... I am the Creator of my Soul ...
- by means of -
.. Awareness and Ingenuity ..


Our matter universe is a wispy cloud of energy that is 99.999999% Emptiness.
We live in an energy environment - not in a solid matter Environment.
... Please remember this all throughout this Article ...



This article is dedicated to...
Wendy Wyatt the Wonder Woman.  She is the miracle who came up with all the intelligent questions on my Email List called TriLite years ago. And yes, I had to break my brainy-mind to come up with the answers. I was really lucky to get so many answers right. The ones that were not - are hiding slyly behind your screen. I hope you like the article Wendy. I like it a lot myself. As a matter of fact I love it...


Preliminary Notes and a Must Read!
Creation is the Expression of the Universe!  Who or what is the Universe? Humanity and all other Creative Beings including all other manifestations make up the Universe. Humanity's Expression is the world in which we live and have our experiences. Humanity is the Creator in Human Form!  From this follows that all of us are the Creator in Human Form...

My wishes, my desires and my endeavors create my experiences in all my human existences. These experiences are recorded in my subconsciousness. My Soul is my subconsciousness. So, my wishes, desires and experiences create the soul I am! This means that all us of are self-created beings...

The creativity we use for all this - is the creativity of the Creator. So, who creates what?  We do...  You do...  and I do...!  We are the Creator in Human Form. Needless to say that we create our Life, our contribution to Humanity and last but not least, our Diseases and/or our Health...


It is real - yet it is an illusion...
Life is a dream and we are experiencing this dream because the dream is real when we are dreaming it. All dreams are real while we are dreaming them! Our dream or the expression of it in physical reality is our accepted reality or environment. It is real - yet it is an illusion! More on this later. Our expression or participation in creation is a Play or Performance. This Play is whatever happens in the world. Most often it is a very engaging experience and it may or may not push or pull certain people into specific organizations involved in the activities of the world. Like Religions, Political Movements, Pollution Prevention Groups, Fights on Poverty Groups, Save the Whales Groups, the Counter Drug Trade Group, Protesting Against the War Group or any other violent or non violent activity like Chess Groups. Some groups are against all other groups and the entire scene is one of turmoil if not chaos. This is the world as we know it and most of us get used to it. Such is Life...

These people belong to the masses...
There is no end to the groups and activities in our world and most people do not express their own dream or thoughts. They are involved in the expression of the dream of others. It keeps them busy and they consider themselves useful. Meanwhile, they do not think or dream for themselves and therefore they do not live an authentic or original life. They do not express an original dream. Their dream or thoughts are second hand! These people belong to the masses of mankind and others tell them what to dream or think. As a rule they follow anybody with a bigger dream than they have. This is the way it is and there is nothing wrong with it. Eventually though - we all must learn to dream our own dream and often this takes many lifetimes...

Life is lived in mind...
The entire physical reality or the expression of our dream -is- a subjective reality and there is nothing objective about it. We all only have our own subjective perception of it. Life is lived in mind! It is a happening in consciousness. However, the body we live in gives us a specific interpretation and tells us that we live in a matter environment. Matter however -is- next to emptiness! More on this later and/or see this. Matter looks and feels real - but it is only a subjective reality...

It could even be a display or appearance...
Our matter reality is not a concrete thing in and by itself. Our body-brain interpretation of the physical reality is an illusion. We need to learn to penetrate this illusion and understand it. That is, if we feel like it. Meanwhile, nothing is what it seems to be. The Souls We Are are fooled by the bodies we live in. Our environment is a virtual reality. It could even be a display or appearance by means of a Cosmic Computer and all of it takes in our mind only...

There are basically two groups of invisible entities...
The body or instrument we live in interprets our life as real in a physical sense. Meanwhile, there is no physical reality that is real or actual in and by itself!  It is 99.99999% emptiness - so where is its realness? Where is its solidness? Where is its actuality? It is energy or mind expressed in a certain form - it is a force field or a wispy cloud of specific energies! It is consciousness expressed and it expresses our imagination or creativity, which is influenced or controlled by other entities. There are basically two different groups of invisible entities...

Dreaming or Thinking is Creating...
These entities live in the invisible regions of the universe and they also have their desires and dreams. One group's desire is to influence or control mankind by creating fear! The other group of entities are ready to help us awaken while the first group is trying to keep us asleep and suppressed. Meanwhile, Dreaming or Thinking is Creating. Our thoughts or dreams, influenced or controlled by others, become reality. Our matter reality is a We-Thing. It is not created by human consciousness alone...

We live in it and it even sustain us...
The environment or surroundings we live in - is an appearance in our mind. However, it is real to us! It is a real environment and we are able to have interactions with it. It responds to us when we move about, mow the lawn, plant flowers, listen to the birds, or anything else. So, although it is an appearance - it is a real environment or surrounding. We live in it and it even sustain us. To deny that our reality is not real means that we are deluded. However, when we come to the scientific knowledge of what our world is made of - things change! We come to the conclusion that atoms and molecules are so small that we cannot independently see them or interact with them directly. At that point we can say that our environment is an illusion because our scientists have told us that atoms are 99.999999% emptiness. Solidity must be an electro-magnetic force field...

We could call it a 'reality' and an 'illusion' simultaneously...
We are looking at a physical reality that is "empty" and nothing is solid in it. Some call it "Emptiness Dancing". Our reality is a virtual reality or an illusion, but at all times it is still only an appearance only. It is not an actual environment! We could call it a 'reality' and an 'illusion' simultaneously. It is a virtual reality. In addition to the reality or illusion we live in - other physical realities can be created by means of a holographic-energy-matrix that could intercede or intercept our normal physical reality...

It replaces normal physical reality...
In other words, two or more realities overlap or bleed through each other. In certain cases many people can be fooled into believing that what they perceive is normal and real. They see or experience something that seems absolutely real and was not there before. It replaces normal physical reality temporarily. Think about these so called miraculous appearances of the Lady in Lourdes for example or some of the other so called miracles. Go here if you like...

Billions of empty atoms make up empty cells...
This is why I call the existence of a solid brick wall of 99.99999% emptiness an illusion. However, this does not mean that the wall does not exist! It is there and it gives us the impression that it is real and yet it is an illusion at the same time. Realness and illusion are the same thing! These two words could be used to describe a solid object we are looking at. This also counts for our body. It is real and it is an illusion simultaneously. Billions of empty atoms make up empty cells and these empty cells make up empty organs and bones and the whole thing is called a physical body - which in actuality is 99.99999% emptiness. Some of these bodies have brains. Even these brains are 99.99999% emptiness. How can we think with next to nothing upstairs? Very weird indeed...

Our body is a sensitive cloud of energy...
Meanwhile, our body functions perfectly and since we know that it is next to empty, we could say that the atoms that make up our body form a wispy cloud of energy or an electro-magnetic force-field! We could say that we are this force-field. We live in and with an instrument that is a force-field. We receive certain feelings and emotions from it when we meet certain conditions. It seems that certain conditions go through us. We receive them, let go of them, and absorb or have other conditions or feelings again. This means that our body is a sensitive cloud of energy - it is an awareness-system or receiver. Our moods and reality change because of the different feelings we receive. These feelings depend on the conditions or things we meet. These conditions include the feelings we get from our neighbor or any other person we meet. We get feelings of fear for example because some nasty dog is growling at us. Everything we meet affects our force-field or our cloud of aware-energy. We seem to be able to fill it up and empty it again - our feelings and emotions or moods change continuously...

What the dickens are these dreams?
Our body or force-field is an aware-force-field. It detects certain conditions and we recognize what they are. A little later on - another feelings fill us up. That's why our body is like a container or vessel. Meanwhile, this vessel contains other force-field like our Spirit or Soul as well. Then, at night, this combination of force-fields goes to sleep and has dreams. What the dickens are these dreams? I feel that our dreams are other energy-fields or sceneries that occupy our body-soul force-field for a while and when we awake in the morning they collapse or disappear. Pretty soon we are filled up with something else again and call it breakfast. Pretty soon we go to work and what do you know - we get a load of work from our boss. Best thing to do it to pass it on to the next level. It keeps all of us employed...

Force-fields within force-fields within force-fields...
Aspects of our body or force-field *are* our Soul or Consciousness. Our Soul or Consciousness -is- what we are. We are not the body! Soul and matter have different frequencies or vibrational speeds. They also might have different patterns of vibrations. Thinking even deeper now, we as human beings are force-fields within force-fields within force-fields, because we live in an Infinite-Force-Field we call the universal mind. The entire universe is Feeling-Energy and within this Feeling-Energy we find force-fields by the Billions x Trillions until we loose count. Most of these force-fields are and have feelings and opinions of their own. Thus, the entire universal mind is a Feeling Mind that contains Ka-Zillions of feelings or force-fields that are aware. Then there are people who live in a beautiful force-field and call it their body. There are also people who have bodies with faces that wear a mask and nobody knows what they are like. They hide or suppress their feelings. They probably are even a stranger to themselves. Most likely they live a facade and you can't get the 'feel' of them. Most people call it being cool...

The force-field we are has memory...
In the entire universe there are nothing but force-fields! The entire universe is a loosely inter-connecting Energy Field and its aspects or events move in and out of each other continuously - all of them are wispy clouds of energy or force-fields. They have all kinds of feelings and it make no difference whether this is Anger, Love, Hate, Smugness or Feeling Icky. Sooner or later these feelings will leave again. It looks like as if our body and soul-unit is a force-field that is similar to a busy railroad station and trains of feelings move in and out like crazy. Not only that, all force-fields or energies leave impressions! We are able to recall what they felt like. The force-fields or souls we are have memory. We can recall feelings of Love, Anger, Compassion or even Humor. When we think about this humor - we laugh all over again. The force-field we are is a precision instrument or bio-computer with a memory or hard drive of gigantic proportions. It stores faces and feelings and anything else we can recall. How the heck is all this possible?

Looks like a miracle for sure...
The next time we look at a rose petal, we could imagine that there are a billion times a billion atoms out there making up this rose-petal. It has beautiful colors and somehow these atoms stick together in the form of a rose-petal. Looks like a miracle for sure. Each energy wavicle knows where it should grow and stay, until it is time to leave. That is when the rose dies. Rose-life comes and goes. The entire universe consist of living beings or force-fields that come and go. What is Life really all about? What survives all this? What survives is What We Are - The Nameless One...   Oh Gerardus, I think you are kidding me - I am only a human being. To that I say: you do not know who or what you are. You are of Divine Blood! You are The Self of the Universe. You are the One That Is All...

Enter the Flyby-Beetle...
Yeah, listen to this Mary-Ann! There is a specific beetle out in the world of nature somewhere and I will call it the Flyby-Beetle for now. (I forgot the beetle's real name). This Flyby-Beetle has the ability to change colors and the most unbelievable part is, that sometimes these Flyby-Beetles by the thousands land in a certain spot and create of themselves, by themselves, a complete flower of say a foot tall. This flower has different colors, and the Flyby-Beetles know what color goes where to make them collectively look like a real flower with all kinds of different colors...

There is a stem, leaves and a flower. Each beetle knows where to land, and thousands of them make up this gorgeous flower. They land and hold on to each other and the whole thing is just about impossible to believe. These beetles know what they are doing! When a person comes too close to the flower it explodes into a startling flight of Flyby-Beetles. They don't stick around for people to smell the flower they create of themselves. One needs to learn fly-by smelling maybe. Now, if that is what a beetle could do. Just imagine what human beings could do. It's staggers my mind. But then you see, could it be that the same 'intelligence' or 'awareness' functions from within all creatures simultaneously? Naturally it is! It is what we are - The Infinite Light. It's what all creatures and things are...

We have so much to learn...
This is why Life in the physical is such an enormous accomplishment!  It is the creation of Co-Creators and they are Entities of enormous "Awareness and Ingenuity". What we encounter in our world, including our bodies, is created by them. They are - what we will be - And oh yes, we also create things ourselves, but how much do we create consciously? Next to nothing but trouble and violence! We have so much to learn! Meanwhile, Creation is Energy is Force-Fields with Awareness. All of it! An infinite amount of force-fields makes up our world, a human being, a mouse, or a rose. All this is done by means of feelings - each of their own kind and greatness within their smallness...

The entire concept gives me the chills...
For example, no one ever woke up in the morning with his nose on his forehead. Atoms and organs stay where they are. Our whole body, is like that flower that is created by those Flyby-Beetles. Each atom is exactly in the right place. It knows where to grow and stay - it knows what to do! The Soul We Are, and the body we live in, are able to witness this incredible illusive mysterious miracle we call physical reality. Imagine, all of that is happening in our consciousness only! In other words - it is not out there somewhere! The entire concept gives me the chills to think about it. Please bring me a warm blanket...

A Crystal Clear Master would smile at us and say...
Once we understand that the entire universe, and all that is in it, is nothing but force-fields within force-fields, we will also be able to grok that there is no inner nor an outer to ourselves, nor to the universe. All Things and Beings are wispy clouds of energies, mixing with other clouds of energies or force-fields. All force-fields mingle and mix to experience each other by embracing and inhabiting each other and sometimes become one! The universe is an unbroken symbiotic relationship where all Souls and Beings are really One Energy - divided into force-fields of unlimited diversity. All this ought to remind us that Life in the Physical is a virtual reality of the most extra-ordinary mysterious kind. To fully realize this makes us ponder all these words and marvel that they make sense to us. How great we truly are - no human being can possibly tell! Possibly some Crystal Clear Master would smile at us and say:

... Follow me into the Christ Consciousness and you will Know ...



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