! Wake-up  World  Wake-up !
~ It's Time to Rise and Shine ~


We as spiritual beings or souls come to earth in order to experience the human condition. This includes the good and the bad scenarios of this world. Our world is a duality plane and no amount of love or grace will eliminate evil or nastiness. We will return again and again until we have pierced the illusions of this density. The purpose of human life is to awaken to universal truth. This also means that we must awaken to the lies and deceit mankind is subjected to. To pierce the third density illusion is a must in order to remove ourselves from the wheel of human existences. Love is the Answer by means of Knowledge and Awareness!



Barbara Hartwell
Legal Defense and Research Fund
PO Box 832
Woodstock NY 12498
WEBSITES  http://www.ulster.net/~babs7/
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December 26, 2001

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BEYOND THE DENVER CONNECTION

In my recent report, The Denver Connection: Spook Central, I began to tell a 
story of a far-reaching web of corruption; illegal covert operations; mind 
control; government cover-ups and much more.  This 'web', as I see fit to 
call it, extends far beyond Denver, spanning not only the U.S. but the 
entire globe.  Denver, especially during this past year, has been the locus 
of much activity in relation to my own situation and continuing 
investigation.   

I am necessarily telling the story from my own perspective and involvement, 
so I cannot claim to be an objective nor an unbiased party.  I don't yet 
know where the story will lead, nor what the outcome will be, especially for 
myself. I can only continue my investigation; reporting new developments and 
elaborating on past events as I learn more; as I interview more witnesses; 
as additional information is made available; as new facts and insights are 
revealed to me.

THE TANGLED WEB

But back to the web. As I envision this web in my own mind, it is punctuated 
at strategic points by nodes, like pins on a map; some representing 
individual entities; some collective entities. But however you may view it, 
many entities have been caught in this web, and like that woven by some 
sinister and predatory spider, it is a sticky and tangled web indeed. Some 
--lured perhaps by the promise of material booty, the spoils of global war 
and manipulation; the raw desire for power and ego-gratification, were 
inviegled by their own choice, in conscious, willing participation. Others 
found themselves ensnared, through no fault or choice of their own and are 
trying valiantly to extricate themselves. Still others don't realize their 
unwitting participation, their own victimization; nor that they are being 
exploited in a much larger scheme.

As for myself, I am simply trying to make sense of the many strange and 
disturbing events and 'coincidences' which continue to be part and parcel of 
what is already my very strange life. Admittedly, I myself was caught in the 
web from earliest childhood, by virtue of the unconscionable co-opting of my 
life by the CIA and have been struggling to free myself ever since. And 
perhaps naively ambitious, I have long sought not only to liberate myself, 
but to do all in my power to destroy the very fabric of the toxic web within 
which so many innocent souls suffer as hapless prey.

I don't claim to have all the answers; I don't claim to have all the facts 
at my ready disposal; and at this point I have little hard evidence of that 
which I do know. One salient fact, however, stands out in stark relief 
against the backdrop of this massive web of deceit, criminal activity and 
clandestine operations: Those who may have the courage and the true intent 
to extricate themselves; to openly fight for their liberty, and to expose 
the truth about the architects of the web are targeted for political 
persecution, and in the worst case scenario, hunted down mercilessly, marked 
for termination.

There is an old saying about the CIA: Once in, never out.  As I  see it, 
this little aphorism could apply just as well to the military or for that 
matter, any government bureau or agency in which the training and 
indoctrination become an integral part of the individual's psyche and mode 
of operation. Yet, as I know from personal experience, it is possible to 
free oneself from the mental straight jacket of the brainwashing -- for it 
is nothing less -- while retaining the training as a valuable -- and 
necessary --asset. And if that training is used in the service of honorable 
and ethical ideals, you have a fighting chance to beat those who are still 
'inside'-- still laboring under the indoctrination-- at their own game.  No 
guarantees. But still a fighting chance .....and that's enough for me.

One of the many caught in the sinister web is a man named Tim Hall, 
otherwise known by the code name: Weasel. He is a retired Special Forces man 
who was utilized in the infamous Phoenix Program under the command of 
General John K. Singlaub. I had been in the process of debriefing Hall, for 
the purpose of helping him recover his memories and free himself from the 
insidious chains of mind control programming which were instrumental in 
Phoenix, especially in the deepest black enclaves of the program involving 
political assassination. And I had high hopes for Weasel, I really thought 
he'd make it out and who knows ? ...maybe he still will. But for now, as I 
see it, his future is looking grim, though for all I know, he may see things 
in a very different light. I can't presume to read what is in his heart, nor 
to speak for him.

The last I heard from Tim Hall,  he had -- seemingly of a sudden -- made a 
180-degree turn, and instead of standing by his oath to defend liberty and 
the Constitution, told me he had agreed to go back to work for the 
government, under the repressive regime. During one period of time, while 
serving in the military, he had been part of the Army's Criminal 
Investigation Division (CID).  Now, claimed Hall, he had accepted an offer 
to work CID for the IRS.

Yes, the IRS, the same good folks who had frozen his bank accounts and 
looted his cash only a few weeks before, as part of their PsyOps campaign. 
Well, maybe now at least they'll give him back his money, along with an 
extra bonus. Who can say ?

Hall explained that he had met with some gov't agents, whom he referred to 
as 'the boys' and was told by these agents that they (whoever they are) were 
about to 'bring the roof down' on yours truly, Barbara Hartwell. Whatever 
that means......

THE BIG MESS

Naturally, I have had to think hard about what this might mean......this 
so-called 'bringing the roof down'. I was told by Weasel that 'the agents' 
explained that I and certain other whistleblowers with similar values and 
commitments -- such as exposing the gov't corruption by which we had been 
victimized; defending our civil liberites and our Constitution -- had 
'created a mess' for 'them'. I can only guess that telling the truth would 
create a mess; that is, since the powers-that-be and their whores in the 
mainstream media are in the business of selling lies wholesale to the 
American Public. And I guess defending the Constitution could 'create a 
mess' for those who are hell-bent on staging a full-blown Coup d' Etat.  Yes 
indeed, real patriots --those willing to die fighting for their freedom -- 
could certainly create quite a mess.

I have also had to think about the true identities of the several sets of 
government agents who paid visits on Hall, between the dates of November 7 
and December 10. The first set, who showed up the day after Hall's arrest on 
November 6, for 'assault with a deadly weapon on gov't officials' at the 
Denver Social Security Office, claimed to be FBI. These were the guys who 
claimed to be among a few 'good guys' still inside the gov't, who also 
claimed they 'supported' my cause -- defending the Constitution -- and said 
they understood that what the CIA had done to me was wrongful. Yeah, right. 
I really believe they're on my side....real stand up guys.

The second set of agents, who showed up sans a warrant, to confiscate 
documents which they said they needed to file additional criminal charges 
against Tim White, claimed to be DOJ, according to Hall. These were the guys 
who told Hall that they had been informed he was planning to take a trip; 
the planned trip was to see me, though this time my name was not mentioned 
by the agents. And of course, the planned trip from Denver to Woodstock, NY 
was sabotaged, as I fully expected it would be. Hall found sugar in his gas 
tank, which effectively threw a wrench into his plans.

As far as I can tell, about the only thing these agents told the truth about 
was that they had been listening to my phone conversations with Tim Hall; 
and had us both under other forms of surveillance. But then, that was no 
news flash to me, since in my case it's been going on for many, many years. 
In Tim's case, who knows ? He told me he was only targeted for surveillance 
and harassment after he became associated with me and my 'cause'. 

As to the identities of the third set or group of agents, with whom Hall met 
to discuss some issues, including those to do with myself and my activities, 
I was never told by Hall who they claimed to be. By that time, Hall had 
turned to the other side, and I guess he thought I didn't have the 
need-to-know.

However, I do know that unless any of these agents had very high security 
clearances they could not possibly have access to any real information about 
me nor the covert operations I was involved in. Unless the agents were 
actually CIA or possibly from certain other intelligence agencies, foreign 
or domestic  and posing as law enforcement under DOJ ( not an uncommon 
situation) they could not possibly have gained access to my files. But since 
I have no way to prove any of this, it is pointless to speculate further.

But before I forget, I was also offered 'protection'  from the re-recruited 
Weasel who had turned to the side of my adversaries, the 
Constitution-shredders, the traitors, liars and cowards who are apparently 
acting as enforcers for King George II and his henchmen, Tom Ridge and John 
Ashcroft. I was told by Weasel that he didn't know how long they would wait 
to 'make their move' on me, that he could only 'protect' me for so long.

But anyway, being who and what I am, a defender of the Constitution, a 
patriot and someone who has long vowed to fight to the death, if need be, 
for my liberty, I declined Weasel's offer to exchange my liberty for  
enslavement and whatever form of 'protection' these tyrants have in mind for 
me. I only wish Weasel had stood his ground and done the same, rather than 
allowing himself to be bought off and/or intimidated, but it was his 
decision and now he'll have to live with it.

Well, the more I thought about all this, the angrier I got. How DARE these 
bastards.... these soulless vipers....these craven sons-of-bitches....offer 
me 'protection'. How DARE they tell Weasel to pass on a message to me that I 
should 'get rid of' my website; be silenced from speaking the truth; give up 
my freedom of speech? How DARE they ?

If they have some business with me, why in hell didn't they just approach me 
directly ? I'll tell you why: Because they know the kind of reception they 
would get from me, the same reception they and their ilk have gotten for 
years......Get lost, G-men. Using the tactics they invariably do, deceit, 
sabotage, subterfuge, obfuscation, intimidation.......these cowards know 
full well they'd just be wasting their time. 

As to the thinly veiled threat of the dire consequences to me, should I fail 
to comply with this 'advice', I have to wonder what exactly it is that they 
plan to do to me, when they 'make their move'..... Do they plan to send 
jack-booted thugs from Homeland Security to break my door down and capture 
me, to haul me away to some secret facility where they will hold me for 
interrogation ? Do they plan to torture me ? Do they plan to have me 
executed as a 'terrorist' ?

The irony of this --which could hardly escape my notice-- is that, except 
for the final 'execution', they've already done all these things to me.  
Sorry boys, I've been there, done that.  I've already been abducted from my 
home, as well as from public places, countless times over the past 
40-some-odd years. I've already been drugged, poisoned, shot at, 
interrogated and tortured. And I have the battle scars to prove it. 

And this was long before Homeland Security was more than just the wet dream 
of tyrants-in-power past. So what else is new ? As for assassination 
attempts, there have been a few of those too, but fortunately for me, my 
life was saved repeatedly by divine intervention.

As I see it, the real, and the ONLY pertinent question is this: What about 
the 'mess' these bastards have created for ME ? What about the childhood 
they stole from me? What about 'messing' with my psyche, subjecting me to 
mind control programming ? What about the CIA 'spychiatrists' who drugged 
and hypnotized me; erased the memories of large portions of my life, such as 
when I was being utilized in certain of their illegal covert operations? 
What about twisting my talents and gifts of the spirit in service to their 
own nefarious agenda ? What about the fact that I was never allowed to have 
MY OWN LIFE, free from their manipulation and control ?  What about THAT 
'mess'?

I never volunteered to become a sleeper agent; a manchurian candidate; a 
deep cover operative for these bastards from hell; nor was my ambition to 
become 'the perfect spy' under the MKULTRA program. No, indeed. Believe me, 
I would have made very different plans for my life, had I been allowed to 
make my own choices. 

And NOW, they want to offer me 'protection' ??? Protection from WHAT ? This 
is just more of the same tired old crap... same shit, different day.

They now expect me to just give up the fight after all these years ? They 
expect me to admit defeat, just because they think they have me surrounded 
and have ripped away the last vestiges of any support and backup I may have 
had ? Do they really think that just because their PsyOps game has worked on 
almost every person around me, for years, that it will now work on me ? 
Well, they apparently don't know me at all.  As my  intelligence operative 
father used to say, 'There's no substitute for stupidity'.

As I've told these psychopaths countless times: Go to hell..... where you're 
already heading in a handcart. And if all else fails, you can always just 
kill me.....take your best shot..... before I'll ever sell out or buy 
'protection' from pathetic-excuses-for-human beings like you.

ON THE TRAIL OF SOME INCRIMINATING DOCUMENTS

But enough of the lunatics who are running the asylum and their trained 
goons. Let's move on to look at some current events. Let's hear the 
testimony of a man whom I'll call Mike, another Denver resident and 
ex-military man who suffered the consequences of investigating the 
corruption; telling the truth and standing up for his rights. 

As mentioned in former reports, Mike had an unfortunate 'accident'. An 
arranged 'accident', that is. As Mike described it to me in a phone 
interview, he had been heading up to a mountain camping retreat in his 
truck. At one point in the road, two vehicles, one a white truck and another 
a 4X4 white Jeep, appeared; one heading toward him at breakneck speed on the 
wrong side of the road, the other boxing him in, thus preventing him from 
crossing to the other side. In order to avoid a head-on collision, Mike 
swerved his truck to the side of the road, where he went over the edge of a 
sharp decline, hitting trees on the way down, until his vehicle finally came 
to a stop, entangled in tree branches. Mike managed to get out of his truck, 
by smashing the window glass with his fist, then climbing onto the fender. 
But he remembers nothing after that point. He says he was suddenly knocked 
out cold, only to wake up three days later in a hospital room, in critical 
condition. Some of his injuries were hard to explain, sinc?ртяїстяїe they 
could not possibly have been a result of the accident. Apparently, he was 
attacked again after being knocked unconscious by the unknown assailants who 
had run his truck over the side of the mountain road, and left for dead. He 
was rescued by a medical team and removed from the scene of the crime by 
helicopter, after a passing motorist called for assistance.

About a month before this incident, Mike had been asked by Tim White, the 
Denver man arrested for possession of marijuana, to accompany Tim Hall to 
White's residence for the purpose of removing White's belongings from his 
home. The two men cleared out the place, as per White's request. Among the 
items stored at White's residence were some boxes of documents, most of them 
the property of Stew Webb, which White had agreed to keep in storage for 
Webb. Among these documents was incriminating evidence in relation to the 
criminal activities of a number of individuals; some of whom were current 
and former government officials. Many of the documents belonging to Webb 
were returned to him by Hall; some stored at Halls' residence for eventual 
return to White, pending his release from prison.

Apparently, the criminals responsible for the attempted murder of Mike, 
thought Mike had some of the documents in his possession, a belief which 
turned out to be false. But it was clear from what Hall and others told me 
that they had been placed under heavy surveillance, shortly after White's 
arrest. According to Webb, some of the documents are to be used as evidence 
in a grand jury investigation. Since I don't have enough information about 
this grand jury filing, I will decline to comment on it. For more 
information, please contact Stew Webb or see the legal papers filed by Stew, 
which have been posted by him on the message board at American Patriot 
Friends Network.

MICKEY MOUSE METHODOLOGY 

But now let's move on to one of the bit players, also residing in Denver, 
also caught up in the web: The infamous Doreen Bishop. As you may recall 
from my last report, Doreen is the former 'mousketeer' of Disney fame; the 
tireless crusader for 'medical marijuana'; the bosom pal of Gale Norton and 
lest we forget, described by Al Martin as "the notorious political 
gadfly".... forgive my repetition of that phrase, but it just has such a 
nice ring to it, I couldn't resist quoting it again. 

Well, it now seems that good old Doreen thinks she has some personal 
business with me. Recently, I was told by a mutual acqauintance of myself 
and Doreen that Doreen was anxious to talk to me, supposedly because she 
wanted to 'compare notes' about some of the players in this little drama.   
Now, I have never met Doreen; never had any contact with her; nor do I have 
any desire to change the status quo. So I politely declined her offer, 
through our mutual acquaintance. As for comparing notes with Doreen, 
considering her shameful track record with regard to spreading 
disinformation, I thought I'd pass on contaminating my life any further by 
making contact with yet another tiresome troublemaker and provocateur. 
Surely, if this was Doreen's attempt to set me up, as she has earned a 
reputation for having done with countless others, she needs to adjust her 
sites considerably lower, since she's clearly way out of her league.

But strangely enough, a phone call was made to my private, unlisted number 
from Doreen Bishop only a few days later. Stranger still, it appears that 
Doreen had meant to call another party, but had somehow --surprise, 
surprise-- ended up calling me. I  never --but never-- pick up my phone, but 
screen all calls through a machine. Imagine my surprise when I heard the 
oily tones of Doreen's voice, just oozing phony charm, delivering her 
message of good will and slick public relations: A message which was quite 
clearly meant for someone other than myself. Wrong number, Doreen. 

Her message was in regard to an order of Al Martin's books which she said 
she was so happy to have  received, in the apparent belief that she had 
reached the distributor for these books. Doreen waxed poetic about what a 
"do-gooder" she was; about the need to get these books out to schools; about 
how "we need to be volunteers, not victims". The necessity of promoting Al 
Martin himself, not just his book. And she ended her spiel with her 
heartfelt wishes for the happiest holidays. 

Now oddly enough, it is clear that some of Doreen's relatives, including her 
cousin, media whore Tom Brokaw, the Pearlmutter family and the William 
Morris Agency, were involved in some of the very same political scandals and 
corruption which Al Martin exposes in his articles and book. Could it be 
possible that Doreen's agenda is to buy up all the books she can, at the 
behest of her scheming relatives and dark overlords, just to keep them out 
of circulation ? Well, being the "do-gooder"  she is, I can buy that.... 
yeah, that works for me. As to being a "volunteer, not a victim" I think 
Doreen is most probably a victim of nothing much other than her own stupidity.

But I'll give her this much: I wholeheartedly agree about the 'medical 
marijuana' issue...how DARE these criminals continue to run black market 
marijuana, while making it a criminal offense for any of the rest of us to 
smoke a joint, for 'medical' purposes, or otherwise ?  Good for you, Doreen 
!  Keep on lobbying.....


THE RIGHT TO PRIVACY: CONFIDENTIALITY AND PROFESSIONAL ETHICS

Now I need to address another issue which looms large in the scheme of 
things, at least for me. That is my right to privacy and what should be my 
reasonable expectation to have my CONFIDENTIAL disclosures to others 
respected by those individuals with whom I have chosen to share them.

As I mentioned in a recent article, just because I have chosen to make my 
case as a survivor of CIA mind control and covert operations --as well as 
some of my research on these topics-- public, does NOT necessarily mean that 
my whole life must become an open book for all and sundry to peruse and 
scavenge through. I have the right to privacy in my personal life and anyone 
who does not respect that is commiting a serious transgression.

I have certainly made the mistake, more than once, of taking into my 
confidence individuals who did not respect my privacy; nor the confidences I 
may have been foolish enough to share, in my mistaken belief that those 
people could be trusted, as per their word to me, to keep confidential 
information as just that: CONFIDENTIAL. Certainly it was my own mistake to 
talk to the wrong people about sensitive information. However, 
responsibility for the lack of integrity shown by those individuals who 
refuse to respect the confidentiality of others, falls squarely on their own 
shoulders. Yes, I made the mistake of trusting some of the wrong people, but 
they are still accountable for their own actions in violating my trust or 
for engaging in unconscionable meddling in my personal and professional 
business.

It is one thing for someone to read published material I have written and 
then make their own public commentary in reference to that material. Because 
the information was made public, it is certainly fair game, and others are 
entitled to express their opinions publicly. That's what freedom of speech 
is supposed to be about. I fully expect that there will be a wide range of 
responses and opinions to any information or articles which are 
controversial in nature, whether written by me or anyone else. 

It is quite another thing to take ANY information --sensitive or not-- which 
was given IN CONFIDENCE and then just dump it indiscriminately on a website: 
especially things that are nobody's business but my own and which were not 
meant for public consumption. This behavior is unethical, disrespectful and 
manipulative. And speaking strictly for myself, I refuse to tolerate such 
transgressions. No one has the right to interfere with me in any way. I've 
had my fill of interference by the government and their toadies; I certainly 
don't need any more interference from private citizens; self-appointed 
busybodies and amateur sleuths who apparently have nothing more important to 
occupy their time.

Being a straight arrow, I always confront people directly and tell them when 
they have crossed my personal boundaries.  If a person refuses to heed my 
warnings and continues to engage in this inappropriate and disrespectful 
behavior, the only course of action I can legally and ethically take is to 
publicly expose this behavior in order to protect myself and in an attempt 
to stop the spreading of damaging misinformation. 

RANGER RICK: THE FIFTH HORSEMAN

One particular individual who has been engaging in these tactics has now 
crossed way over my line. Although she was warned, more than once, in a 
polite, respectful and considerate manner, she continued overstepping her 
bounds; engaging in outrageously intrusive behavior which would try the 
patience of a saint. And I have never claimed to be a saint.

'Ace G-man Ranger Rick' as she has publicly touted herself, on her own 
website, The Fifth Horseman, and on various others, is certainly not a 
'G-man'. Is not and never has been. She is not -- nor has ever been -- any 
sort of 'spook', another label she has adopted to describe herself.  
Furthermore, she has no background or training as an intelligence operative, 
which she openly admitted to me and certain others. Having no training, she 
knows nothing about 'tradecraft' another catch phrase which is continually 
bandied about on her website. A person who knows tradecraft does not 
vociferously boast about it.

Why she feels the need to pose as someone she is not, and to hide behind a 
hokey alias such as Ranger Rick, while claiming to 'expose' the alleged 
wrongdoing; corruption and 'disinformation' of other individuals, dropping 
THEIR REAL NAMES, while never revealing her own, is anyone's guess. All I 
can say is, in assessing these allegations: Consider the source. 

Of late, she has targeted Al Martin, her erstwhile "hero"; now publicly 
speculating that he is about to "take a suitcase". She also boasted in a 
commentary on her site ( Friday, Dec. 21) that YOU HEARD IT HERE FIRST. And 
that.... We (as if there were more than one of her ? ) are the ONLY ones to 
dare to publicly expose Al Martin.

According to Ranger Rick, Al was about to 'join Chip Tatum and Les Coleman' 
(neither of whom she has ever met) in taking a bribe from the government and 
retire to some tropical island. Yet again, her allegations-- stated AS IF 
they were verifiable fact-- re Tatum and Colemen are nothing but 
unsubstantiated hearsay. Sure, there are plenty of rumors going around. 
There were also rumors that Chip Tatum had been terminated. The last time I 
saw Chip Tatum, in February of 1998, he told me he was leaving the country 
and that I would never see him again. He even urged me to leave as well, 
knowing as he did that my fate might not be fortunate if I stayed. But I do 
not KNOW for sure what happened to Chip Tatum and I refuse to publicly 
speculate. And I KNEW the man, had publicly lectured with him on CIA black 
operations and spent many hours exchanging information. But I don't claim to 
know for sure whether he 'took a suitcase'.

It seems to be important to Ranger Rick that she is given credit for her 
"honesty" --which she repeatedly touts-- in trashing Al Martin's reputation. 
A man she apparently knows very little about; has never met in person; and 
by her own admission, has had only limited contact by phone with over the 
past few months. She has accused him of being a liar; a bogus whistleblower; 
a disinformation specialist. Now he is accused of getting ready to "take a 
suitcase". Yet she herself is posing as an "Ace G-man" ; a "spook". She has 
spread much disinformation on her own website, and I know this for a fact, 
since some of it had to do with me and my own investigations. Incredible !

Yes, I did make the mistake of sharing certain sensitive personal 
information, at Ranger Rick's request; and I did so in good faith, since she 
said her only motive was to help me. But after my trust and confidence was 
violated repeatedly, I realized that anything I told her was likely to end 
up splashed across her website, accompanied by her uninformed surmises and 
personal interpretations of my activities and those of my contacts and 
associates. As a result, a lot of damage has ensued for me and others 
connected to me, both personally and professionally.

She told me herself that she had done no research on mind control or 
MKULTRA. Yet, she throws out the terminology and buzzwords as if they were 
about to go out of style. She talks about getting DEEP on her site; yet her 
lack of knowledge of so-called 'deep black' projects is quite apparent to 
anyone who was actually involved or who has done the serious research, 
including myself.

In my opinion, the individual who bills herself as 'Ranger Rick' needs to 
learn to respect the privacy and personal boundaries of others; stick to 
what she knows about from her own research or personal experience and to 
mind her own business. If she fancies herself as some sort of crusader 
against corruption and injustice; if she imagines herself to be functioning 
as some de facto intelligence operative; that's her business, I suppose. But 
I and others have had to wonder under what possible justification she could 
have appointed herself to police and judge the lives of others, including 
people she barely knows or knows not at all. 

Since I do not violate the confidence or privacy of others, even if they 
violate mine, I am confining my commentary to those public issues which have 
already been raised and in which I myself am involved. I also have no desire 
to waste my time by allowing myself to become embroiled in a mud-slinging 
debacle. My only purpose is to defend myself and to stop more misinformation 
from being spread; to stop my personal privacy from being further violated; 
to stop my serious investigations from being further compromised by amateurs 
who shoot their mouths off the minute they get hold of any information, 
however tenuous and unsubstantiated; or get wind of the latest gossip.

Yes, I'm mad as hell, and with good reason. Yes, I have the temper of a 
hellcat when someone interferes with me. When someone begins interfering in 
MY personal and professional business, especially while publicly 
misrepresenting herself as someone she is not, inferring that she is some 
sort of 'insider' with credentials and bona fides; pretending to have 
information and knowledge she does not possess, then I have a problem. A big 
problem.

Unfortunatley, much of the misinformation which has been spread via Ranger 
Rick concerned my investigation and involvement in the so-called Denver 
Connection and my past and present dealings with certain individuals also 
involved. It is important to make it clear that this woman was NOT 
personally involved in any way with the specific issues I have thus far 
raised; nor did she have any real firsthand knowledge of some of the issues 
or persons whose names were dumped on her website; except as told to her by 
me -- much of which was told in confidence.

In connection with some of the names she dropped on this website, she 
engaged in what I can only call wild speculation; jumping to conclusions 
based on nothing more than hearsay and her own uninformed conjecture. She 
added to the mix corny little 'coded messages' to various individuals 
connected to me, whom she did not even know. 

 For reasons I cannot fathom (except perhaps delusional fantasies of her own 
importance) this woman also seemed to think it was her prerogative to tell 
me whom I 'should' --and 'should not'--be associating with; what areas of 
investigation I 'should' --and 'should not' be pursuing; what was and was 
not a 'waste of my time'. I have no idea why she thought she had the right 
to meddle so flagrantly in my business. All I can say is that she chose the 
wrong woman to meddle with, namely myself.

But she did not stop there. Ranger Rick also apparently did not think it was 
inappropriate to interfere in my personal and professional contacts with 
other individuals -- as usual, some were people she did not even know-- by 
writing intrusive, disrespectful and rude e-mail messages, dropping my name 
into the mix; telling these individuals what they 'should be' doing; how 
they 'should be' running their lives; trying to interfere in their dealings 
with me. All this, while employing the tough-guy John Wayne Act, addressing 
strangers as 'Pilgrim' and other such nonsense, and even making veiled 
threats about how nobody survives a mole hunt by The Fifth Horseman; and how 
we ( she always used the plural pronoun) eat bad guys ( dropping some names 
for good measure) for breakfast. 

This woman is a phony, plain and simple. At first I believed she was 
sincerely trying to do the right thing; though her methods were amateurish, 
abrasive, crude and bumbling. But the truth is that such intrusive, 
manipulative behavior, all the while cloaked under her claims of  brutal 
'honesty'  and 'integrity' ;presumably used as a cover for shooting her 
mouth off in reference to things she knows virtually nothing about; is 
simply unacceptable and worse, unconscionable. It is the behavior of a 
provocateur. And the results of this behavior have certainly been less than 
fortunate for anyone whom she has decided to set her sights on; those whose 
lives she has apparently felt compelled to intrude upon.

So just for the record, I have distanced myself from any association with 
this woman. And if Ranger Rick now sees fit to start publicly trashing me 
and openly (instead of the veiled insinuations I've recently seen posted on 
her site) accusing me of being a 'disinformation agent'; still under control 
by CIA, or God only knows what else; just as she has done with Al Martin and 
others, I can only hope that people will use their own discernment, some 
common sense; and once again, please: Consider the source.

Barbara Hartwell
December 26, 2001