YET... GOD I AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am God...
the eternal Giver.
And bring to You
THAT
what You are.
For You to use...
For You to develop...
and to return...
THAT
what I AM.
Perfected.
And do not try to hide
behind the Mind
that's You.
In seeking...
where I am not.
Just love...
that what I bring You.
In all the Worlds
and Forms I am.
Just love...
that what I bring You.
In all the Time
and Space I am.
Just love...
that what I bring You.
For I am YOU...
Yet... God I AM.
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18409-1981
ABOUT THE ME... DIVIDED
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Within the One I am...
is a Part of Me...
that is already Home.
And the Rest of Me...
the Part that is still here...
is struggling.
This is the Part of Me...
that is Homesick.
Homesick...
for where I partly am
and cannot be
for being here
but Me.
I am then seemingly divided.
Divided between thinking and feeling.
Divided between 'that' what I am here
and 'that' what I am at Home.
Yet I know...
that I should be where I am.
For that's where I am.
Divided...
between the One I am here
and the Part of Me
that is already Home.
While the Part of Me...
that is already Home... is Me the Total.
Me the Total...
without the Dream that writes
about the Me
Divided.
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18412-1981
MAKES ME FORGET
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That... what I am... I am Alone.
In Aloneness.
Yet... in that what I am...
I am All Others.
But in my Aloneness...
I do not know that.
For only when I have found
that I am not alone
I will know that I am All.
To do this however...
will take me many Periods of Aloneness...
in being just me the Loner.
Sooner or later though
within that what I am
I will find the Total.
While now... the total I am
is but dreaming that I am alone.
For in all my Dreams...
I create the Illusions of my Aloneness.
The Illusions I suffer...
in the Lives I live.
For that what I really am...
beyond my Dreams...
is THAT
what I am all along.
GOD.
But being Man for a while...
makes me forget.
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19418-1982
WHAT GOD IS NOT
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
God is not something you can think about.
For God is 'that'... what enables you to think.
God then is the Force...
out of which all Thoughts are made of.
God then... is the Force or Essence
that existed prior to ALL Thoughts or Ideas.
God is something...
you can never think of.
For as soon as you think...
you have modified or altered...
what God is...
into an Idea.
Your Idea.
God then is the Unknowable.
God is the Unknowable-Divine-Force.
And All That Exists...
has arisen out of THAT
what God is.
God then is the Source...
of All That Exists.
And All That Exists...
is a Modification or Product of God.
All Modifications or Products of God
are Manifestations of God by means of Thought.
For ALL Manifestations of God
have come about
by the Processes of Thought
that work upon...
THAT
what God is.
And are... WHAT GOD IS NOT.
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19431-1982
YOU ARE GOD
~~~~~~~~~~~
To find God...
is Impossible.
For how can you find...
what
you already are.
But to BE God... and KNOW it...
there is but one thing to do.
Which is...
to Awaken
to your own Godness.
To awaken to your own Godness...
is but a matter of Time and Living.
And Living... is doing what you feel like.
Doing what you feel like...
is going...
with the Flow of the Universe.
Which is you anyway.
And to live and do
what you don't feel like...
is going against your own Flow.
Which retards and delays...
your own Enlightenment.
Which is...
the Knowing of the Fact
that
YOU ARE GOD.
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20437-1982
LET ALONE YOU
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Since the Universe is in perfect Balance
at all times
it is impossible for you
to do something wrong.
For if you could do wrong
the Universe would do wrong.
And that is Impossible.
SO...
Whatever you do...
you do exactly what you should do.
For if you didn't...
the Universe is wacky.
And that ain't so.
The point is... that it's perfectly normal
to make mistakes while you're learning.
For that's the reason
why you live here.
As part of the Universe...
as part of God.
However... in and by itself...
whatever you do sometimes
might be wrong.
But to think that you do wrong...
is Nonsense.
So...
Whatever you do
you do it Right.
The Universe is never Wrong.
Let alone You.
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20438-1982
THE SHOW OF NONSENSE
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When I have lived this Life
and know that the Answer I am...
is still within me
I'll die in peace... and smiling.
For the next time I'll be with you
I'll know that some Book... some Teacher...
or some Lover... will tell me
that the Answer is still there.
Slightly less covered...
and more open...
to the God I am.
I will see again then
the utter uselessness of Ego
and the World of Man.
I'll continue on my Path Within Myself
and deeper still.
To find the Secret of my Living.
To lose the self I think I am.
For by every Life...
and by every Experience
I will be enriched...
with Insight and Grace
of the God I am
discovering itself.
By Living Life
among Man and his World.
The 'merry-go-round' of Egos.
The Stage of Selves.
The Show of Nonsense.
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20441-1982
TO BE IN FEELING
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When a Poet... poets...
he touches the Vastness of his Being.
The Vastness of his God within.
He dwells then...
within the Heart of Heaven.
The Heart that is beyond Time...
beyond Space.
And reveals the Sacredness of the God
he does not know.
This is the Sphere...
untouchable
to the ordinary man...
hidden within the masses.
Yet... the Poet's Dimension
is not even known to the Poet.
Who neither is himself...
nor his Greatness.
And what the Poet writes...
is the Universe in Words...
that few but read
and fewer yet do understand.
That's why he is alone.
Alone with his Greatness...
the Vibration of the Heart of God.
The heart he feels... and is
writes about...
but never can explain ever.
The Heart that is God's Alone.
Yet Free to All...
to be in Feeling.
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20442-1982
WHAT BLINDNESS I STILL AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I've heard the Wind raging at Night
and the Sea hammering the rocky Shore.
I've felt the Rain soaking me to the Bone
and the Cold of Winter freezing me to shivers.
And in the Heat of Summer...
the Lightning of the Storms do blind me.
What is ALL this... I see and feel?
What is this Power... Man calls Nature?
For ALL I see... and ALL I feel
happens in the Consciousness I am.
Or could it be... that the Consciousness...
I think I am... really is God's?
Or that I...
- being a Witness -
am aware of it...
because...
I am the same Consciousness?
Could it be...
that what I witness
is the Power of my Godness
and do not know it?
Could it be...
that THAT Greatness
is present within me
to witness its own Greatness?
What Greatness I must be...
What Greatness I do witness...
What Blindness I still am.
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20447-1982