anything because bodies do not know anything or do anything. They are animated dust! The spirit in them hops from body to body for it is in a process of learning. Sooner or later it stops hopping and it wakes up as God. The process is called from Dust to Must...



Question for Gerardus:
It has been said that "the forces of light & the Ascended Masters" (Sananda, St. Germaine, etc.) are assisting the "White Knights" here on earth to accomplish peace & prosperity by the announcement of the NESARA law (Nat'l Economic Security and Reformation Act). Can you tell us if this will occur soon (within the next 6 months), and will we finally be introduced to our Galactic Kin en masse?
I receive info from the Nesara People almost daily and I have asked them to stop sending it three times. They keep sensing it anyway. I delete 99% of it immediately! Does that tell you something? Here is my story: Life is about Self-Responsibility! It seems to me that the info I receive from the White Knight and the Nesara Clan is immature and useless. However, there is truth (however small) in all things. You ask: Can this occur soon within the next six months? I suggest you do not wait for saviors of any kind in either six minutes, six months or six ages. There lives one within you which is available immediately! Why wait? What are you doing with it? Gerardus has spoken...



Q: Can you deliver a message to/from someone who has passed over?
A: Basically the answer is NO! I also am not sure whether or not it is a good idea to receive a message from the other side. The person who passed over might be engaged with different things now or s/he could still be recuperating from the trip just completed. Are you hesitant to believe that s/he has arrived on the other side and is still alive? How did this person arrive on this side in the first place? A Human Life is but another dream...



Question for Gerardus:
Do you have knowledge or information regarding the significance of those constantly seeing "eleven eleven" (11:11, 1111, 11.11, 11/11) throughout their world? I've been experiencing all forms of 11 since about 1997 or 1998. But the last few months it's become unrelenting in every phenominally coincidental way possible. I am also hugely experiencing most of the symptoms associated with what I've read of the DNA changes. Could there be a correlation? Thank you.
A: The number 11 is a master number and the funny thing with numbers is that once you start looking for a certain number, you will see it all over the place. The thing is, you create the situation sort of, or you just look up and see that number again. In a way you have trained yourself to see it appear. Your focus creates the reality of perceiving it. I think 11:11 means the Eleven's Hours and that is what it is!

Many enormous changes are in the make and should be finished by 2012. Apparently the earth and many people are moving up into the next Density. Many or more people will not move and they will repeat 3D. I do not know what the ratio is of the people who will move into 4D. This moving up is a normal happening within the cycles humanity goes through. Some cycles are 12.500 to 75.000 to 300.000 years long and on the end of specific cycles the people who have awakened enough are ready to tackle the next density. All these happenings are enormously complex...

And yes, there is a corrolation! With the new Universal Energies the Solar System moves into - our DNA is changing. It's an automatic process and possibly the younger people notice this most of all. Old Geezers like me feel little or are subjected to it in at slower speed. We are all subjected to evolutionary stages and the level of our "awareness" determines at what stage we find ourselves. Slowly but surely we all move towards the TOP level. Keep breathing... this takes a while! Some sources say that we are ending the Fall of Mankind. It was a Fall or Lowering of our Awareness Level and this will be restored to normal levels for those who are ready to move on...



Hello Gerardus...
If I am at the end of awareness and am about to again join the great Cosmic Soup again, am I not adding more awareness to said soup? Well maybe not! Please pass the cookies...
A: We all ARE the Cosmic Soup as you put it - but temporarily we have become just one tiny noodle within this soup. As this noodle we collect awareness and eventually fall into the soup pot again. Please do not splash too much. Whatever we have gained in awareness is so darn little compared to the Infinite Awareness we join and are - that it does not make much of a change to the Infinity we are. It does make an infinite change to those who join again however. Life is an endless cycle and knowing that we cycle at our own speed and leisure is mighty important. Infinity does not care how much and how long we peddle or piddle... Be Well Jane...



Comments to Gerardus:
I feel quite sincere when I express verbally to others that I am quite done with this physical denseness of expression. I do say it with a thread of vigilance to myself that I, in know way feel this directness in the guise of contextual radiation. That is to say, I am not in the state of authority that dismisses the wonderful continuum and mystery of suchness. Matter of fact I feel it; that I wish to experience some other mode of communicative experience. I embrace the feeling as much as I do not pay sway to the dullness asunder the petal of physical resilience. I do not feel mad in the least, nor dichotimized in any way. I say "that which I need to learn further, beacons to a deep hunger and thirst to be in communion with the total through another means. That means I cannot express exactly, but I know it right. Matter of fact, thy will be done, I feel even deeper subtleties of communion, yet know well that interim trenching delights me wonderfully as well. I never tire of the beauty. Yet as I am so greatful to the wisdom that has been cloaked apun me, so I see no tire nor asunder. My heart beyond hearts becons the master; and I shall trench another eon. But I am done. Now I wait. Question. No Question. I Love you.
Response:
What to say? Better say nothing and send this note to myself daily for a while. Thank you for the note and the Love. I file both in the Inner Sanctum of Self. About this Physical Denseness: once seen - one moves on. Question is: have I really seen it? - Gerardus



Question for Gerardus:
How should I best deal with my dependency on a red wheel-barrow glazed with rain water, beside the white chickens?
A: Simple!  Eat the chickens, drink the rain water and give the wheel barrow to your neighbor! Doing it that way, you can drum your belly with gloat and say: I've got my dependencies all locked up and know that all my troubles are within me. It's the next best thing to Enlightenment - if not Ascension. Do not feel embarrassed that you're ahead of the pack because you deserve to be first. It gives you a chance to inspire the sluggards who are still looking for their dependencies in desperation and despair. In the mean time, know that we are Mirrors of God but Originals on our Own. Please do not belch...



Dearest Gerardus...
Q: In spite of many, many spiritual solutions to abundance; I have yet to see very many practical demonstrations that are repeatable. Do you have an experience of witnessing this? Can you pass it along if so? Any methodologies in this area? Many blessings, Bill

A: Abundance is a "catch-all" word. Are you a fisherman? Do you need more water? Are you a Doctor? Do you need more patients? Are you a gardener? Do you need more garden? Are you a world problem solver? Do you need more world problems? I guess you see what I am driving at here...

Your thoughts will create for you - what YOU have thought about. Remember this!
Then, I know that I as a Soul will live forever - this means that I have infinite abundance - for Life is an infinite happening!  I also know that YOU will live forever! So, all you need to do is think of what you need or want and it will come to you sooner or later - because you also have an abundance of time. And yes, it is also repeatable. We have an abundance of wars for example. People must think and create violence - for wars are the choice of settling things...

Naturally, people could be made to think violence as well! The human mind is a computer and other people program it for the masses. All this means, as you might gather, that thought or mind creates what you want or need. The only thing we need to do is use our mind. To figure out how to do this is up to you. For no one else can work with your mind! That is why no one can give abundance to another. Life is an individual affair with our mind...



Question for Gerardus:
Why is it that there are times when I feel like I'm looking out of my body... like I'm not attached... or apart of it?
A: Your body is a suit - it is not you. Your body is a suit for the Soul You Are! The Soul is a specific aspect of what people call God. When your body dies - you leave that suit and continue on your journey of learning. Most likely you will find another baby-body again and live another lifetime. We do this until we have learned enough about the human condition. I guess, your container is not Soul-Tight and the Real You leaks out and has a peek on the outside of it. Most likely it would see its own body first. Many people have these experiences and it is called an Out Of Body Experience - an OOBE. Most people get scared and jump back in. Click here for one of these OOBE stories...



Question for Gerardus:
How do we wake up and become fully aware?
A: Short answer: By living Life!
Long answer: Awakening is a process! This process is living human lifetimes. By means of our experiences in many lifetimes it is possible to fully awaken. This is not something that is accomplished overnight or in a couple of weeks. I believe (do not know for sure) that those who have fully awakened, might have been in higher densities before, had experiences there and then became human again. Then they lived their last human lifetime and became what we call nowadays: A Buddha or Christed Being. Our history has some of those: Krishna, Lao Tzu, Buddha, Jesus the Christ and possibly others. In the mean time, we live and we learn because by means of our experiences we realize our ignorance and the fact that we are mostly unconscious. This is cured by living consciously...



Hello Gerardus...
Question: Having just read today\'s Cosmic Cookie, I wanted to thank you for sending this information out to other\'s who may not be aware of the EMF pollution and interference with the mind. Recently, I obtained some dielectric resonators that absorb and rebroadcast the harmful radiations in a cleaner form that I now use on my computers, & cell phones. Obviously there are other inlet avenues for these harmful radiations (60 Hz household wiring, other appliances, pyschotronic devices, etc.) so my question is this: Is there anything else I can do for protection for my mind?

Answer: Thank you for your kind words and your questions. Mind control in many forms has become very common these days and it is delivered by all kinds means. Now, one thing I would like to say here, which is: that it is not something to fear or panic about. The very fact that you are aware of it and the attempts you are making to connect to your Soul or True-Self ARE the best methods to cope with the Mind Control Issues. Also, you have asked. Not just me but many!  For if my answer is not helpful - your Soul will give you the proper answer if needed. It knows your willingness to climb the ladder of awareness. Also, we need to remember that what we fear will stick with us. You will find, that in the long run you are not influenced by these kind of negative energies anymore. You will have passed the level of that kind of energy. This is not to say that Life becomes so easy all of a sudden that it is not worth living. Life and its challenges increases our level of awareness...

Question: I feel/think that I am in a huge struggle of asserting my soul\'s will. What I will to do that I do not. It\'s as if the 4d STS are bombarding me more with umpteen choices to divert my will. Again, my question seems to be, how can I or what can I do to become more attuned to my Soul\'s quiet voice?

Answer: To this I would like to say: try to listen to that voice more often. Relax and mediate if that suits you. Also, for example: you might have been following a Teaching that thrives on the theories of attacks and to be ready for them. Now, these thoughts in and by themselves "create" what you think about or expect. Know that there are Negative Forces, but also know, that they cannot touch you! Because you are aware of them now and do not need to fear them anymore. Also your daily engagements with life must leave you no time to think and therefore create these Negative Forces. We all do all things to ourselves! What kind of tapes are running in your Head? What's your internal dialogue? Replace them with tapes that are positive - like affirmation and or uplifting music. Maybe you could even replace them with reading Cosmic Cookies at random? Up to you! Go here is you like. Cosmic Cookies Display

Note: Your cosmic cookies are very life-enhancing and I often forward them to my friends. So again, thank you for those daily shares of wisdom and insight. And thank you too beforehand for considering these questions and for any insights that you may be led to write. N\'amaste.
Response: Thank you for forwarding the Cookies and you are welcome to asking questions. You may do this on TriLite as well for example. You might even get more than one answer to your questions. This might help. Meanwhile: Blessed are those who Bless themselves!  I think you just did by asking...



Question for Gerardus:
I have been studying the writings on www.cassiopaea.org for some time now. The STS vs STO concept is very strong. I am getting a sense that the promotion of an STO world is just as polorized in the opposite direction of STS. I'm beginning to suspect a third way that is of a balance of STS and STO existence. I find myself in a constant struggle between these two forces. Would you comment on this. I have just discovered your site and am enjoying the readings thus far.

Answer: For now, I suggest you read the answers I gave to the questions just above this. It is late and I am too tired to answer more right now. Remember that what we focus upon we create. Focus on balance - and STS and STO might fall away and it becomes STA - Service to All. There is only God. See this if you like...

Answer continued: The www.cassiopaea.org is a good Site to know about, but not become too affixed to it and/or influenced by it to find ourselves in a constant struggle. Yes, the Site came out with things that are generally not known by the masses. Great! In the mean time, now that we know, it should not become our main diet. Get past it! There are thousands of teachings and opinions out there - all valuable for a while until we see the bigger picture. There is truth and nonsense in all teachings. All in all - we are Actors and our opinions are our lines or script. They become our personal truth for a while! The next time we reincarnate we have a different script again. We are the Truth and function as Actors in a Cosmic Play. When we understand that - we know that our scripts have nothing to do with the Truth We Are! To become too engaged with one teaching is like studying the menu too long and missing the reality of the food - the food is Life itself! The above are only my opinions naturally and I suggest to continue to read from all sites that appeal to you and not get stuck in the dilemmas of STO versus STS at any time of our 3D journey. It might be more practical (which is spiritual) to see through the entire 3D scenario and understand that Life is a Celebration of the Creator living as the Created. Sometimes this Creator sees too many weeds and not enough flowers...

Note to Gerardus from above questioner:
Thanks for the insight to the Cassiopaea material. At times it's hard to see the forest for the trees. Your comments are much appreciated at this time.

Response: All Teachings are Stories and all Stories are Teachings. Truth is what We Are! We could say that: Truth regards all opinions as possibilities but is neither of them. Life is the Teacher! Be Well...



Note to Gerardus:
My name is Hayden, before i say anything else i want to say that i am for real about wanting to talk with everyone that is involved in this website. i have come up with a lot of the ideas said on my own recently and no one else i have met besides 2 other people know what i am talking about..well that was until i found this site. i am so relieved that we are not alone in our opinions and i want to subscribe to actually be able to have share my thoughts with people that can comprehend.

Response: Hello Hayden... You say - "Wanting to talk with everyone that is involved with the website" - MEANS - that you need to leave me an email address that works. Please try again!



Questions for Gerardus: Who am I before this lifetime?
For now, I will answer with the question: Who are you now? If you are interested in finding out who or what you are, I suggest you join TriLite and ask there. You may also find out the answer to:  Who Am I? - by reading my pages...



Questions for Gerardus:
Please give me an effective technique to contact Soul/Higherself/Guides. Thanks, Joey
Answer: You are the Soul or higher self! Your guides are able to contact you when you are ready. You need to Be Still... and Listen.  No radios... No TV.  Go into the woods or find some silence somewhere - could be the closet! The small little voice is the one from your Guides or helpers. Some people call this intuition. Hope this helps Joey!



Questions for Gerardus:
What is the prime reason why you and yours creates!   - also how and what do you create!   - Why do you believe we don't need beliefs anymore!   - Have you brought you and your real purpose and voice(yes voiceing)to a place of being aligned with who we really are being.

Answers: 1) Humanity is an aspect of the universal Creator. That is why we create. It is our nature!   2) We create specific situations in our life from which we learn our lessons.   3) When we gain in awareness - we gain in mental maturity and beliefs become redundant.   4) We are all aspects of creation and within this we all are students/teachers of ourselves and others - we are always in alignment with The Light or Creation - some people only realize this more than others depending on their level of awareness...

More questions:
Are you a creator of laughter! Q) what is the purpose of life! ...you answered your own question a purposeful . . . . . . . b e i n g .... e n e r g e t i c a l l y ..... e f f i c i e n t...

Answers: The best laughter is laughing at ourselves. So, yes, we all create our own laughter. Sometimes we laugh at others - fine! All others are ourselves in the first place. That is why we understand them and laugh. It is next to impossible to laugh at something we do not understand... If others were a complete foreign energy (not us) we would not be able to appreciate them...   Click here for the purpose of Life...



Questions for Gerardus:
How do I open the Sacred Heart?
Answer: Short answer - I have no idea...
Long answer: All I can tell you is from my own experiences. I think, my heart center or chakra opened when I was in the Philippines on/or before the day I was going to have Psychic Surgery. I was scared stiff and I remembered that I prayed. Might have been the first time in my life. I do not pray very often. In any case, I woke up at night in bed and my heart area was just burning hot. I had no idea what it was - but later on I figured - well, my Heart-Chakra opened up. All in all, I feel that what is happening to us is not necessarily something we do to ourselves. It happens all by itself. Possibly because of the way we think, pray, act or whatever. I feel that when we are ready - it will happen. Then, I am not sure what you mean by the Sacred Heart. I guess you mean the Heart Chakra... I hope so...



Hello Gerardus...
I have a question about the whole ascending thing when this time period ends. In my opinion religion is pointless as are the material things on this earth, so if you are aware of this and your level of understanding is more developed than others who still go against what they say they believe in by going to church and holding the rest of us back...

Answer: No one is able to hold anyone back! Life is an individual affair. And religions are not necessarily pointless. Where we go is determined by our awareness level. Some religious people are very aware. In the mean time, they just doubt a lot...

More questions:
If by chance in 10 years when all this comes to an end, how will you know if you are worthy of ascending and how will you be picked out? and also, if you reached this point of understanding in past lives, would you still continue to live again or would your place be given to someone else and where would you go if you are in waiting for this age to finally be done with? I'm sure these answers are somewhere on this huge site, but i would love to hear your opinion, if you have one, first hand. thanks for your time, -Hayden

Answers: Ascending or moving to a higher density is determined by the level of awareness. Consider awareness as a specific gravity and the more aware we are the higher we float. So, if we are aware enough to "float" to a higher level than 3D, someone will find us and guide us to where we need to go. We might first have to die and then later re-incarnate in a 4D lifetime. I cannot give you the exact details for it is different for everybody - because Life is an individual thing. We are all different and no one passage is the same as another. So, when we move on up to higher densities we will be born into these higher densities upon certain planets. This could be earth in the future. All this will be taken care of by those who have been appointed to these particular responsibilities. No one will end up in the wrong place. There is only one placement criteria and it is done by our awareness level. This could be on 3D   4D   5D  or   6D or higher. It depends on how many densities there are. Some teachings say Seven, others say Fifteen. Who knows - there might be One Hundred and Fifteen. It depends on who is counting. Then - my opinions are on this huge site and it might help you to read it all, but not all at once! Our brain-cells that are needed to understand "what is", must be awakened one by one in time, and in equal ration to words, concepts or experience. One cannot grow by the odd answer here and there. It takes time and study. Then, I am not sure whether my answer here is first hand or second hand. For now it must do.  I suggest you join TriLite and ask there. You will get many answers...



Questions for Gerardus:
How do I know if this is the right person for me to spend my life with?
Answer:
The only right person to live your life with is yourself - all the rest are substitutes!



Questions for Gerardus:
If it is true we plan our lives before we incarnate, how can it be that I'm so angry about having such a difficult life and a poor health, and how can I release this anger????
Answer:
Only those, who are aware enough before they are born, are able to plan where they we will be born and by what parents. Most people are not aware enough to do so. The more lives they live the more they become aware. This will help to plan better next time. Then, you are angry because you have too many expectations (you want things a certain way) and when they do not work out, you become frustrated and angry. You must think and think deep before you act. There are consequences to all actions. Make plans based on deep and long thinking as to what to do next and what could happen if you do so. Take all things into consideration...

Who are you angry at? We do all things to ourselves - there is no God who deals out anger and or lives. All things are up to us! There are guides and helpers however who are willing to help you. Start talking to them! And talk often. Yes, they are invisible but talk to them anyway. You are not invisible to them. A difficult life and poor health go together and you must learn your lessons from living these kinds of lives. Ninety percent of the people in the world have difficult lives. You can release your anger by speaking to your guides and it might even help if you shout at them once in a while. Get it out of your system. They understand! The following is most important of all - you MUST forgive yourself... many times...  Then forgive all others who according to your understanding have hurt you. Just forgive them and smile...



Questions for Gerardus:
hi, my question is about eyes and the meaning of one brown and one hazel or greenish eye in a metaphysical way and this person is of indian desendant if that means anything...

Answer: Aha. Perfect question! The trouble is that I have no perfect answer. Matter of fact I have none. Meanwhile, consider this: You are the Soul and the Infinite Subconsciousness of the Universe and/or the Creator of the body you live in. So, what happened? Where you conscious when you created these eyes? As you know, the eyes are the windows of the Soul or GodBeing you are. Maybe, I say maybe, just for the hell of it, by the randomness of luck and daring, you were trying to be more special that special and you created one brown eye and one hazel or greenish. Proposition: if you can see out them just fine - admire them daily and keep wondering why you have these beauties. Eventually you will discover that colors or shapes are but the diversity of the Infinite You Are. Your only handicap at this moment is, that this Infinite is not completely consciously aware of what it is creating. The next time maybe, consider this - get a pair of eyes like mine, both are hazel and greenish. Yes, they are old too (75) but they work just fine. Have a Cookie on me - they are free...



Question:
How can I change the treatment for my daughter's epilepsy. The medications might have intoxicated her too much. Please help. Thank you.

Answer:
As you know this is not a spiritual nor a metaphysical question. This is a medical question and I cannot answer your question with any authority whatsoever! All I can do is tell you what I would do. Stop all medication for a month and watch her like a hawk to make sure she does not endanger herself by going out in traffic and/or other dangerous places. What you need to do depends on many factors. You did not give me too many. Like her age, how long she has had this and how long, including how often and dangerous her seizures are. Be her Guardian Angel 24/7. After a month try her medication again, or a different one, and see what happens. Begin with less than one third of what she took before! All medications or drugs are poisonous in the long run. Our bodies run on healthy thoughts a lot better than on any medication. Here's an affirmation for you/her. "I am healthy... I am good... and I behave just like I should!" Meanwhile, Healing Energies to all concerned...

BTW: Louise L. Hay's book "Heal Your Body" says: Epilepsy cause --- Sense of persecution. Rejection of Life. A feeling of great struggle. Self-violence. // Healing affirmation --- I choose to see Life as eternal and joyous. I am eternal and joyous and at peace.



Question:
When will the ascension/transition take place?

Answers:
To be fair I thought to give you a couple of choices so I wrote down whatever came up...
1) Whenever you are ready.
2) What ascension - yours or mine?
3) The future is now - why be concerned?
4) Why wait for anybody else - it's not busy right now.
5) They say December 21, 2012 - but what do they know?
6) It has been cancelled and we are going deeper into our creation yet.
7) The whole thing is a surprise maneuver and only God knows - she is not talking.
Hint: Read all the articles on my pages and you'll know as much as I know...



Question:
How does one let go of the negative aspects that seem to want to linger -
Answer:
From what you ask, I cannot determine what these negative aspects are. Are they stealing, obscenities, gossip or are they thoughts you do not appreciate? Are they jealousies, desires or what? Human beings live in a duality and we have a dualistic nature. We come to experience the Good and the Bad so to speak. Whichever way we look at it, by living our life we learn and eventually we will all better understand what is positive for us and slowly eliminate the negative aspects. However, this all depends on the individual, because what is good for one, is bad for another. All of us are a relatively unconscious energy that is incarnated into the human condition in order to become more conscious or aware by means of both polarities. Positive and Negative or Good and Bad are human distinctions only. God or the Light is both precisely balanced...



Question:
If we are in a New Energy now with earthly vibrational grids changed, We are Also God etc., why is it so hard to manifest money/abundance energy and is there a *different* way to go about doing so? (Two questions here !) (Merrie)

Answer:
All Things and Beings are God and are present in a New Energy. This include chickens - do they lay twice as many eggs as before? Do frogs jump twice as far? At any and all times in order to manifest abundance one must THINK abundance. Apparently, your thinking is not quite good enough... And then... how much is abundance? Did you have something to eat today? Millions did not... Yet they are God also!   You speak of a different way. Could it be that what is missing is Understanding of what abundance is and why we are all here to experience our own creative abilities or inabilities - to be corrected by means of our own resourcefulness? Abundance is a state of mind! Be Well... Merrie



Question:
What you believe about Olympian Gods? Are they from Andromeda Galaxy? Are they the Extraterrestrial Creators of earth people? (Lefteris)

Answer:
Hello Lefteris... personally I know next to nothing about Olympian Gods except that I feel that they might have been very old Souls who were having their human experiences. I have no idea where they came from and or whether they created our human bodies. It is not very important to me who created my body - I am not my body - I only live in it for awhile. It's like who created the shirt you are wearing? Who cares. Possibly these "Olympian Gods" were called Gods by the local writers present at that time. The question now becomes - what is a God and what is not? We are all God or Gods and we are not - depends on how we look at it. One thing for sure, we are all the Same Energy in different Forms...

I looked on the Net for "Olympian Gods" and numerous subjects came up. I stopped my investigation right there. Why get it from me second hand. Try it yourself if you like "Olympian Gods" in Google... Here are some items that came up: Resources on Hestia | Demeter | Dionysus | Hades | Apollo | Ares | Hermes | Hephaestus | Poseidon | Zeus | Aphrodite | Athena | Artemis | Hera | Persephone, the Olympian gods and goddesses. I hope this helps...



Question:
Can you give some insight on how to heal as an adult from child abuse suffered years ago? Also, if we choose our birth families ahead of time, why would someone choose to incarn in an abusive situation?

Answer:
We as Souls come to earth to experience human life or the human condition. This means we will experience all kinds of happenings we regard as Good or Bad. So, first of all, imagine a life in which absolutely nothing happens. No molestations, no abuse, no stealing, no murders, no embezzlements, no wars, no lies, no bad weather and no unruly children. What an enormous dull life that would be! There would be absolutely nothing to experience! Nothing to talk about and nothing to forgive. Would you want to come to a world like that as a Universal Energy or Soul? Naturally you would not! So, you are here to experience whatever happens to you. And you know, it is always possible that you experienced child abuse because at one time in some lifetime many thousands of years ago - you were the abuser? Also this was for experience. How to heal? Try forgiveness. Lot's of it! It really means understanding... which is Love...



Question:
Considering we only have 8847 days left... I was wondering how you will be spending your last days on Earth?

Answer:
Answering questions...



Question:
My name is Denny. Me and my girlfriend (Erin Emage)believe that we were under attack from spiritial entities which were from the area we lived (Atlanta,Ga) and a friend whom died in a tragic car accident. Note-this was Erin's ex-boyfriend that passed away. This has almost drove us apart trying to figure out what was going on. One year ago we had never heard of entity attachments. Can you help? Sending them to the light doesn't always work. Thank you-Denny-Atlanta,Ga

Answer:
I cannot help you very much. Attacks or Pesterings by so called alien beings from other regions of the universe have always been going on. It's an eternal thing. The best way to avoid them it to educate yourself about it and read as much material as you can find. Also, do not succumb to fear. They cannot hurt you if you do not allow it. I do not know however what kind of experiences you have ordered in this realm before you came down here. Only you can know that by contacting the Soul you also are. Meditation might help. I also suggest that you read some of my articles and start with this one. There is also an article on my pages that is called What is... is! Read that and some others as well. Education or Awareness is the clue. One cannot transcend what one does not know about. Realities need to be acknowledged before we can do something about them...



Question:
MY QUESTION IS HOW DO I RAISE MY VIBRATION LEVEL

Short answer:
Stand on a foot stool!

Longer Answer:
We raise our vibration level by means of our awareness. Awareness is gained by all experiences in all lifetimes and by education ourselves. Reading and pondering helps! In addition to this, we could ask our SoulSelf, our Guides and Helpers or anybody for that matter. Just asking means that we are interested in getting up there so to speak. Life will do the rest. To conclude, the more aware we are, the higher our vibration level... (Sorry I forgot about you B. Sorry sorry...)



Question:
I find you a very interesting man. What is your view on Islam or Sufism? I did briefly read what you wrote about the brainwashing that religions do, or whatever it was you said. However there are many things in Islam which I feel cannot be coincidence. I don't mean from the Quran or the Prophet(peace be upon him) but just from trying to apply the simplest rules to my life, I have noticed a big deal of change, which I feel can only really be God's work. Also what is sex all about? And what is real in this life?

Answer:
Very interesting question and here is the answer from a very interesting man. I do not know much about these religions since I was raised as a Catholic in the Netherlands. I dropped this religion when I was 35 or so. Naturally, I have heard of Islam and Sufism and here is my general answer about all religions. As soon as one knows what or what one is - all religions and teachings become stories and all stories become teachings. God has no Religion! In addition, my view is that all religions are for the mentally immature. As soon as we become an inquiring and mental mature person all religions are dropped. Not because they are bad, but because they are not required anymore. Religions are like vehicles, they bring us somewhere and then we leave that vehicle and continue on our own...

About the Prophet, the Prophet who is worth the most is the Prophet you are. I mean here, that we need to learn to listen to our own God or Soul and follow what makes sense to us. This is a full time job since in many cases many Beings try to speak and influence us. We need to discern who is the real! About sex? The sexual energies also are our spiritual energies and therefore should not be wasted on useless gratification of the moment. On the other hand, religions, sex, the way we live, what others think of us - all this is second hand to awareness. Awareness is the CLue! Becoming fully aware is becoming Enlightened like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna and Lao-Tzu. This does not happen too often, so take your time...

How do we become aware? By living! By experiences and by listening to our Real Self - but most of all by understanding that we live Now - so stay in the Moment and do what seems best then. In addition - appreciate the hell out of Life so to speak. Enjoyment is the impetus to greater awareness. This includes not to fuss over yesterday. From what you say you must have been reading my pages. Great! Keep doing it and ask questions on a reliable email list that deals with this sort of thing. Also - no One is Greater than You! This means we are all equal. Further - Life or God is our Home is our Work. God is Creation and Life is a Celebration of the Creator living as the Created...

What is real in this Life? YOU are Real! The Inner Being living your Life is the Real. That is the God that Is and You are It!   Further - to understand what reality is all about - I suggest you read all my articles that deal with reality. Smile and Be Well...

More Questions:
Also what are our deeds all about, i mean we see often that they have an effect on what is happening in our lives? and our memories? What if one day it all comes back to us inonego, ie. the Day of Judgement?

Answer:
Judgement Day is NOW - not tomorrow or the next day or year! You are the Judge!!  All the thoughts we think and things we do have influence on our life and our future. We create our own reality to a great extent - while the Reality at Large is a We-Thing! It is created by many Beings including Mankind. The reality we experience is a mirror of our thoughts and deeds. So, live as if you are the world and everybody in it. By reading all my articles all your questions will disappear. However, you must take your time and try to understand whatever is written there. In order to understand we must awaken our brain cells One by One - this takes time.  Please smile again...



Question:
When looking into a mirror, I am startled to see my own reflection. I don't see the person I feel that I really am. This started about three weeks ago. Please explain. Thanks. Amron

Answer:
I have never heard this one before, but I have heard that when people meditate in front of a mirror they sometimes see another face there. The thing is - so called "shape-shifting" is indeed possible.  Is that what you are doing? I do not know!  Another thing is - you never have been your body in the first place!  So, why care what body you as a Soul live in, as long as it does not give you any trouble? Another help might be, to look into the mirror more often and see who else you as a Soul live in, and/or, you might get used to the body you live in now...  Did you have a special experience three weeks ago?  Please let me know how all this works out...



Question:
Do we choose our Fate, or does Fate choose us?  Or both?

Answer:
Beautiful Question!   Which way do YOU want it to be?   That's the way it will be!!   YOU determine and the universe will follow.   All you need to do is figure out who this "you" is...   Who or what is it?



Question:
Was "Jesus" the Christ a human being as reported?

Answer:
I do not know for sure. Let's say that someone lived, possible 2 or even 4 or 6 thousands years ago and said a lot of wise things. The story about the latest Jesus might be one that was made up. Who knows? Religions are needed by the mentally immature. All of us were there once! To continue, presently, all human beings are "a" Jesus on their way to become "a" Christ. We all are Souls in progress toward Christness and whether there was one real "Jesus" at one time or another, does not matter one bit. Each one of us is a real One! (Sorry I am a few days late. I did not get your message until this afternoon - 2004/01/22. ) Good Question! Smile and Be well - Gerardus



Hello Gerardus,
My question concerns the number eleven. Over the last several years, I have been seeing the number 11 (and multiples of the number 11) displayed on digital clocks on an almost daily basis. It is very common for me to look at the clock and see 4:11, 6:11, 9:11, etc. I also very often see numbers such as 3:33, 4:44, 2:22 (multiples of 11). This has been happening so frequently that I cannot simply dismiss it as pure coincidence! From research that I have done on the Internet, I was surprised to learn that other folks have been seeing these same number sequences as well! Have you had any experiences with these numbers? If so, what is the signifigance of this phenomenon? Thanks in advance, Russ



Hello Russ...
Numerology is a semi-science on its own. According to the experts - the entire universe is a number-computer so to speak. One could also look at it as if all happenings are "fractals" of something else. IOW: everything that happens happens at a certain time and/or cycle. If you would like to see different numbers on your clock - tell yourself that you do want to see them. Do not tell yourself that you do not want to see 11:11 or 11:33 - you probably would see them more often. The number 11  22 and 33 are master numbers in numerology.

Once you begin to study this semi-science you will find that just about anything you do, works with the numbers you like to see. Some people say that we create these numbers when we see them. I used to dabble with Numerology and when I saw that there was a lot to it - I gave it up. I like to be surprised, but not everytime I look at a number. It forms an attachment that interferes with living so to speak. Also, I am trying to live in the Moment of Nowness. Numbers do not matter much then. As a matter of fact, the older I become and the more I study - the less I know. By next year I will have reached the point that I will know absolutely nothing about everything. Good thing you ask me now and not then... Smile and Be Well - Gerardus



Question:
as you suggested I read Laura. I think some was true and some was false. I have a hunch or feeling that the Cassopians are STS. Your thoughts on this? Jane

Answer:
There is a lot to read at the Cassiopaea Site. How much have you read? All of it? In any case, if they are STS as your hunch or feeling suggest - why did they speak to souls on earth? Did you get the idea from reading the Cs that they spoke to Fred and Laura in order to make them more selfish or more STS?

Also, the Cs suggested that Mankind is STS in the first place and they explained this as normal for a race of human beings at our stage of awareness. One could say that as long as one has to eat in order to live - one is STS. Good point I figure! Also, from what I understood from the Cs was, that human beings on earth cannot be completely STO for several reasons. In many ways we need to look after ourselves first, in order to help others. I think it came down to that if humans on earth are 51% STO - they are fine!

I do also feel that STO or STS is too limited a category. One could also be STA - Service to All. This naturally includes the little self and the Soul-Self. All in all, all we can do on earth is our best, when we do that we learn and gain more awareness. I remember vaguely that a more determined choice comes up in the next higher density for all of us. It will be a more definite choice...

I cannot remember that I suggested to you to read the Cs Jane. When and where was that? On the other hand, I suggest as well as forget lots of things so you are probably right... Smile and Be Well - Gerardus



Question:
Hello there, how is it that you know what you know?
Do you have communicating spirit guides like Sylvia Browne?

Answer:
How do you know what you know? And yes, we all have spirit guides or other friends who are with us and inspire us. Trick is to learn to listen. YET! In the end, all I can say about myself is this: I know that I know nothing and that is all I know. All the rest are opinions and they change from time to time. Meanwhile: We are the Truth and have Opinions! Who is Sylvia Brown??



Question:
How can we have free will if we can be possessed by spirit people?

Answer:
Awful good question. First of all - Spirit People also have Free Will!  Secondly, the person who is influenced or possessed has the Free Will to listen and/or reject what s/he is being told - discernment must be involved and/or learned in these cases. However, there are cases of outright possession and in that case the Free Will of the person possessed is over-shadowed. This seemingly does not make it right and seems to act against the Free Will of the person affected...

Now, could it be possible that the person being over-shadowed, in other circumstances was a Spirit Person who went too far in the past, because it influenced the Free Will of a person in the 3D world? IOW: is it possible that now the situation is reversed and identical situations are experienced in order to learn from them? This naturally is where the issue of mind-control comes in. Definitely this is going on and it creates very weird situations as well as what is called "karmic" responsibilities. The Law of One says - what you do to others you do to yourself!

Also - what I feel to be so is that Free Will is directly related to the level of our awareness. So, people functioning with a low level of awareness (beginning Souls with no discernment) are more likely to be possessed or taken advantage of by Spirit People than people with a higher level of awareness. I suggest that over time and/or experiences both entities come to the conclusion that what has been going is not to their advantage and they both quit action in that fashion. Their level of awareness has risen then by means of their experiences and they both become more authentic individuals...
Question:
hi, i want you to suggest me a good book for astral travel, and also a good manual for interdimensional astral pursuits. Email: = sunita

Answer:
Is that ALL you want?  I do not know of any!  Life is the Teacher and all of us are alone on that one. Find a Master as a traveling companion maybe. They are might rare...
Smile and Be Well - Gee



Question:
what is knowledge ?

Answer:
What knowledge?

Hahah haha haha ha!!   Maybe it is the opposite of ignorance. For someone who is ignorant however - there is no opposite. Also - knowledge is thinking we know something. Who is the one who knows? - no one knows. The Universe has No Name...



Question:
Can you look at yourself in a mirrow and SAY the WORDS, "Jesus Christ is my personal Lord and Savior"? Try it. Did you say the words? Your honest answer to my questions could be the solution to the greatest mysteries of your life? My reply to your reply may well turn out to be the TRUTH you NEED the most? I am not some sort of religious nut, just a very serious, dedicated TRUTH researcher, as your writings indicate you have been? I have no obligation to ANY religion as a completely independent TRUTH researcher. Email: = Just me, Lee

Answer:
No one needs a Savior!
We are the Essence of the Universe in the process of discovering, by means of experiences in our creation, that we all are The One Infinite Self...
Just me, Gee

Some more from the same questioner:
Hello Gerardus... How accurate am I about the following? Be honest! If I may make a few calculated guesses about you? You have a brilliant mind (unlike me), are very computer skilled (also,unlike me), have very few close friends (if any), are a likeable person but not very well liked, are not very worldly successful(don't have enough money), are somewhat like a square peg trying to fit into a round world, pretending to be laughing to the world but crying inside. I have been there, done that, before I took a close look at myself, decided to do TRUTH research and follow it wherever TRUTH takes me. Lack of knowledge will bring eventual destruction to every human being, sooner or later. Without TRUTH no one can be FREE from the bondage of lies and deceptions. There is no greater life goal than to follow TRUTH because TRUTH is going to take you where you are going in life and the afterlife. Your comments please, just me, Lee Email: = truthresearch@msn.com

Gerardus here:
You are about 60% right. Your Life IS the Truth Research. You Are The Truth! We all are the Truth! Meanwhile we have opinions. May I suggest that you read all my articles and all my Cosmic Cookies. Then, there is always the TriLite List where you can ask questions. Be prepared not to like the answers immediately...
Just me, Gee



Hello Gerardus...
Awesome, glad I discovered you and your messages. Only read a couple so far...  Hope I will ultimately figure out what to DO during my time here, it is often hard to feel positive when the physical world (people) seem so messed up and unaware. Is there hope? Is it really just as simple as changing my mind? Thanx,

Answer: Hello Linda...
Yes, you will change your mind when you gain more awareness of what is. You need to meet the right kind of people and learn. Have you thought about joining TriLite or The Cosmic Cookie List? Life is for learning - Gerardus



Question:
is there life on other planets?

Answer:
I think we need to go by the answer to the question: Is there more than one kind of fish in the ocean? Naturally there is! So, I conclude that there is life on other planets and some of that life even could be human life or Human Beings. But then - what difference does it really make what I say? Or what difference does it really make whether there is life on other planets or whether there is no life on other planets? What do we do with our life right here and now - that is the big question. Are we aware of who or what we actually are? The task is to discover this...



Question:
is the green house effect true?

Answer:
I do not think that anybody or any scientist really knows for sure. As long as we are here we need to buckle down and experience Life just the way it is. Questions like whether there is a Green House Effect or not, and whether mankind has caused it - are not important. What is is! For now we must live with it if it exist... or not exist. The task at hand is the discovery of who or what we really are. Like: why are we here? What is our purpose here? Is there a purpose? Who really Am I? Is there a God and what does this God really do? I hope this helps...



Question:
Is the Lightbody our Soul form and What will the Lightbody look like to the physical eye?

Answer:
Good question! Yes, our Lightbody is a "holographic node of energy" of the Infinite Soul. I do think/feel that the Lightbody is the thing we already live in. All things and beings are really Light. Just think about the distance between the nucleus of an atom and its electrons. A fast empty space! No solidness whatsoever. So solidness is an illusion!! The brilliance of our Lightbody will grow when we become more aware. The Energy-Wave we are getting into more and more is an Awareness-Wave; so automatically we will become of a greater Understanding with is Love...

You ask - what does the Lightbody look like?   What do you look like now?
That's it Man... that's it...     BTW: I like your email address!



Hello Gerardus...
2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012???????????? Wat zal er gebeuren volgens jou? Groetjes uit Sittard....05-02-1972

Response:
Hello Sittard - what do YOU want to happen?? You are the Creator of your reality! Volgens my: nothing will happen that did not happen the day before or the day after. 2012 is just another date or number. Buddha had his 2012 a lot sooner so to speak! It's about awareness!!  Humanity slowly but surely will be subjected to different universal energies that will awaken humanity. Awakening is the Game and suffering is the means to get there! Which means that in the future (like 2012) we all will be 'creating' our own realities with a more awakened creative energy, or brain, or soul. This means we stop creating nonsense, pollution, noise, suffering and/or war...

We all already do this according to our own level in awareness. Our awareness determines where and what we are engaged in. Are you engaged in killing your neighbor? Of course not! However, some people believe that it is necessary to attack others before they are attacked. The entire world is insane my friend - and why? Lack of clear thinking and or education. All this because humanity is brainwashed by the nonsense of religions and politics - in all the fields of its endeavor. Meanwhile, all of it needs to be experienced before mankind can learn from it and awaken. Meanwhile, some Dutch people are smart, some are wise and others think they know something. That's me...  Smiling here is mandatory!!   Je bekyken het maar...



Question:
I found this wonderful article "Ascension is Life lived with Joy" channeled by Laurie Gilmore on your Website, but I didn't found more information about Laurie Gilmore in the Web. Do you know if Laurie is still channeling or has a homepage of her own? Thank you (maybe the question is not really metaphysical) Gerhard (from Germany)

Response:
I think I have answered this question before once. Unfortunately I have nothing more than the article. I gave it the title: Ascension is Life lived with Joy. It was something else and I changed it. I do not know anymore where I found the article and I have no idea where Laurie is and/or whether or not she couldn't have ascended by now and/or has become invisible...   Thank you Gerhard from Germany!



Question:
How can I tell whether I am STS or STO or STA or one of the undecided?

Response:
If you cannot tell whether you are STS, STO or STA - why do think others can tell you? And why should they? You determine what you want to be - then go after it! STA sounds pretty safe to me. And if you are undecided - so be it. Nothing right or wrong about being undecided. You are what you are, and if you do not like it - change it. The point of choice is in the present. Your present and presence that is...



Question:
How can I project my thoughts and feelings to the one and only man that I know deep in my heart is my soul mate?

Response:
Think about him day and night - always! But so what? He might not care one iota! Then - who says it is your soul mate? Everybody in the world is a soul mate I figure. Then, there are thousands of other people who could be just as good for you or better. What IS a soul mate?? There is actually only One Being - One Energy and it is YOU!  Maybe you have to become your own mate and/or soul. Could it be that what you think is your soul mate - is just someone you were with before? Why do it again? The world and the universe is for a diversity of experiences. That makes us learn. Life is about learning...



Question:
I am curious. Are you a Mormon or have you studied mormonism? They also believe that we can become gods.

Response:
Good Question. I am not a Mormon and/or studied Mormonish. Then... Nobody will become anything - we already are What We Are!  I am The IS expressing itself as Gerardus. You are a similar but different expression of The IS! Being a Mormon and/or being a follower of any other religion is but a temporary stopover to knowing that we all are The One (or God) already. What people usually call God, I call The IS or TIL - The Infinite Light. Look here...



Comments
Your writing is very clear, useful, and joyous on metaphysical subjects. Then I stumbled on your crackpot stuff about the Illuminati, and I can no longer take anything you say seriously. You broke my heart. This seems to happen with many people who become adept at metaphysics - at some point they go off the edge and imagine some crazy conspiracy, or world-ending event and, for me, it ruins everything they have said up to that point because they have overestimated their own knowledge and indulged in some specific ego driven predictions. Its sad.

Response:
Thank you for your comments - positive and/or negative. You say: "It's sad".  Please realize that you have the emotion called "sad" - you create this emotion!   Could it be that you have not quite understood that all happenings in the world are "created" for the sake of the awakening of the Human Soul? This is done my means of all kinds of experiences. This includes war and suffering! How do you think these experiences or scenarios happen? By themselves?

Happenings and Scenarios in this world are created by specific Human Beings for the purpose of awakening the Mass-Mind. Some people call these happenings or scenarios "conspiracies" - I call them necessary scenarios to awaken the Soul or Christ within. Could it be for example that the famous 9/11 affair is an inside job?? Have you read and or studied what actually happened on that day?? Again - is it possible that so called "conspiracies" are actually inspired on purpose by higher beings for the purpose of awakening mankind?? And yes, by all means - never take Life seriously. Human Life is a Play or Performance. The task is to "see through" life on earth and become an Observer...



Question:
Is depression a spiritual illness?

Response:
We all are Spirits and we live in human bodies in order to experience the Highs and Lows of this endeavor. Depressions happens and elations happens. This is what makes it interesting. I have had lots of depressions. They all pass and I am fine again. Have had them all my life. I used to keep myself extremely busy during some of them. Made me forget about them. Life is an up and down affair...



Question:
Does astral traveling give us a glimpse to the future of our development?
Email: = Phoenix

Response:
I depends on how well one is able to do it! In the higher densities one can learn to master Time and Space. This means one will be able to witness the development of our future. The long range future is brilliant but hang on for the next ten years. Be Here Now!



Hi Gerardus - I have another question.

ANOTHER ONE!   What were the previous ones?

Question:
After the shift in 2012 will we see the potential return of extinct species like the Mammoth, Dodo's, Dinosaurs and other extinct creatures?

Response:
I do not know what will happen after the shift in 2012.  What shift?   Pole shift?   Shift in awareness?   Shifts in awareness take place continually...

Question continues here:
Response:
If these creatures existed at one time and were apart of our history maybe its time for their "resurrection" just like its time for humans to return to their original form of the Lightbody. I expect that after the shift in 2012 creatures won't devour each other(I have read from other sources that creatures won't devour each other as the "survival of the fitest" is a 3D mode)of being so such creatures existing will be no danger to mankind. Some sources state that new forms of everything will appear in 2012 and surely alot of the things termed "new" must mean "old" as well as we are going back in time to 5D. Perhaps this may seem like a stupid question but I think thats its worth considering and I would appreciate your honest answer to this question.

Response:
My honest answer or response is that there is a lot of speculation in the question or statement. I say: what will be will be!  My Crystal Ball broke the other day and I do not miss it at all. I try to Be Here Now continuously...



Question:
Hello Gerardus...
I have read that we all have a "Twin flame" and that we will meet with them before or at the mass ascension in 2012.  Is this true?   What is your definition of a "Twin flame"?

Response:
Very nice and interesting question!
Here's a surprising answer maybe: does God or TIL have a Twin Flame?   Well, that is what You Are!  Consider this: every Christ or Buddha has Brothers and Sisters - other Buddhas and Christed Beings. They are all Twin-Flames if you want to call them that. We are a Company of Twin Flames playing in a Global Performance that is confusing and enlightening simultaneously. Now what? Just carry on and eat your soup Soul. Life is a "blast" that leads to "depressions" sometimes. Stick with it and spit the pits. YOU ARE IT!



Question:
Hi... You state in one of your articles "Our World-Our creation" that during 2012 our Three dimensional endeavour as we know it will be abolished. How will it happen though? Will everything collapse or dissapear? What will happen to buildings and our physical bodies? According to Quantum Physics very little is solid and some people state that the World is illusion. So in the blink of an eye everything dissolves then? On a different note who are the Shining ones?

Response:
I have no idea exactly "how" it will happen and I also do not care about the "how". We live now and we must do the best we can with what makes sense to us in this moment. Then - the world will not disappear but a lot of people will! Also, for those who survive - there will be an enormous change in their mode of living...

Please remember, that if I knew all the details I would not be here right now. We all live behind a veil of ignorance that is thicker for some than for others. Mine has holes in it so to speak. If and when you read and understand ALL my Articles, Poems and Cosmic Cookies - you will be more up to date with what the future will bring. I feel that it will be brilliant! Will I be here ten days from now? If I am not here I will be somewhere else. We all are Infinite Souls living in human bodies. The bodies are our space-suits...

Question: On a different note who are the Shining ones?
Answer:   Aware Human Beings Are!  Be among them...



Question:
Question: What is joy?

Response:
Having Fun! Laughing! A state of mind! If you have never experienced it - you might have never drilled the Well of Sadness. Fun/Joy/Sadness arise from the same source...



Comments/Question:
What is the evidence that human beings have souls?

Response:
Nice question... no evidence is needed. Human beings do not have souls. Souls have human beings! The human being is a reflection of the soul in matter. It is here to experience the human condition. Most often humans think/feel that they are something in and by themselves. Not so! We are a Soul or a Spiritual Entity experiencing our physical creation by means of living in a human body. The human is a spacesuit and it makes it possible for the soul to be here in 3D...



Hi Gerardus - I have a question:

Gerardus here: You may not like my comments or Responses...

Your questions are the result of a religious faith or conditioning (please read brainwashing) and if you have read my pages - you would have noticed that I say: All Religions Are False! Religions are man made and although they have had their purposes in the past - they are uselesss in the present! They create more problems than they solve. IOW: Belief in God does not solve anything...

Solutions are up to us to find and they can be attained by awareness of "what is". You can find this "what is" on my pages. Meanwhile - look around you and realize that most, if not all troubles, in our world are caused by ignorance and/or political or religious beliefs of which the followers are killing each other. Having said that - I will take each question or remark one at the time...

Questioner here:
After the ascension in 2012 will the departed Souls who have died in the flesh return to Earth?

Response from Gee:
What ascension do you speak of? Ascension is a daily occurrence - not something that will happen in the future. Ascension to me means becoming more and more aware each day. I do not know what it means to you...

Questioner here:
The Bible states that when Christ returns the dead shall arise from their graves.

Response from Gee:
Really?? Are you aware that mankind has been on the earth for millions of years? Trillions and Trillions of them. How many of them would you like to arise from their graves? There would not even be standing room on this planet. Move over George... seven billion of your ancestors are coming for tea when Christ returns. Meanwhile, Christ returns every time someone awakens to "what is" - instead of believing what they have been told.  Life is about Knowing - not about Believing...

Questioner here:
Perhaps the righteous souls will return at that time because their families miss them.

Response from Gee:
The righteous - that is a very nice word. Who could they be?? Those who believe in a certain religion? Really?? What about all the other Guys and Dolls who believe in THEIR religion and feel to be the righteous?

Questioner here:
I wonder about this because if the World and its inhabitants are ascending and we are returning to our original Lightbody forms then those Souls that aren't on the Earth will probably return either they will decend on Earth from Heaven or we will ascend to the 5th dimension where those souls will be.

Response from Gee:
I am not sure whether that is a question or a statement. In any case - my response or answer is more than evident on my pages. I suggest that you read and study them for the next two years. Then - if there is something not clear about them - I will explain further...

Questioner here:
I await your answer.

Response from Gee:
As given... and I await your awakening! I feel that religions have put people to sleep. The masses of the world believe in Fairy Tales and some of them are two thousand years old - or older. Naturally, I could be wrong - all I have is opinions. Meanwhile - I am the Truth and The Reality...



Question:
I would have thought that all ego created Gods, Demons and angels etc were just that, human created thought forms that have power due to belief in them. The illuminati it seems may be involved in creating new religions such as UFOism and alien "Gods" When people talk of aliens or channel information how can we be sure that they are not in contact with negative thought forms/energies that we humans dress up into alien or demonic form in order to externalise our search for truth?

Response:
Good Points Andrew! Since the entire thing is subjective - my opinions (and yours) are nothing more than that as well...

Continued question:
It seems to me that ruling elite activley allow themselves to be posessed by satanic thought forms rather than "real" demons/aliens that we are encouraged to beleive in.

Response:
All of us are possessed by something or other - until we know "what is" I figure. What is? It is a mixed bag of suppositions and/or subjective thinking - that in some form become realities known as illusions. To see through them on an individual bases is knowing that we are the Truth and that all the rest are opinions expressed in one form or another by our mind at work...

More questions:
What are your thoughts? are they just negative energies and thought forms or are they "real"

Response:
What is real?   What is illusion?
Both are subjective nonsense until we have fully awakened. At that time - I supposed we will know for a Cosmic Fact - that all of it takes place in our Universal Mind and at that moment we start laughing to beat Hell...   Be well - Andrew!



Comments/Questions:
Do halucinagenic herbs such as Salvia Divinorum enable people to access their higher selves. My experience with this herb was that i was the entire universe and i created it as well as other really weired deja-vu stuff, no space or time or body. It was like my life was the dream and i woke up.

Response:
You are the entire universe and you are dreaming that you are a human being (Are you human?). Basically all Beings and Entities Universally are dreaming that they are something separate from the One They Actually Are. There is but One and We Are It...

By taking drugs one can get a fleeting glimpse of "what is". It temporarily awakens us from the dream. The dream makes creation possible AND is the dream. Your dream - our dream - my dream. We on purpose enter our dream and create within it a universal play or performance in which we get confused and lost. Full awareness is our savior! The time of our awakening is determined by our DNA. Thus - We Are The Truth and the Reality! By manifesting ourselves we get lost in our creation and gather opinions. Some of them we accept as the truth. My response is one of those opinions...



Comments/Questions:
Hello Gerardus...
My friend thinks I am immature because I enjoy being silly. I admit sometimes I talk too much and laugh a little too loud. But, I am happy with this part of me. Does that make me immature? Email = mebiscay@hotmail.com

Gerardus' Response:
All of humanity is immature until we become enlightened One by One! We might come close to a general state of enlightenment by 2012. About being "silly" - I am often being "silly" myself and whether or not others like it or not - one has to be true to self. Then the idea that others find you immature is just that - their idea. Could the idea to find others immature be immature minded itself?? We are here to have fun - not to be serious or ambitious. Enough for now...



Hello Gerardus...
Recently Ive been feeling as if this life is not part of myself, that something beyond this reality is awating for me. Im at a stage in my life where I dont know what Im suppose to do, so many things to achieve, so much information coming from everywhere and I try to understand everything but its been so fast since the last two years that I wanted to talk to somebody about this. Some of the info you provide is so overwhelming but yet it rings with a degree of truth. I dont know who you are but the only thing that I can say is I LOVE YOU AND MYSELF. Many blessings
Pablo (from mexico)
Email = pabloxcool9@hotmail.com

Hello Pablo...
Thank you for your note! Basically I am just another guy like you are. Not more - not less! Meanwhile, it seems that I know a few more things than you do - but if we had to trade places - I would not know what you know. Meanwhile - the main thing in life is to know who and/or what we are! You/We are The Infinite Light functioning as a Human Being. As this Human Being we need to figure how we got here and why. This is what you will find on my pages - Great!

Then, what is there to achieve? Only what you think you need to achieve! Why don't you just drop your thoughts and expectations and Be Yourself for the rest of your life. Live in the Moment of Nowness! Just be happy and know that life is a progressive journey. This means that tomorrow you will know and be more than you are today - just by being who you are...

Yes, some of the info is overwhelming. Why? Because you have never heard of it before. Is it all true? That my friend Pablo is up to you to figure out. And just in case you find something that might help me - please let me know - the roles would be reversed...

Then - YOU ARE LIFE! How could it NOT be a part of yourself? Get that notion out of you mind - You Are Life! You Are Truth! You are the Infinite Light of the Universe! For the moment however, your Light (Awareness) is just lowered in order to be Pablo. What more is there to know and be? Nothing! So, smile and Be Well...

Then - yes, something is waiting for you indeed! It's greater Understanding and Awareness. It's all an aspect of the journey - your journey!

Who Am I? - Who is Gerardus? Gerardus is another manifestation of the same Light Pablo is - it is all so simple! We are here to awaken to The Infinite Light We Are! We are all The Infinite Light - TIL or Life or God or Consciousness. Did I respond to all your concerns? I hope so...

What is Love - Love is Understanding! - Gerardus
(When I understand you - I love you!)



Questions:
What is Love, is there really love especially between people, and why do we "love"?

Response:
Love is what we ARE - mostly so because our Universal Nature is expressing ourselves. Expressing our Inner or Soul Self - which is the Creator We Are! That is why there is a Creation in the first place. We can't help but express ourselves. We are Love expressing itself. ALL our expressions or creations ARE ourselves! We love because we love ourselves!! Love then often is toward another person, because we are them! As well as that we have connections or things to work out between the two or three or more. It means I let you be - I set you free! I accept you - as well as what is between us - unconditionally...

Then, most people have Love and Attachment mixed up and think that the one is the other. Not so! To me Love is Understanding! By this I mean that when I understand you - I cannot help but love you because I know what you are about. I recognize "you" in me...

Further - here is the interpretation of Love from the Cassiopaeans:
(I agree with it for 100 percent.)

L. is asking the Cassiopaeans about Love:
"Q: (L) What are your thoughts towards us, or your attitude or emotions, as you know them towards us? Individually or as a group?

A: Love.

Q: (L) What about Love? There are many teachings that are promulgated that Love is the key, the answer. They say that illumination and knowledge and what-not can all be achieved through love.

A: The problem is not the term "love," the problem is the interpretation of the term. Those on third density have a tendency to confuse the issue horribly. After all, they confuse many things as love. When the actual definition of love as you know it is not correct either. It is not necessarily a feeling that one has that can also be interpreted as an emotion, but rather, as we have told you before, the essence of light which is knowledge is love, and this has been corrupted when it is said that love leads to illumination. Love is Light is Knowledge. Love makes no sense when common definitions are used as they are in your environment. To love you must know. And to know is to have light. And to have light is to love. And to have knowledge is to Love.

Note from Gerardus:
The first time I read this it almost blew my fuses...



Comments:
Awakening ground troops Truth-Force volunteer to Mission Control:
Thank-you for the manual. I have been looking for it since I started waking up! I will pass it along to other awakening volunteers.

I am still having trouble consistently tuning into transmissions from Spirit directly internally - lots of static. So further instructive input from relay stations like yourself will be appreciated until I get my internal receiver fully operative. Thanks again, Christopher (chris.gruener@bombast.net) Email: = chris.gruener@bombast.net

Response:
Hello Chris - you received a fake manual!  The actual manual for human life turns out to be a blank-page book!  It's supposed to mean that one comes up with one's own choices or wants. So, stop looking or searching immediately - unless you know what you are looking for.
Life is that way!

Then, please follow these further instructions:
Keep on living in body after body with and open mind and your internal receiver will expand into a full blown gadget of infinite proportion. Just be patient and enjoy the "holographic sliver" you have now.  Oh yes, keep laughing and doing weird stuff because it is the Freeway to Enlightenment. No ordinary decent human knows what that really is - but the story goes that it is hidden behind that enormous "Hollywood Sign" in the CA Hills...



Doug's question:
In junior high school (1977) I read the Amytyville Horror. I recently re-read it as an adult. I wondered about the idea of a malevolent spirit(s) possessing a house and tormenting innocent humans moving into that physical locality. Do you believe this story is true? Is it possible/likely such an event could really happen, and if so, how does it fit into the scheme of humans & spirit world? Thanks - Doug Clark

Response:
I have read similar books and came to the conclusion that "anything is possible" - whether or not the story you have read is true - I do not know. Possibly not even the author knows because stories like that are often blown out of proportion. All these happenings are phenomena and they do not necessarily fit into any explanation. What happens, depends on the level of awareness of the so called spirits and well as the awareness level of the people who experience these happenings. On top of that - it also depends on their belief system. In my view - all acts of tormenting and or violence are committed by cosmically ignorant souls. By committing these acts these souls eventually learn - for sooner or later they will be on the receiving end. We do all things to ourselves. That is why there are very few innocent people or souls...

Doug here:
PS.. Gerardus, I've e-mailed you on occasion in the past and always received a reply. Thanks for keeping your site personable!

Response:
Thank you for your kind words. I cannot remember any of your emails and I also do not have a file folder in your name. In the mean time, ask whatever question you have. Better yet - read all the files on my pages and all your questions will slowly disappear. Basically - the higher the level of our awareness the less questions we have...



Question:
Does each person have a life purpose

Response:
Some lives we coast! All things depend upon our endeavor to get on with it. Naturally there is no hurry. The Soul We Are determines the speed. Life is an Individual affair. We are the Creator of the experiences we need to learn from or remember who or what we actually are. Once known - the work begins.  Smile and Be Well - Gerardus



Hello Gerardus.
Waking up to what IS is very shocking, i dont know whether to laugh or cry, imagine a person who has just become aware that their whole life is a dream and they are not really Joe Bloggs and all they love and cherish is a dream.

Hello Andrew - Gerardus here:
YES! I know all about it for I went through it myself years ago. Slowly I overcame my shock and eventually I developed an Inner Smile. I know who or what I am and why I am here. So will YOU! In the mean time enjoy the dream! The dream is real, so accept it as real. There is no difference! We raise ourselves by dreaming...

Andrew here:
How does one overcome these feelings and connect to our true self, i am kinda stuck in limbo at the moment. My ego wants peace love joy and all that, not more lessons on this plane.

Gerardus here:
One recuperates slowly and the best way to connect with your true self could be meditation and/or finding others who you can share your feelings with. Become a member of such an email list for example. Up to you! Then - what your ego want is not important - it always want more anyway. The illusionary self is never satisfied! Just give it a candy once in a while. Slowly but surely your Soul will take over and you will have an Inner Smile as well. You say: no more lessons on this plane. I do not think that any of us will leave this plane for good until all the lessons are learned. Waking up means that you are out of kindergarten now. Great! Welcome to the Cosmic and Eternal Learners...



Hello again Gerardus...
Thank you for answering my previous question how thoughtfull of you to take time to do this. Do you beleive there is an after life illusion? Jesus warned about the archons (ego created thought forms, false gods) in the after life and how to avoid their their prison in the nag hammadi texts for example. He said you must say to them "i come from the pre-existent father and i am going home" or something like that.

Gerardus here:
Thank you for your kind words. Then - Life is nothing but illusions. We are The Reality! Also - basically what Jesus has said or did not say - I do not know. I cannot accept the Bible as totally truthful. It is a book that contains a lot of wisdom but it also contains a lot of nonsense as I see it. Since it has a lot violence and sex in it means that it is bound to become a popular investment...

Question:
Many have said the astral plane is a cesspit of ego created thoughtforms that try to control us in the after life however i wonder if we even have an individual awereness after death for this to happen.

Gerardus here:
Who is Many? What do they know?
If you are an individual awareness now - you will be after your body dies. You are an individual God-Aspect - not a body. The body is an illusion. All of Life is God or TIL doing its Thing! We are individual Consciousnesses and live forever...

Question:
My second question is as mankind created all the false gods and demons and all that kabbala nonsence through fear and ignorance and these beings now feed of us and control our world leaders and yet it seems that 5D and 6D beings also control our world leaders. This is the part i do not grog as yet unless this was all part of the plan for us. Higher beings controlling man through lower beings created by man How strange but perhaps a lesson in creativity here.

Gerardus here:
Everything works according to a plan that is implemented on flexibility since individual plans and actions also take place. The plan therefore is flexible enough to accommodate anybody. What is YOUR plan?

Humanity is a small aspect of total Creation. Creation is God - God is Creation. Creation is God's Dream. Who is God? We Are! What we dream about is what we experience. The trick is to awaken from our dream and wake up as God or TIL. This is what all of us are working on - or should I say - are dreaming about? In any case, I cannot tell you anymore than I have written on my pages. I suggest that you read them from beginning to end. By the time you are finished you will have no more questions. Also - do not believe what I write. Verify everything with others and/or the Light you are yourSelf!  Life is about "being" and "observing". This means that we accept what is and enjoy our inner smiles. We are in Good Hands - our Own!