Life is easy my friend.
It is the quest for the fulfillment...
of your desires and expectations...
that make it difficult for you.
In other words... the world has sold you a bill of goods
and it does not deliver.
Start looking within the self...
to find the SELF within.
All the answers are there.
Life is a do it yourself job...
for it is your life you are living.
You really do not want
someone else to tell you how to live...
do you?
You are the solution...
to your problems.
Besides my friend...
you know you can always count on me...
by listening.
"I" am you...
and you are Me... remember?
Did you forget already?
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I really did not forget Soul.
But somehow... sometimes... Life seems to be...
one big question.
The more I try to solve it...
the more the answer deludes me.
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My dear friend...
the more you try to solve life...
the more indeed... you will be deluded.
For who is it...
that is trying to solve what?
You Are Life.
How can Life solve itself?
How can you as an Aspect of Life...
find out what Life in Total is all about?
You change the Total... by changing yourself.
Life my friend...
is an Eternal Enigma.
Can a brain... investigate itself?
Can an eye... analyze itself?
The very process of investigation...
changes the subject that's being investigated.
And last but not least...
why do anything else... but LIVE Life?
Why try to solve anything?
Take Life... as it is... Life.
Live it... feel it.
Don't think it... feel it.
So... my friend...
it indeed might seem strange to be told not to think...
but Life is not a thinking matter.
Life is to be felt.
Life is not a formula...
nor is it a thing that can be lived...
according to instructions.
Any Instructions.
Life my friend... Life is a Mystery.
Life is Magic... Godness... Divine.
And thinking my friend...
is the Enemy of Man and his Life.
Man is... a Feeling Alive.
Man is... a Feeling Being...
who has taught himself to think.
To feel however...
that is what Life is all about.
Now... don't get Me wrong...
when I say that thinking is the enemy of Man and his Life.
"I" mean... that thinking gets Man into trouble...
every time he relates his thinking...
to the Universe he lives in.
The Universe... and or Life...
is not something that can be thought about...
in a purely rational manner.
The Universe is more than a Rational Thought Process.
The rational way of thinking...
is the thinking Man does...
with his Conscious Mind.
The Conscious Mind of Man...
is the very Mind that deludes him.
This is the Mind...
that reasons with itself...
within itself.
It circles within its own boundaries....
This useless thinking...
gives Man the idea that he is sane..
because he thinks so.
Since Man finds himself sane...
he thinks that what he does...
is reasonable and responsible.
With a proud feeling in his heart...
he goes to war and kills his brothers.
Really my friend... is that what saneness is all about?
Man my friend... is the killer of his brother...
the killer of himself.
All this is done...
with the blessings of whatever religion...
he happens to be following.
And for what my friend?
For what?
A piece of mud?
A barrel of oil?
Please sit still my friend...
don't get the shivers yet...
"I" am not through by far.
Sit still... and don't think.
The part "I' really want to talk about...
is most important and coming up next.
This is the part "I" want you to be most aware of.
You see my friend...
Man and his Conscious Mind...
is supposed to be better than the animals.
Man however... although he is self-aware...
in no way can touch the sense..
of the lower life forms.
Mankind at this moment of his evolvement...
is going through a period of growth...
that is dangerous to your planet.
You are in a phase of development... in which...
you try to create some kind of Rational Thinker.
While you are doing this however...
you seem to have lost your Intuitive Knower.
The Intuitive Knower...
is what the animals use... to tell them...
what to do and what not to do.
You as Man... are somehow trying to out-smart...
this Intuitive Knower.
You have started to function by...
your Conscious Mind... the Circling Thinker.
In other words...
Man in some fashion... has become a whimsical thinker...
and circles within his own rational fantasies...
while in the mean time...
he is awful short on Intuition or real Knowing.
Man... thinks that he knows...
because he knows that he thinks.
But he does not grasp the reality of what he really is...
for what he really is... does not include a real Grasper.
So here we have then...
Beings that call themselves Sane...
because they think so.
But in actuality they suffer from Insanity...
because they have forgotten...
how to use their Intuitive Power.
Man does not know...
that he has but partially evolved...
towards his Total Greatness.
Man is like a child... that thinks... it is grown up.
Man is unaware that his potential Greatness...
is but in the beginning stages.
Each member of Mankind is a God in Human Form.
You see my friend...
some millions and millions of years ago...
when Man became self-aware... he concluded...
that he was more than the animals.
This 'moreness' gave him the idea... that in turn...
there must be an even greater Being yet..
that put him where he was.
This 'putter' of Man... was given a name...
Man called it God.
Well... as soon as this happened...
the first religion was born.
Naturally different kinds of people...
had different ideas about this God.
Pretty soon... some people...
thought that they had a better God than others.
Well... Mankind being what they were... and are...
cannot tolerate that other people have smaller Gods.
So... what do they do?
They try to convert other people.
If not by smile... then by sword.
Some people even have Gods...
that only like certain people.
These people think...
that they have been chosen by this God.
They are God's People.
Anyway my friend... do "I" need to tell you more?
At this time my friend...
"I" think it is time to answer...
some of your other questions.
Or is there a question...
that bugs you even more right now?
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Not really Soul...
the questions I had were bad enough.
Please answer them Soul.
I'll behave and sit still.
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Well... here is the question...
whether you came to Earth...
of your own free will.
Naturally you did.
There is no doubt about it.
You see my friend...
before Man was Man... billions of years ago...
he was only present in a Spiritual Form.
He was Man-Spirit in God.
The physical Solar System...
or the world as we know it now...
was never heard of.
Man was a Spirit... and had been a Spirit...
for an immeasurable time.
He was aware as a Spirit...
but the Knowledge and Wisdom about himself...
and what he could do was far from complete.
He was ignorant... and he knew it.
In his ignorance...
by curiosity...
he discovered... Matter.
A product of his Mind.
In other words...
the Man-Spirit in God...
stumbled into the Matter Phenomena...
and the creation of it.
He discovered...
that matter was something other than himself.
Yet... it was himself...
for he created it from an aspect of himself.
An aspect of his Mind.
The stuff he created...
was his Mind or Consciousness 'slowed down'...
and... it was of a different Nature and Dimension.
He could control it... fool around with it...
and on top of all this... he liked what he could do.
During these experiments...
his older Brothers in Consciousness...
the Great Consciousnesses of the Universe...
found out what this Man-Spirit... was up to.
These Great Beings told the Man-Spirit...
to leave the stuff alone.
And that did it.
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Man being Man... and ignorant... and curious like always...
Man would not be told... to leave things alone.
So... all who were told gathered together...
and agreed that all of them were Free GodBeings...
and had the right to experiment...
until satisfied.
Man they said...
is a Free Being in God.
They wanted to find out...
what this matter-stuff was all about.
The Great Consciousnesses of the Universe...
came together as well in all their Power...
and decided that indeed the Man-Spirit...
was free to do what it wanted.
They agreed that the Man-Spirit needed to learn by experience...
and they decided to help this little Mind...
by becoming involved.
The Great Beings... or Gods... knew very well...
that in order to become Wise and Knowledgeable...
you have to have experience.
Well... experiment we did.
For eons and eons we satisfied our curiosity...
and here we are... stuck in matter.
Souls in Meat.
The Matter World around you...
is the result of our experiment...
and our Creation.
Up to the very present...
we are still living in our Creation...
but few do know it.
You are a Spirit... that's partly physical.
You are experiencing the World of Matter...
your own Creation... and you are carrying it.
You live in it.
So here we are my friend...
we find ourselves in the World of Man...
slugging along.
You and "I" are here...
in order to find out...
what Matter is all about.
The Great Consciousnesses... or Gods...
assisted the Man-Spirit in forming...
the Solar System and its many planets.
And other Galaxies and Solar Systems were created...
by other Great Beings or Gods...
for different kinds of people...
all over the Universe.
For in this Universe...
we are far from alone.
All physical Beings in the Universe...
are a different kind of Species of Man.
All are different... but all are Man.
Everybody... is a Sky-Brother.
Some are older and wiser...
and some are in first grade.
But all of them are... learning Creators.
Billions and billions of Beings...
are of a Spiritual Nature only.
They never became Physical.
They do not live on planets...
but live in Consciousness.
They live in the All-Mind.
Some other Spiritual Beings...
are our Teachers and sometimes materialize.
They come to Earth and try to teach us.
We are their Students.
Most of the time however...
they look after us in a silent manner.
They let us learn from our mistakes.
They are our older Brothers in God.
And now then...
we come to your question of free will.
Yes my friend... you have free will for sure.
But when you live in a body...
your free will is relative.
You as a Soul already have exercised...
the right of free will.
You are Me... and you have chosen...
to become You... the Physical Being.
You as the Physical Being or person...
are the result of My/Your free will.
So... an Aspect of what we truly are...
lives on Earth as you.
"I" then... live within you...
and try to become a little wiser... again and again...
by living in the flesh as a Human Being.
"I" am experiencing My Creation...
the Body You Are...
as well as the World we create...
and live in.
"I" like it... don't you?
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Yes I do Soul...
I sure do.
But sometimes you know...
sometimes I would like to be a rock.
It seems easier.
Often I find life to be spinning or dragging...
between too much... and too little.
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Well my friend... you are past the easy part.
A rock you were before...
a plant you have been...
and an animal was your booster.
And now you are Man.
Self-Aware and thinking.
All that is left to do... is to become Me.
It's simple my friend... a piece of cake.
In order to become Me...
you have to become more open to Me.
And when you become more open to me...
Life becomes more fun.
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Yes... but You have the fun part Soul...
I am the Worker and the Doer.
I do all the sweating.
Or do You feel...
what I feel Soul?
Do You think and feel...
what I think and feel?
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Well my friend...
"I" have to surprise you with this one.
"I" am the ONE who is doing the Thinking.
"I" am the One who is doing the Feeling.
"I" am the Mental Aspect my friend...
"I" am the Consciousness of both of us.
And you are my Sensor...
in the Plane of Separation.
You are the Doer.
Yet... as you know... you feel and think...
naturally you do.
The feeling and thinking you do in this Plane of Earth...
teaches you how to behave and act.
For wrong feelings and thoughts...
lets you suffer for what you do wrong.
Your feeling and thinking...
creates within you the emotional self.
The little you within.
The little you within...
is the Aspect of yourself that survives...
the Death of your body.
While the benefits of your actions...
in each life... are my benefits.
"I" am the Consciousness who learns.
"I" am the ONE who uses this learning... again and again...
for the raising of my other vehicles.
Which are your re-incarnated selves.
The other people you also are.
Whatever you learn then in this Plane of Earth...
becomes my Knowledge and Experience...
of this Plane of Being.
Your re-incarnated selves...
are able to take advantage...
of what you taught Me.
Naturally it also works the other way around.
You see my friend... the Soul "I" am...
is you... minus the emotional self you are.
"I" am above... what you call... emoting.
So "I" then do not become emotionally involved
with all the ins and outs of your life...
in the Plane of Separation.
"I" leave that to you.
The experience "I" gain...
by means of you and all the others...
adds to the White-Magic-Box "I" am.
The feeling and thinking you and "I" do...
is the feeling and thinking...
you and "I" experience as... One Being.
This One Being is the Soul We Are.
You as the Body-Mind-Aspect...
seemingly live all by yourself.
This is not so.
For the Great Soul "I" am...
lives and feels with all my Instruments...
at all times.
"I" overlook and am... the many "I" live in.
You experience... feel or sense...
the pain and pleasure of your actions...
in a physical... intellectual and/or emotional way.
"I" naturally... experience... feel or sense...
all your sensations as well as you do.
However... "I" am not affected by them.
No ill affect clings to Me...
while you could get ill from them.
You see... "I" have no other way of telling you...
what to do... or not to do... than by emotional feedback.
Which naturally is the feeling of feeling good...
or the feeling of feeling bad about yourself.
You... my friend...
you are my thoughts and dreams.
My thoughts and dreams living...
in the Physical Reality.
You are acting out My Plan... My Dream... My Thoughts.
In other words...
"I" dream and become wise...
while you do the work.
But remember...
WE are the Consciousness...
that functions within you.
So... you are...
the Action in Matter of our Dream.
You are the Instrument in a Dimension...
"I" as a Consciousness could never touch.
For "I" am a Mental Being.
By means of you though...
"I" am Physical... Living Matter.
You are the extension of Me...
in the same way as your hands...
are the extension of your brain.
While your brain...
and many other parts of your body...
receive my Thoughts.
In order to receive My Thoughts loud and clear...
you yourself tune or create your brain and sensors...
to produce the openness for good reception.
For the way you feel and think and act...
creates the purity or openness...
of the Physical Being you are.
By tuning in to Me then...
you are able to receive Me better and better...
depending on the openness you have created.
You create this openness...
by utilizing what you have learned...
about yourself and Me.
In a way then... there is not much "I" can do...
until you are ready to do it.
You are the One... that determines You.
You are the Doer... yet you are Me.
The Awareness you will have of Me...
depends on Willingness... Openness... and Love.
So... the more you love Me... or your God Within...
the more you become aware of your own Greatness in God.
Loving Me... or your God... is loving YourSelf.
For You are Me... and God.
To make things interesting on Earth
you and "I" as the Creators of all this...
have created a world with many diversions.
These diversions... sort of trick you.
The trick however is... not to be tricked.
All you do on Earth... or "I" do by means of you...
is nothing but a lesson or an experience to grow from.
So whatever experience you engage or indulge in...
is fine with Me... for "I" learn from all you do.
Anything that is not important to you...
you either have done some other lifetime..
or is not a part of this life.
When you do... what "I" want you to do...
you will get a good feeling about yourself.
For in actuality... you wanted to do that...
in the first place.
For "I" am You.
You as Me then...
are the action of My Dream...
and are living as Me... and for Me... being You.
So... the role you are playing in this Dream...
is your role... and it is the role or part...
you are suitable for.
All the other 'yous' are the actions of their role or part.
While Everybody is Me.
You however... only know you.
Not until you completely awaken...
will you find out what and whoever else...
you really are.
You will find then... that you are... whatever exists.
You are the ALL of the Universe.
The Very Self.
Through Me... You are connected and ONE...
with the Universe of Consciousness or Life.
For "I" am ONE... and in ONENESS...
with the Universe of Consciousness...
that permeates ALL.
Your Conscious Mind however...
is not developed enough to understand all this.
You have to wait until you grow in Understanding.
To grow in Understanding...
is but a matter of Time.
Time for Me... is Now-Time...
but for you it seems to be...
past... present and future.
All of this seems very real... but in actuality it isn't.
What "I" would like you to do my friend... is...
think about this past... present... and future...
for a minute or two.
You see... when you think about the past...
what is it you really do?
When you think about the future...
what is it you really do?
You think 'thoughts'... right?
So when you think about the past and the future...
all you do is think 'thoughts' or are busy mentally.
The Past and the Future then...
from your point of view... are Mental Phenomena.
While the Present...
is the only time you experience as Action.
Action in Nowness.
Which again transfers itself into Thoughts.
So... really all you ever do is 'think' and 'feel'.
In other words...
the action taking place... or the time you exist...
is nothing but a Moment of Being.
Being Alive.
Being Alive is Consciousness in Action in Nowness.
Well... since you are alive...
you are Consciousness in Action in Nowness...
which is Consciousness at Work... producing thoughts.
You are then... a Being in Action...
producing and observing your thoughts.
The Being or Observer in Action... you are...
is living Life by doing nothing...
but Thinking and Feeling.
All you experience then are your Thoughts...
Thoughts that have become your Reality....
You are then... a Being or a Consciousness Alive...
Thinking and Feeling.
To put it in different words...
you do nothing but DREAM.
However... you do not think...
that you are Me... the Dreamer.
But yet... You Are.
Also... you do not think...
that your Life is OUR Dream.
Yet... this is the case.
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What am I doing now Soul?
Is sitting still and listening... dreaming?
Or am I dreaming that I am alive...
and think that I am listening?
... and who really am I listening to?
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Well my friend... what you are engaged in...
is called... becoming aware of happenings...
you are normally unaware of.
You have opened a Door...
that up to now was hidden from your awareness.
The Door... is the Door to an Unknown Universe.
And you are listening to...
an Aspect of yourself that was unknown to you before.
That Aspect is your Greater or Higher Self...
the Aspect that lives in many Dimensions.
Normally you are focused...
in the Physical Reality of Earth.
Indeed a beautiful place to be.
When you are listening to Me however...
you are not there at all.
Only your body is there.
Right now your Consciousness is focused...
upon the Regions in which "I" live and dwell.
Your Mind is in an altered state...
it's in a different state of awareness.
There are many different states of awareness...
all of them however are within the ONE Mind.
"I" am focused...
in as many states of awareness as "I" have to be...
in order to keep track of all the Beings "I" am.
Which is quite a few my friend.
For Me... they all live at the same time...
and in the same location.
For All of Them live right here...
within the Consciousness "I" am.
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Soul... could I ever lose myself...
in another state of awareness?
Could I become somebody else... all of a sudden?
Would I be lost for good?
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