... Thoughts that won't go Away ...

The following collection of short essays deals with a variety of subjects. Eventually, all of them tie together for they are One. I hope that you enjoy these essays and recommend them to other Souls. Just below you'll find the abbreviations I have used...




~ Abbreviations ~

TIL = Creation = God
TIL = Consciousness = God
TIL = The Infinite Light = The Father
MAN = The Manifestation = The Son or Christ
The IS = The Infinite Subconsciousness = The Spirit


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...  TIL  ...  The IS  ...  Mankind  ...


They can be reached by intuition...
Mysteries happen and they cannot be explained with words. All we can do is accept 'what is' by accepting the mysteries. This become easier by the passing of time within which we become more sensitive. Matter of fact - Life is actually one infinite mystery! Think of an apple-seed for example - it contains an infinite amount of apple trees! How can this be? Miracles!! Also, eventually, we will discover that we are not interested in searching for "Who or What We Are" anymore - we will just know. This does not mean that we are almighty then or know everything. Our knowledge is like an island and the more we get to know, the more our island grows and the longer the shores of our ignorance are. We will also discover for example, that the answers most people are looking for, are not found in the writings of the present or the past. The answers lie within "The Infinite Source We Are". They can be reached by intuition. By being Still and Listening...

We are our Soul reflected in matter...
When we look into the mirror - and see our reflection - we see our Soul or God reflected in matter. This reflection is the Reflection of The IS - The Infinite Subconsciousness. The IS expresses itself as the manifested universe or creation, known and unknown, high and low. It also *is* matter!  It is a natural thing for The IS to express itself. It's as simple as being an apple, or an apple seed. The Infinite Subconsciousness or The IS - expresses itself into what is. This is its Nature! It is an automatic process and it does not require self-awareness or a conscious knowledge about it. It is a completely unconscious or subconscious happening. The Creator or TIL or The IS is not a knowing Being with self-awareness. It is a totally impersonal and neutral Force. That is why it is of enormous importance that we know what we are doing. We must act consciously! Mankind and all other Beings are the conscious side of Creation. The manifested side of Creation is the Christ-Side of Creation. The Aware Side! Within this aware side of creation we find co-creators with awareness levels that are completely beyond human comprehension. Wow! They enjoy full Awareness - The Christ Awareness or Higher...

It does this in order to know itself...
Creation is the reflection of The Infinite Light or TIL. It comes about via its Infinite Subconsciousness or The IS. It appears as the Manifestation or Creation - this includes the entire universe. Since the nature of the unmanifested or The IS - is to express itself - it manifests itself. It becomes Man and other Beings. It does this in order to know itself. It's a forever happening and all Beings, Entities and Things in Creation are aspects of this manifestation. Each particular form actually is The Infinite Light or TIL. The human expression of The IS is but a very small aspect of its total expression. The amount of expressions are unlimited or infinite. This is so, because Mind or Consciousness is infinite - it can always think of something more or different. Mind or Consciousness is inexhaustible. We could see it as a kaleidoscope with a ka-zillion pieces of colored glass forever rotating to produce its patterns. Do you see that small burnt orange piece of glass shining brilliantly? That's you!  I am the pink piece...

There is no objective reality...
The IS manifests itself into seemingly separate manifestations. It is an infinite amount of beings and things that appear to be separate from each other. This in and by itself makes Life very puzzling. In actuality there is no separation, for The IS embraces and is all things. It is One Energy of which only some aspects are visible! The entire creation is Mind Energy vibrating. Nothing is solid! Mankind and all the rest of the manifestation literally "swim" within The IS. It is Mind in Action! Creation is a subjective phenomena - it is not real in an objective sense. We only think that it is real. We as human beings create our own realities by dreaming or thinking and what we experience of this - is a self-created point of view. There is no objective reality. This does not mean however that 'things' do not exist! We all create our own subjective realities and interpretations of our environment. Only in this sense do we create our own reality. We all see something different compared to the next fellow. Also, we see things through our own distorted filter and that is why there are disagreements. Naturally, there is also a collective agreement in other areas. Human Life would be impossible without it...

Our origin does not lay in the past...
Life and the way we live it, somehow becomes an enormous puzzle to some of us. We feel that we have lost our source and ask ourselves where do we come from or Who or What really are we? Our source or origin does not exist in the past however. Our source is all around us, and is - The IS - the Infinite Subconsciousness. We arose from it. We are IT! We like to divide The IS into many parts and then say - we all have our own subconsciousness and please do not bother us - use your own to play with. However, there are no individual parts or portions of The IS that can be owned. It's all One! We all are specific events or aspects of this Oneness. It means that we play individual roles in a collective performance. The best we can do is to consider ourselves specific Eddie-Currents within the infinite River of The IS. We all must learn to flow or play together...

Slowly we become wiser and wiser...
Because of the experiences we have as seemingly independent beings, we slowly become wiser and wiser. Eventually we see through the puzzle! When we see through this, we see that all beings and things are equal, for we all represent The One-Self or The One Energy We Are. The IS - is our Infinite Subconsciousness. The Energy that embraces ALL - and is ALL - is the Energy of our Universal Mind. All projections of this Mind seemingly live separate from this Mind. However, this is not so! Mind is indivisible and invisible. The trouble is that we as human beings see everything separate. This separation is an illusion. There is no separation whatsoever. The entire Universe is One Energy. The Infinite Light (TIL) or the Infinite Vibratory Energy, out of which All Things arise, is One Being. We are this Being...


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~ The Play of Creation ~


This portion is written from the point of view of the co-creators or souls we are.
Not from the point of view of the humans we think we are.

( This special section also has its own clicker )


Humans are hypnotized...
In the so called far away past, the OverLords or the co-creators created a specific world-mind-play and when the stage was set and the rules had been determined, souls began to seemingly incarnate into human vehicles in order to participate in this mind-play. Presently they are experiencing how this all works out. However, this mind-play is a specific play in mind or consciousness only! IOW: souls do not leave one world and enter another. There are no other worlds to enter into. All of this takes place in consciousness or mind only. Human Life is a Dream! However, the Dream is real while they are dreaming. Incarnations do not actually happen since there is only consciousness or mind. There are no matter worlds or universes to incarnate into! It only appears that way when souls occupy specific vehicles that they experience as their bodies...

Humans are hypnotized by their body and its senses...
All bodies are mind-things or we could even call them hallucinations. They are appearances or figments of mind or consciousness. Human bodies, brains and senses fool the soul as well as the body-mind! Human perception systems create an illusionary world or dream that they as a soul are subjected to. Humans are hypnotized by their senses and believe that what they experience is an actual happening. It is not! Their senses deceive them. There only appears to be a matter world and universe! For more see this...

Souls inspire the humans...
Human souls also are co-creators naturally since they are active aspects of The Creative Forces or Creation. Their human vehicles or energies play the roles they as co-creators have determined for themselves. The mind-play or dream is real to human representatives and they have free will within certain limits. Often they change the overall mind-play in minor ways. Major changes or implementations to the play are made by the Overlords by means of inspiring human vehicles. In general however, the original plan is followed as close as possible. This means, that many human beings think that they create their own reality, but in actuality, the reality in their world is mostly determined by the co-creators and only to a minor extent by the humans themselves...

No person is really good or bad...
Changes to the mind-play are introduced by means of certain human characters, who receive specific instructions or inspirations to modify or introduce certain happenings. At the same time, there are human beings who have roles that are contrary to the roles of other human-energies. Therefore, many scenarios implemented by certain human beings, differ from what other human beings would like to see happening. This creates the so called Good Guys versus Bad Guys scenarios. Naturally, all human beings play their role as planned and no person is really good or bad. All they do is play their roles! One thing is for sure - very few human beings see through the game we as co-creators or souls play. This means that most people are not that happy about what others are doing. They become upset, if not downright hostile! All this means, that the only thing that human beings actually create are their responses or reactions to what they perceive and the attitudes they develop from these perceived experiences. The point is - they are not on earth in order to change others or the world. They are on earth in order to become more aware and change themselves accordingly. Awareness will make them see through the game they as souls play. In order to do this, they need experience, intelligence, awareness, insight and wisdom - not more rituals, religions, teachings or stories...

Their participation is essential to themselves - not to the Play...
Life, and especially Human Life, is a cosmic play that teaches the human actors and audiences the lessons they need to learn. That's why the human-soul apparently incarnates at specific times and places in the first place. Many actors play their role by participating in the play and think/feel that their participation is essential to the outcome of the play. Not so! Their participation is essential to themselves - but not necessarily to the play. The outcome of the play is a collective agreement arrived at by the souls and co-creators who direct and participate in the mind-play. The human awareness level, that is reached during the mind-play, is the criteria that promotes the human-soul-energy to higher densities or dimensions. At a specific point in their awakening human beings will understand that their journey is a self-promoting one and depends entirely on the awareness level that has been reached by them...

Human Life is a self-created perceived reality...
Human beings are actors and they could compare themselves to Don Quixote. He fought the windmills of his mind. Physical reality is the windmill or dream of the human mind and the dream becomes next to irrelevant, once they have learned to look at it from above. The dream or the play is the teaching or lesson. In a way, any dream will do - as long as the lessons are learned. In the first place, human beings create their own version of the dream or play in the first place only! They are independent creators and perceivers of an illusion that they experience as a reality that is real to them. Human Life is a self-created perceived reality! All perceivers see something different and no perceiver is really right or wrong. In addition to this, all perceivers except for a few, have a distorted view of the play for they are limited in scope according to the level of their awareness. Seeing through the play helps tremendously for those who do. It's worth a celebration of laughs and an eternal smile...

There are thousands of religions or teachings...
The play is a teaching-device for human souls. Seeing through the play is what counts - the play is the teaching or lesson!  The religions or teachings humans follow or hear about in the play are coincidental. These teachings do have their purposes and values however. There are thousands of religions or teachings! Which one is the right one? This enormous question disappears immediately when human souls see through the game they play. Also, it is not important what human souls think or feel about the play! Whenever they have negative notions about the play - it means that they are misguided by their limitations. Human opinions are only temporary human views limited by a lack of full awareness. Once they see through the Play of Creation, the best thing to do is to become an Observer. In that position, all they need to do is share their views when asked. Views like that beat all teachings hands down...

The Mother Lode is beyond any teaching....
Certain snags develop for humans who follow a certain religion or teaching. One of them is that they find certain gems in their teaching and they keep looking for the Mother Lode! They are not aware that the Mother Lode is beyond any teaching. It is outside the Area of Belief. As long as people are following a teaching, they keep themselves within a Limited Area, protecting or defending themselves from other philosophies or so called wrong teachings or evil forces. Once they see through the games they play on earth and "insight" arrives, they shift from the Limited Area to the Laughing Area. Once they move to the Laughing Area they become invisible to the so called negative-ones from higher densities and their influences. At the same time other philosophies become available and valuable to them. This increases their knowledge and awareness...

The futility of limitation....
The majority of human souls do not arrive at this deeper insight, unless they have experienced the futility of limitation of the Third Density! This limitation is reached by trying all kinds of Teachings and Belief Systems that all turn out to be but Stories or Fancy Tales. Most followers of these Stories feel that there is a need to fix the world and they work towards that goal. This creates a reality of "us" versus "them". A reality like that is a self-created duality that promotes separation! It is the result of a lack of insight of what the world is about. The world is about creating Soul-Awareness. It is not about changing others or fixing the world. It is about seeing through the nonsense of it all that functions as...


... The Play of Creation ...



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~ We as Souls are Feeling Beings ~

Is that an act of Love or Selfishness?
I find that the concepts of Love versus Fear are so wide open and individual, that they really cannot be put into words and listed as if they belong in "Cubby-Holes" tucked away to be referred to later on. What about the Love of a Father for his daughter who is extremely sick, crippled and in terrible pain, begging him to end her life? Suppose he does so - is that an act of violence or Love? Or is the father selfish because he cannot stand to hear her moan all day?

Helping the body to die...
How about the genuine love of a mother for her son who gives her chocolates once in a while, while all along her son is a criminal who sells dope to children? How about a doctor, who knows that there is no cure for his patient's body. So he finally decides to let the body die easily by administering an overdose? Is that Love? Is that Violence?  Is it caring? Well, it certainly is not indifference...

Is that helping him to quit drinking?
I feel that Emotions, Feelings, Attachments and Dependency become so intermingled that nobody can determine which is the proper way to look at things - and say - what you are doing is an act of gross negligence, or an act of interference, or an act of Free Will. We must do, what we see fit to do at the time certain happenings occur. For example, suppose your Father drinks way too much and you take away the booze. Is that helping him to quite drinking? Is that interference? Is that Love? What right do we have to change others? All we can do is love them, which means letting them be...

These are but second hand stories...
Life to me is one big individual puzzle and no-one can say: this is Love, that is Attachment, this is Fear based, and this is Dependence, and this is Violence, and this over here is a lack of free will - for you interfered by pulling these two people apart while both of them were ready to kill each other. What we have been taught about "emotions" and "feelings" are but second hand stories that very seldom apply to real situations. They all are nonsense when the time arrives when we have to make the decisions ourselves...

Feelings are the nectar of the Gods...
Life is an individual Thing, and what we do as individuals, depends on our feelings and our Soul-based characteristics. Emotions are what we need to learn to control, while at the same time, we must learn to nurture our feelings. Feelings are the nectar of the Gods upon which creation is based and maintains itself. Human emotions are energies that are food for Negatively Oriented Beings in Fourth Density. It is wise not to feed them? Once they know where their food supply is, they will come and get more whenever they are hungry. So, learn to control your emotions!  Life is a lot more than physical stuff or energies. In the mean time, in order to learn what Life as a human being is all about, we seemingly incarnate into different times and places and function according to the feelings and awareness levels we have attained up to that point. Slowly but surely we climb the ladder of awareness and sooner or later leave this world behind for good...

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~ Question to All ~

? If the universe is about Change how can there be Truth in it ?
... I Think ...
! Change is the only Truth !

... Except for what we are of Course ...
We are the Truth and the Reality but fall for Stories and Illusions


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~ Admiration - Adoration - Praying ~


Why do we need to pray?
If we as Human Souls belong to the Universal Family of Light, and have older and younger Soul-Brothers and Soul-Sisters, in higher and lower densities, while at the same time all Souls and the Whole of Creation are God or the Self We Are - why do we need to pray? We would end up praying to ourselves, or aspects of ourselves. Is not this a kind of questionable? By praying I mean, mumbling the "Our Father" or "Hail Mary" dozens of times. I am not speaking about Affirmations, Visualizations and/or sending someone Loving Thoughts when permission has been granted. Or sending pleasant thoughts to plants or rose gardens. All that is good work...

Service to Others...
All I can say is, that I believe in Service and Helping others. As far as I can see (not very far), that's really what Life is all about - Service to Others! I feel that is what our Helpers and Guides, Masters and Great Masters are all about - Helping Others! After all, all we do is help our own siblings in the Family of Light or TIL...

Are we supposed to be humble?
All that is left to say now is, that we need to respect others, for all others are ourselves! Therefore, I do not see any use for mumbling prayers and/or humbleness either for that matter. Are we supposed to be humble because we recognize the Light of Christ that lives within us? I feel that all this humbleness is a spoiled leftover from the religions. I think it is time to look up and face the sky and say - I am the Light of Creation and so are You!  It really means that we appreciate who or what we are - Life!  Life itself manifested as the Beings We Are. I feel that respect for all is the quality to develop. Respect is like Love which is Understanding. It is acquired by knowledge and awareness. Awareness is the Clue of Life...


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~ Our Home and our Work ~

No one is too small...
Shakespeare said - the world is a stage - I say true. But in actuality - the entire universe is a stage! A multi-dimensional stage upon which we as human beings play our roles. These roles include the acts of the Secret Government, as well as the acts of the 4D/5D Beings who inspire us. We are the Essence of Creation and the roles we play have their scripts or lines in order to create a universal performance. All in all, it's a celebration of co-creators acting out their feelings and creativity. No one is too small to perform. We all make up One Energy doing its thing. It's a spectacle of infinite proportions. In the end, we all will discover that our Life is a Celebration of the Creator living as the Created. The Universe is our Home and our Work...

Knowing this...
As human beings we are actors and play our roles. We all have our scripts and when we speak them - we accept them as our personal truth. The lines we speak are different for all of us, and most often we have to agree to disagree with the lines of others. Meanwhile, all our lines are only temporary human opinions and the next time we incarnate, we have different lines again. We must always remember, that our temporary human lines or opinions have nothing to do with "The Truth We Are as the Essence of Creation". Knowing this will help us to be tolerant, patient and compassionate...



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