Friday, September 21, 2001 9-11: An Intuitive Perspective Part II
Jaye C. Beldo Netnous@aol.com
Several people have contacted me since 9-11: An Intuitive Perspective was posted
on the Konformist web site. The responses have been most heartening indeed.
Such positive feedback has made me realize how many are waking up to their own
intuitive abilities and want to further develop these naturally inherent skills,
in light of the repercussions of the recent 'terrorist' attack. What I gather,
from all the e-mail I've received (I've received more on this article than
anything I've written to date) is that several of you are very tired of the
fear/anger based articles that are currently swamping the internet and print
mediums in addition to the barrage of negativity coming through the t.v. and
are searching for some alternative.
I'm sure many of my 'fellow' conspiracy writers are salivating at the prospect
of their pet theories finally coming true in the form of some ominous New World
Order. Surely 9-11 will boost their book sales when legions of weak, misguided
and/or spiritually hapless people, in search of some kind of orientation, no
matter how doom ridden, will rush out and buy such outdated, fear promoting
tomes as 'Behold a Pale Horse.' However, I myself continue to refuse to invest
in the gloom and doom scenarios many describe (and unconsciously promote) and
actually think we have a choice in the outcome of 9-11.
If you think I'm a 'lightweight mystic' as Amerika's Favorite Conspiracy writer
has called me, or a 'New Age Pimp' an apellation William Cooper once lambasted
me with, and that I'm in some rosy, Unicorn/Fairie La-La land, please think
again. If you only knew how hard it has been for me not to succumb to the fear/
hate/nuke 'em all agenda currently being promoted, in spite of the fact that I
have no t.v. Not only are the media airwaves are saturated with fear and hate
but also our metaphysical environments as well. I have to overcome negativity
on a daily basis and it isn't very easy to do at times. However, what is most
rewarding is the quick recovery time from adverse states of mind thanks to the
awareness yoga, meditation and service to others, karma yoga, has afforded
(along with the unconditional help of beings wiser than myself).
It is this kind of resiliency I sense that we all have, in various stages of
dormancy, and hope to inspire others to realize. Robert Sterling, in response to
AFC writer's accusation that I am merely preserving my 'mellowness' by avoiding
t.v., has effectively clarified my stance on the 9-11 matter, better than I
ever could: "The point of his article, in my view is that the destructive
pathology behind the terror attack (whoever is behind it) is replicating itself
in the angry, fearful and ignorant emotions of most people surrounding us."
I'd like to further add that Krishnamurti in an interview with David Bohm once
said: 'The observer is the observed.' We do have a choice about the outcome of
this one. If we fixate on observing the horror, then we can expect more horror
to come. In order to counter all of this, I believe we must awaken to our higher
selves, have our perspectives spiritually broadened in order to observe the
positive options at hand, the positive options that we actually are.
Along with avoiding t.v., I suggest avoiding conspiracy books in general,
especially the kind that rely on naming names, pointing fingers and claiming to
based on 'objective.' research. I do hope that this kind of writing will soon
be a thing of the past because currently I don't have the energy to memorize
the CIA's current payroll or the financial pro forma of the Permindex
corporation circa 1960's. As Meher Baba, the Avatar of our Age, once said, "We
are entering the age of intuition." Let's help usher it in by relying our own
spiritual intelligence for a change instead of various conspiracy poobahs at
large lording it over various delusional pantheons.
Having said that, let us proceed with Part II:
One of the first times I used my intuitive skills in the way I described in 9-
11: An Intuitive Perspective is when a friend invited me to a James Bond movie
a few years ago. I had seen enough Bond flicks to know what the plot would
entail and I was feeling a bit vulnerable, having been under psychic attack that
day. I wasn't really much in the mood for mayhem. There were a couple of
people in front of me conveniently silhouetted by the movie screen. For some
reason, I decided to ground myself and go into an altered state so I could read
their auras. During the scenes where there were gun shots, explosions, punches
and other sudden and violent moments when the screen brightened up, their auras
would tear open and a very manipulative energy would pour in, much like the
energy I saw surging in above the World Trade Center when the plane crashed into
it and exploded.
I recall one scene where Bond(?) was walking through what appeared to be a
junkyard littered with broken statues of Lenin, Stalin and other tyrannical
mementos of Russia's past. The vampiric energy became more apparent and started
to wrap around me. I could feel my breathing getting restricted. I felt the
presence of an entity not conducive to the heightening of spiritual awareness.
I made sure to protect myself (mostly by closing the third eye or ajna chakra
slightly) in order to not succumb to the manipulations at hand. However there
was nothing I could do for the rest of the audience who were getting plugged
into by the negativity and coerced into giving up their energy.
9-11 was very much like the James Bond movie experience but only on vaster
scale. I doubt I could have handled reading it intuitively if I didn't have
previous practice with not only the Bond movie, but reading such characters on
the radio as Howard Stern and Dr. Laura, the Rush Limbaugh of Psychoanalysis for
starters. I also had been preparing for 9-11, albeit unawares, by conducting
Integrative Dream Narration (IDN) workshops, where I would merge the dreams of
participants to create a shared consciousness and then imaginally guide them,
myself as well, through such unlikely places as the CIA and Pentagon.
It was quite the experience witnessing some 70 year old grandmother who enrolled
in the class, Mrs. Doily Maker, describe how it felt to imagine being in the CIA
headquarters. I was genuinely surprised at the ability of people who were from
all walks of life, from different generations and levels of education, in
intuitively reading our government. After these sessions, people would come up
to me thanking me for helping them overcome their fears. I promptly reminded
them however, that it was the combined dreams, shared telepathy that did the
helping and not I.
In order to prepare participants for venturing off into such nefarious realms as
the CIA, I would gradually up the ante, starting with personal problems that
each person would be willing to share with the dream group such as a difficult
boss or relation and then to a local problem such as the PTA or City Hall, then
onto national, global, galactic and inter-galactic realms. In the end, people
would tell me that they really didn't feel any difference, on an intuitive
level, between a manipulative mate, the NSA and the Draco constellation we
explored. The only difference was merely a matter of scale. I suggest ignoring
the scale of the 9-11 disaster and compare it with other disasters in your life
such as an ugly, long drawn out divorce, or a boss that refuses to give you a
raise. Chances are both events are hitting you in the gut in a very similar
way.
Recently I explored the notorious Skull and Bones society using IDN, merging the
dreams of Descartes, Richard Wagner, August Kekule and others. The combined
dreams created a venue in which to safely explore the occult organization. All
of this is described in an article yet to be published: How to Fuck (with) Skull
and Bones. Overall, creating imaginal realms using such psychniques (as opposed
to a technique) is a most effective strategy indeed and one I highly recommend.
For the record IDN is the most published article I've written to date. A link
to the article is below.
In my Guerrilla Tarot (GT) articles, especially the ever popular: How to Fuck
(with) Freemasons, I employed the archetypes of the Tarot deck in an unorthodox
fashion, sending them on missions to explore the very matrixes of manipulation
and control, from the Great Seal on the dollar bill to the headquarters of
Rupert Murdoch and various PR firms. Such proactive imagination has enabled
many who have attended my IDN and GT workshops to gain a deeper understanding of
power, both within and without as well as an effective means of protection.
Having such a connection with the imaginal, I believe, enabled me to read the 9-
11 event in the way I described in Part I without succumbing totally to the
manipulations at hand.
IDN, GT, Interactive Imagination (imaginal use of computers) are my creative
responses to what I perceive to be a grossly irresponsible Human Potential
movement which is still pretty much narcissistic and apolitical (although this
is sure to change now). Alex Constantine, one of the few conspiracy writers I
actually respect, has been kind enough to send me info on CIA connections to New
Age movements which has explained why very little in New Age has had any
political potential for change. Same old Mind Control in a nicely tinseled
package. For years I've been criticizing, much to my own social and economic
detriment, the New Age, Self Help and Human Potential Movement for being
escapist. I've been trying my hardest to bridge the gap between politics,
conspiracy and alternative spiritually using the above described psychniques.
From the e-mail I've received recently, I sense that many are starting to see
the opportunity at hand,using the 9-11 crisis as a catalyst for spiritual
development.
Currently, I sense that there are forces trying to sustain the vibration of the
9-11 trauma as a means to sabotage spiritual development, creativity and
intuition. While 9-11 seems so completely out of our hands because of the
enormity of the disaster, its a/effects on our personal selves are no different
than when we watch a violent movie simply because of the manner in which it is
fed to us. However, we can use this kind of predicament to our advantage,
primarily by paying attention to our subtle bodies and using our awareness as a
form of protection as stated in Part I. Since the distinction between reality
and manufactured surreality has been almost completely effaced by corporate
media, Hollywood, video and computer games, etc., it is important, if not
inevitably necessary to use our subtle bodies as a kind of truth register to
see/feel how we are being manipulated by the powers that be. Once this
awareness becomes second nature, then we have more freedom to choose how we get
our information and what to do with that information.
The most asked question in the e-mails I've been receiving so far is "How can I
develop my own intuition?" and "How can I protect myself from the negativity
coming out of the t.v.?" I first suggest finding a good teacher who can guide
you through the needed steps to awaken your clairvoyance. But be very careful,
there are many spiritual con artists just waiting in the wings to take your
money as well as energy. Fortunately I had a very good teacher, a most grounded
and centered woman who was not your typical New Age flake.
In fact she told me I was a 'raging trance medium' (meaning I am very
susceptible to going into altered states and must be very careful about what
kind of forces I'm entertaining). She told me to take on a physical labor job
if I wanted to keep sane. She was right about that. She also told me to toss
my 'I'm a precious artist' bullshit out the window and face the hard facts of
dealing with reality. I do not regret taking her advice at all.
I guess the best advice I can give those who want to further their clairvoyant
abilities is to do so in tandem with interacting with the real world on a daily
basis. Meher Baba made his closest followers, the Mandali, do back breaking
work such as digging latrines, etc. for hours on end. They would often protest
against the demands Baba made but then eventually started to appreciate the
wisdom inherent in his realistic guidance. If they didn't have the groundedness
such work afforded, the intense spiritual energy that Baba conveyed would have
blown them away.
One other point I'd like to make: You will cause yourself great harm if you use
spirituality as a form of escapism as so many do in our neonatal society.
And...speaking of escapism, I also suggest cutting back on drinking and drug
taking during this time. There are very few people who can remain spiritually
strong while imbibing other than Aghori yogis and Robert Anton Wilson. I've
received reports from many who say their loved ones have gone crazy because of
drinking/drug binges during this time. Alcohol will weaken the auric field in
some people, allowing manipulative energies easier access to the physical body.
No..I'm not a card carrying member of the Temperance League. Nor am I smashing
whiskey bottles with an ax. I'm from the 'everything in moderation' school just
so you know.
Once you find a teacher, I recommend starting out doing readings on plants and
animals. Yes, you can read the aura of a plant. Next, try it on your cat or
dog. Then eventually work on up to doing readings on people, then institutions.
Currently I'm honing my skills on reading such establishments as the CIA, NSA,
DoD, etc. Although I don't recommend doing so until you go through the
necessary stages. You may compromise your sanity if you don't start out small
and work your way up. Before you read human beings in a live setting, I
recommend reading politicians and other NWO cranks, newscasters on t.v.
Especially since you have the option of turning the thing off and picking up a
musical instrument. Last night, I saw an anchor woman on a t.v. I couldn't
avoid at a Vietnamese restaurant while ordering some take out. There was so
much darkness in her aura. She was completely out of her body. (You can detect
this by a vacant look in the eyes.) It was most shocking to see such a
compromise of the human dimension and made me most thankful for my positive
little world, as insular and/or negligent as it may seem to some of you.
Here are some recommended books to check out for starters.
Hands of Light and Light Emerging by Barbara Brennan
The Psychic Handbook by Betty F. Balcombe
Sixth Sense by Stuart Wilde
The Psychic Healing Book by Amy Wallace
Here are links to articles I've written promoting Proactive Imagination:
http://www.mondovista.com/beldo.dreams.html
http://www.suite101.com/mypage.cfm/PegasusDreaming/4553
http://www.konformist.com/1999/freemasons.htm
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