BE STILL

For "I" am You... and Speak !

~ Gerardus Everardus Tros ~

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              Yes my friend...
                    you certainly could have some strange experiences.

                    It is possible...
                          to find yourself in a different country...
                                                          at a different time.

                          You however are not really the one lost.
                                             For you always will be you.

                    Other people however...
                                might think that you are nuts.
                                                You would look funny in jeans.

                          Each Human/Soul Consciousness...
                                is actually many different people...
                                                     all at the same Now-Time.

                    The focusing that is done by you...
                                under My supervision and control...
                                                        could go wacky.
                          This focus keeps you...
                                      where you ought to be.

              Sometimes this auto-focus goes wandering about...
                    and a slight frequency change puts you out of synchronism.
                            You could find yourself...
                                      in the millennium of Moses...
                                                        looking very queer.

              Normally however...
                    you stay who you are in one lifetime...
                        unless there is something in your Consciousness...
                                                          you are hiding from.

                    Your mind as that person then...
                                    cannot tolerate itself... as itself...
                                and sneaks beyond the person you happen to be.

                    It's called a Split-Personality.
                                It's a very true and just description...
                                                       for a person like that.

                              Some people are half a dozen people or more.

              But "I" would say my friend...
                              that you are as steady as a rock...
                                                      within the mind you are.

                    You are quite normal.
                                Whatever that is.

                                      For Normalcy does not really exists.

              Since all of you are unique...
                     you have to accept yourself as the one and only Standard.

                              You are the Pattern... so to speak.

                    Although you are the Standard or Pattern...
                          does not mean however that everything goes.

                                You have to know your 'place' in the Universe.

                                        Which naturally is the Center.


              To find your 'place' in the Universe.
                          takes but a moment of centering... in Now-Time.

                                    The Center of Yourself is the God You Are.

                          There is nobody...
                                who can point out where your Center is.

              Everybody on Earth is looking for his own...
                                        knowingly or unknowingly.

                          Yet... all Centers are but in One Spot.
                                            The Universe of Consciousness.

                    It's a spot...
                          that is Timeless... Spaceless...
                                                  and it never moves.

                                                                 It's YOU.

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              Soul...?

                    How does it feel to be a Soul?

                                      What is it really like?

                                                    Would you mind telling me?

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              My friend... you are asking daring questions.

                    Aren't you at all afraid...
                                that the very description might scare you?

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              Well Soul...
                    at first I was afraid to talk to You...
                                                    but since You are me...
                                                 how could I really be afraid.


                          Please tell me Soul... what it is like?


                    Take all the Now-Time you need Soul...
                                       I'll just sit here and be still.

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              Well my friend... first of all...
                                to be a Soul is beautiful.

                    Yet... it has its ups and downs...
                                        for some "I" win... and some "I" lose.

                    While within others the Light "I" am...
                          is kept under a bushel... or in a box...
                                and the Love "I" am cannot shine through.


              Secondly my friend...
                    to be a Soul is most rewarding...
                          for once you are a Soul... you walk alone.

                               To walk alone... is to be Free.

              And to continue my friend...
                         let me elaborate in friendly terms...
                                          what it is like to be a simple Soul.

              Suppose now... that you are this simple Soul...
                                and that you live in... or possess...
                                       a thousand physical Vehicles or Bodies.

                                             That's simple... isn't it?

              Besides living in these thousand bodies..
                          you also live in another two or three...
                                               Spiritual Dimensions or Planes.

                    In other words...
                          you are all over the Universe of Mind...
                                      because you are Multi-Dimensional.

              These thousand Vehicles my friend...
                    imagine them to be a thousand flowers.
                                Flowers of all shapes and sizes...
                                        with beautiful colours and fragrances.

                          These flowers are not just...
                                another variety of tulips or narcissus.

              No these flowers are...
                    of the most delicate and exquisite fabric...
                                        a creation of matter could be made of.

                                           They are the Flowers of Heaven.

              All of them are...
                    the Creator's Meow... in living matter...
                                                for they are living Gods...
                                            wearing a matter-mask in disguise.

                  They are the Members of Mankind... the Children of Love.

              Besides being most beautiful...
                          these flowers produce honey...
                                of a thousand different tastes.

                          All these honeys have an intoxicating quality...
                                           that produces intrigue and elation.

              Many an old Soul... is stirred to sublime ecstasy...
                                   by looking upon and smelling these flowers.

                         So... there my friend... simple Soulness.

                     You can imagine what a rapturous delight it is...
                                 to be a Soul and know it.

              For you as a Soul are expected...
                          to raise and mature these flowers...
                                            for they are entrusted...
                                                   to your care and attention.

              On the other hand though...
                    some of these flowers tend to behave sometimes...
                                                as if they are their own Boss.

                          And what they like most...
                                             is to smell their Ego.

              Well... Ego smell is terribly addictive...
                   and it takes a long time before these flowers know...
                                                        what's bothering them.

              However... all flowers have free will...
                          and all of them have to learn their own way.

                    To be a Soul though...
                                is most enjoyable and worthwhile.
                          For you are the one that can smell and taste...
                                                all these flowers all at once.

                          Or if you like...
                                pay some particular attention...
                                        to a particular Beauty of your Choice.

              Really my friend... these flowers are truly beautiful...
                         and it is next to impossible not to love them dearly.

                                  For All of Them are YOU.

              By whatever they do... or do not do...
                          you learn and become of greater Wisdom.

                          The value of their experience...
                                     is the Soul-Wisdom that is gained by you.

              In addition to all this...
                    since you as a Soul live in the Spiritual Plane also...
                          you have all the Now-Time you need...
                                         to attend special classes...
                              and study a discipline or science you like best.

                     Can you imagine my friend... what all this means?
                               Do you really get the picture?

                 Do you truly comprehend the Splendor of the Soul You Are?

              And the Teachers here....

                              The best in the Universe...
                                          fabulous my friend... just fabulous.

              Well my dear friend...
                          do "I" really have to tell you more?

                    Do "I" really have to show you the entire Universe?

              You my friend... You Are the Universe.

                          In Mind and Matter...
                                      in Consciousness and Being.

                                For You Are... ALL THAT IS.

              Just grow and grow my friend.

                          Your Mind is the Mind of the Universe.

                                          Just let it expand and become awake.

                                               With patience and endurance.

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              Soul... how could I be the Universe?

                                How could I be... ALL THAT IS?

                    How could I be all that...
                                      while YOU yourself are still limited?

                          You sure puzzle me Soul...
                                            You are very confusing.

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              Well my friend...
                          your potential is unlimited.

                                                  For you are Me.

                          It is just that up to now...
                                you and "I" are not Consciously Aware...
                                     of the Total Greatness WE are.

                                                            WE have to Awaken.

              Look at it this way...
                          what you are... and what you know...
                                         make up your Conscious Consciousness.

                    While what you are not yet...
                          and what you do not know as yet...
                                       make up your Unconscious Consciousness.

                    You are two things then...
                                      your Conscious Consciousness
                                                  and
                                     your Unconscious Consciousness.

              Now... when you learn something new...
                                  or grow in Awareness...
                               you break off a little piece...
                            from your Unconscious Consciousness...
                                       and it becomes Conscious Consciousness.

              Your Unconscious Consciousness then...
                          is the part you are chipping away at.

                    Every time a piece breaks off...
                                             you become aware of it...
                                  and it becomes your Conscious Consciousness.

              Slowly but surely then...
                    you will grow in awareness and sensitivity...
                                      and you will be more and more Conscious.

                          So bit by bit... lifetime after lifetime...
                                your Unconscious Consciousness...
                          is converted into Conscious Consciousness.
                                                             Or Awareness.

              This unlimited Unconscious Consciousness...
                          will be your unlimited potential Awareness.

                    Your Unconscious Consciousness then...
                          is as much within you... or a part of you...
                                as your Conscious Consciousness.

                    That's why "I" tell you...
                                     you are the Universe...
                                                and you are... ALL THAT IS....
                                                      It's very simple.

                    The things you are not aware of...
                                         are still a part of you.
                                                        A silent part.

                    For if it wasn't a part of you...
                              you would never become aware of anything.
                                  For it would be outside of you.

              All things in the Universe... including you...
                    are Mind or Consciousness in different forms.

                          Since all is Mind or Consciousness then...
                                  sooner or later you're bound to recognize...
                                                what's YOU.

              At this moment however...
                          the little Mind or Consciousness WE are...
                                   is not aware of its own Greatness as yet...
                                           because WE are asleep.


                  To awaken from this sleep... is our task.    Your task.

                  Anyway my friend...
                               "I" hope that our discussion...
                                                    helps to wake you up.

                               It's all "I" can do right now.

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              It certainly will Soul...
                          there is no doubt about it.

                    However... the chipping I have to do...
                                      is a job that will last forever.

                                              Somehow that's a very long time.

                    Do I ever get a break from chipping...
                           or how will I find rest... peace... and joy?

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              Well... first of all... you are you...
                                and you always will be you.

                    So... you can never take a break from yourself...
                                     for you can never run away from yourself.

                        However... you can take a break... with you.
                  Which naturally means to enjoy yourself... as yourself.

              In order to enjoy yourself as yourself...
                          you have to be able to accept yourself...
                                   you have to be able to accept what you are.

                    You have to understand...
                          that what you are is the best...
                                      you could be at this moment.

                    Which means...
                          that you are as perfect as you could be.


              Since you are you at all times...
                   and since you are always as perfect as you could be...
                                    you will understand...
                             that that is all you ever will be.

              So... as soon as you realize...
                            that you are you... forever...
                                  and that you at all times are as good...
                                      as that you could possibly be...
                            you will be able to accept yourself in good grace.

              You will find then...
                    that you are sufficient unto yourself.

                                      You will have found yourself.

              Then you will know...
                          that nothing more... can ever be found.

                  Yet... what you have found and are...
                                            will grow and grow.

                                       For being Man is a process.
                                                          A process of Growth.

              Eventually you will grow...
                          beyond the levels of Mankind...
                                               and you will be something else.

                     You will transcend Mankind in Nature and in Being.

                          You will become Me... an Infinite Soul.

              Yet... after you have become Enlightened...
                                and have become an Infinite Soul...
                                                        you will still be you.

                                 You always will be... you.

                    "I" suggest... that you get used to yourself.

                              It is the only way to be Happy and Joyful.

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              Please tell me Soul...
                    YOU say... that I have to become YOU...
                                      and that YOU will become me.

                    What do YOU really mean by that?

                                          Where do I go... when YOU become me?

                    I am sorry to ask again Soul...
                                          it's all very confusing.

                                                    It just isn't clear to me.

                              Please be patient with me Soul.

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              Patience my friend...
                          is what "I" am made of.

                    "I" have an infinite amount of it in gracious form.

                          Yet... "I" never use it...
                                  for "I" live in the Eternal Now.

                     You ask Me... where do I go... when YOU become me?

              Well my friend...
                   "I" have the task to become a physical being... like you...
                            with my Spiritual Power fully in tact.

              This means...
                    that "I" have to promote Myself...
                          by means of you and many others...
                                and become Me... the Infinite Soul...
                                      expressed in a physical vehicle or body.

                    My physical form then...
                                  will have to have all the Qualities...
                          "I" as an Infinite Soul or Son of God have acquired.

              The Great Spiritual Being "I" am then...
                                      becomes physically expressed...
                           maintaining the totality "I" as a Consciousness am.

                    In order to do that...
                           "I" live in many bodies... of different races...
                                 at different times and many places...
                                       so that "I" can learn...
                                                to create a Body-Form...
                                          suitable to fully express Myself in.

                All My lives in the many bodies "I" live in... are lessons...
                                and the world is My school.

               The trouble is every time "I" am born...
                                and have become one of you...
                                               "I" am not aware anymore...
                                            what my intentions were all about.

              In other words...
                    when "I" as a Soul... and as the Creator...
                            have been born... and live in My Creation...
                                 "I" have forgotten who or what "I" really am.

                    Every time "I" am born...
                          "I" am born ignorant... again and again.

                    The more times "I" do this however...
                           the more "I" am able to remember who "I" really am.

                            Eventually "I" am born Consciously.

              This means that "I" bring with me...
                                        into the Earth Plane...
                                 the Knowledge of Who "I" really am...
                          as well as that "I" consciously select my parents...
                              and the environment into which "I" am born.

                                           This is called... The Virgin Birth.

              Many Great Beings in the past...
                    have completed the Biological Path to Enlightenment.
                          Sometimes Religions are formed...
                                  after the Enlightened Soul leaves the Earth.

                    Most Religions however...
                          water down to nonsense in not too long a time.

              Mankind in the past... and in the present...
                                         has always been looking for Saviours.

              In the future however...
                    Mankind as a whole will have reached an Age of Maturity...
                                         and naturally...
                             the present Religions will be abandoned.

              Anyway... let's return to your questions....

              To create an Infinite Soul or Consciousness...
                          that knows how to manifest into a Human Form...
                                    that Soul has to undergo many experiences.

              In other words...
                    "I" have to learn to become an Infinite Soul...
                                    by living many lives in the Physical.

                          The Physical Reality is My School...
                                         it is the Location where "I" grow up.

             So... My task... is...
                    the creation of a Puppet in the physical reality...
                                that will be worthy of becoming the Puppeteer.

                    During the times then...
                          that "I" as a Soul live in the physical reality...
                                      "I" will learn many things...
                                                           about this reality.

              The physical reality... is the Creation...
                          of the Puppets and their Higher Selves...
                                    the Great Consciousnesses of the Universe.

              So... "I" then... as a Soul... and as a Vehicle or Puppet...
                    live in my own Human Body... and Creation...
                                               and while "I" do this...
                                      "I" learn what my Creation is all about.

                    The Physical Reality or Manifested Creation...
                          is the Learning Ground... and the Playground...
                                   for Consciousnesses that are in training...
                                           to become Sons of God.

              Each learning Son of God...
                    is an Individuated God Being or Soul...
                                        who selects and/or creates...
                                his Vehicles or Bodies and lives in them...
                             in order to discover... who or what he really is.

                    The whole Matter-Experiment then...
                          that was started by the ignorant Man-Spirits...
                                    eventually produces... living Sons of God.

                          The Matter World is the Breeding-Ground...
                                                   of Gods and Creators.

              So after living in many... many Bodies then...
                    the Individuated Consciousness or Soul becomes wiser...
                              and eventually will be wise enough...
                                        to promote itself to Infinite Souldom.

                                             Like Buddha did... and Jesus...
                                                    and many Others.

              You and "I" then my friend...
                    are entering a Higher Level of Awakening...
                                  and by trying to do things properly...
                           WE as a Consciousness will eventually fully Awaken.

                    Our so called Unconscious Consciousness...
                          will be slowly converted into full Awareness.

                                You and "I" know now... what to do.

                                        WE must awaken and become fully Aware.

              The understanding of what Human Life is all about...
                    is a great step towards Peace of Mind and God Realization.

                          However... knowing about it...
                                does not mean that all the work is done.

              To become Enlightened is the result of...
                           Universal Evolution and Conscious Self Development.

              To live Consciously...
                          is a matter of training your Mind.
                                                       It's hard to do.

              Anyway my friend...
                    some Conscious Self Development is done...
                                                    by listening to Me.

                                              You but listen... and "I" speak.

                    By speaking and listening to each other...
                                          WE both become a little wiser.

                    The Teacher and the Student...
                                          are the same Consciousness...
                                  but we seem to live in different Dimensions.

              In actuality...
                    you and "I" are not really in different places...
                                         for both of us live in the same Mind.
                                                  The Universal Mind.

              We only seem to find ourselves in different places...
                    because we temporarily have erected different divisions...
                          within the same Mind or Consciousness...
                                that gives us the Illusion of Separation.

                    Once you and "I" fully awaken however...
                        you will see and know that Life in the Physical...
                                                         is a beautiful Dream.

              We will both come to the conclusion then...
                      that not one thing is ever separated from this One Mind.

                    You and "I" have always lived...
                                         in this One and Universal Mind.

                        We Are This Universal Mind or Consciousness.

              So... all our lives then... and whatever happens in them...
                                  is nothing but a Super Fantastic Real Dream.

              We dream in order to become wise...
                                 and the wiser we become...
                             the more we awaken and discover...
                        that we are God the Creator or All That Is.

                                                     We have always been THAT.

                       What "I" speak of my friend... is not a Joke.

              We are the Creator dreaming...
                            that Life in the Physical is a Dream that is Real.

              In other words...
                    the Physical Universe... the Solar System...
                           the World... and all the People on our Earth...
                               and any other thing you can think of...
                       are realities... or things that are formed by dreaming.

                                                 We dream the World.

              You and "I" and Everybody...
                                are the Creator in Glorious Form.

                    We as the Creator create Realities and/or Things...
                                      according to the level of our Awareness.

              The One Mind of the Universe...
                                or the Mind of God/Creator...
                   has 'Individuated Itself' into different God-Beings...
                        who educate themselves by means of different Dreams...
                                    that are their own Creations.

                   All these God-Beings eventually will find out...
                          that all people and all things are really One.
                                We all are the same....
                                         Infinite and Divine Force called God.

              All Individuated Consciousnesses...
                                 are interconnected and united...
                    by means of their Holographic or Morphogenetic Energies.

              These Holographic or Morphogenetic Energies...
                                      or the Energies of Consciousness...
                              are or form the Spiritual Oneness of ALL Things.

                    The Universe... the World... and all People...
                             form the Mystical Body of Buddha or Christ.

                                 The whole Universe is ONE.

              Many of us are fooled however...
                    and think that there are divisions or separations...
                                                           but this is not so.

                     The divisions or separations that we experience...
                              are the phenomena of our Dream.

                                    The Dream however... is Real...
                                                    like all Dreams are.

              We are under the domination of our senses...
                      and our senses in combination with our Conscious Mind...
                               create the Dream... we all call Life.

              All Beings in the Universe...
                        are individuated and seemingly separated...
                   from each other and from the original divine Source...
                                    according to their own level of Awareness.

                    In other words...
                          the higher your level of Awareness...
                                the closer you are to the Source...
                                                              and to Others.

                    The lower your level of Awareness...
                          the more you are removed from the Source...
                                                              and from Others.

                          This means... that the higher your Awareness...
                                   the more you are able to Love.

              So... being able to Love your brother Man...
                                depends on the level of your Awareness.

                          We could say then... the more you Love...
                                                       the more you are Aware.

                    Loving then...
                         does not depend on sentimental feelings...
                                            or on emotional attachments.

                            Love is Awareness or Understanding.

              The Unconscious Consciousness we are and share...
                                     is the Universal Mind or the Mind of God.

                    This Universal Mind however...
                                     is not just Unconscious.

                                            It knows instinctively what to do.

              The Universal Mind could be called...
                                                  The
                                  Collective Unconscious Consciousness
                                      with an Instinctive Awareness.

                      The Universal Mind is aware... but never thinks.

                                        Yet its actions... make perfect Sense.

              The Unconscious Mind...
                          does not really know what it is doing.

                                          WE KNOW.
                                              ... And that is enough.

              So... you then my friend or all of us...
                      ARE the Universe... because all of us have...
                                unlimited Conscious and Unconscious command...
                                        of the Universal or All Mind.

                                                 For this Mind... is our Mind.

                    While Creation is the Manifestation...
                                      of the Universal or All Mind...
                              that by the Activities of its Individualities...
                                           produces... What Is.

              You as a Human Being then...
                              are a product of this Mind...
                          but only because of your Individual...
                     Conscious and Unconscious Choices and Actions...
                                                 have you become what you are.

              To learn to live consciously..
                    and to learn to utilize the All Mind consciously...
                          in a positive and/or loving manner...
                                is the task for Mankind.

                                                  In order to do this...
                                                          One has to be Aware.

                    Awareness then my friend...
                                        is what the World of Man needs.

                              Love will follow automatically.

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              Our Conscious Consciousness then Soul...
                                      is the Level of our Awareness.

                          And our Unconscious Consciousness...
                                            is the Level of our Unawareness.

              The trick then is...
                     to use or apply our Awareness... however small...
                                  toward the uncovering...
                           of our Unawareness or Unconsciousness.

                     This is very difficult Soul...
                           for it is like making a million dollars...
                                     and all we've in the bank is two pennies.

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                             You're absolutely right my friend...
                                 but as you so well know...
                    the bigger the challenge... the bigger the victory.

                          And please do not forget...
                                 you have all the time in the Universe.

              I also would like to mention here...
                             that Awareness and Intelligence...
                                            are two different characteristics.

                    Many of you in the world...
                                 indeed are intelligent...
                                            but Awareness is sadly lacking.

                         That's why there is so little Love...
                                                   and Fear prevails.

                            Fear is the opposite of Love...
                                           Awareness is the Clue.

                    An aware person loves... regardless...
                                               he can't help but love.

                    Anyway my friend...
                             "I" suggest we rest for a while...
                                                         we are tired.

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