WHAT IS METAPHYSICS...?
Metaphysics is the study of reality, the study of life, the study of mankind and naturally the study of matter. All things in our world are matter and when we ask ourselves what matter really is - we come to startling conclusions. Science tells us that matter is made out of molecules and atoms that whirl around each other like miniature solar systems. Well, this is exactly what matter is not! Matter is a vibration of Mind or Consciousness. Matter is a vibration of Aether. Aether is an Energy the sciences know next to nothing about...

WHAT IS MATTER...?
Matter is a standing wave of energy in vibration. This energy is the energy of the universe and I call it consciousness, mind or thought or aether. Matter then, is consciousness in form! Since there are many kinds of matter, there are many kinds of vibrations or standing waves of consciousness. All things are matter and thus all things are consciousness, mind or thought in one form or another. Without consciousness, mind or thought - the substance we call matter would not exist! Matter as we experience it, is a mask for an energy in vibration that forms an energy force field. All material things are unimaginable fast movements or vibrations of the energy of consciousness, mind or thought. Yet, all things in the matter universe are mind or thought "frozen" in a reality we call the matter reality. All things are the thoughts of these things "parked" in the form of force fields that we accept as the reality of the physical world of sticks and stones. The world of sticks and stones however are the energy force fields of mind...

The universe is mind or thought in action. Some of these actions are temporarily slowed down since they occur in a reality system governed by time and space. Matter, time and space are created conditions we as human souls or spirits have subjected ourselves to in order to experience a reality in which things are really our mind or thoughts. Since we as human beings are living force fields and are inhabited by consciousness we can sense other force fields. When we recognize or experience the world, we are experiencing our own thoughts. Our thoughts are the world...

Matter then is a form of mind that poses as matter. And what we really study, when we study matter, are the energies of mind or thought. Different kinds of matter have different properties and these properties are determined by the frequency and patterns of vibration of the energy of mind that temporarily assumes the characteristics of a specific kind of matter. The standing waves of the vibrating energies of mind or thought are experienced by mankind as our environment. What we experience is our mind or thoughts that have become manifested in a dimension we call the physical reality. Matter in and by itself does not exist...

Naturally this is an awful questioning statement and we must realize, that just because we have given different kinds of matter names, including our body, does not mean that these different kinds of matter are their names or that we are our bodies. We also are not our face, we are not our address and neither are we what we eat, buy or wear. So, who or what are we? Who or what we are is discussed in other essays and we continue now with what matter is... or isn't...

IS MATTER DISGUISED CONSCIOUSNESS OR MIND...?
Consciousness or mind is undifferentiated cosmic energy with a self organizing ability! This cosmic energy instinctively knows what it is doing, yet it is not necessarily consciously aware of who or what it is. Only when the energy of consciousness or mind is consciously aware of what it is doing, this consciousness has self awareness and finds itself living in a certain form or body. We as mankind are aware of our form or body, but very few of us are aware that we are the energy of consciousness or mind living as a human being. Most people consider themselves to be their name. Only when consciousness has evolved to a certain state of awareness - undifferentiated cosmic energy becomes differentiated or individualized. All material things then are consciousness or mind of an undifferentiated nature. All things are thoughts in a frozen state, while the energy of this thing or thought dances at tremendous speeds and forms a force field that is detectable by other force fields. In order to detect other force fields of whatever nature a certain level of awareness has to be present in the detecting entity. It is the awareness level of an entity that determines the level of evolvement...

WHEN DOES CONSCIOUSNESS BECOMES MATTER...?
Consciousness or mind becomes matter whenever the activities of mind called thoughts are issued by the creator of these thoughts. In other words: a consciousness or mind thinks its thoughts and the indifferentiated energy of consciousness in the universe becomes what is thought about. Thought is the Creator of all things! The issuer of the thought and the manifested thing are the desire and its fulfillment. Consciousness and its self organizing ability is the creator and the created...

The universe is consciousness in a relationship with itself. This relationship is a neutral relationship for consciousness or mind as a "Self Organizing Absolute Entity" is Whole. Wholeness means without bias, faults or errors...

Since all things in the universe, visible as well as invisible, are consciousness and since the universe is a holographic or image reflecting activity; the human body is a self organizing entity and forms in and by itself a miniature universe or an image of the whole. All things or entities in the universe are subconsciously aware of all other things in the universe for all things are each other. Consciousness is Consciousness. There is no division or separation between or among itself. The universe or consciousness is Indivisible or One! To deviate from this Wholeness is a distortion of the Whole. Life as a human entity therefore is a distorted form of wholeness. No one therefore is or knows the Whole... or the Truth of it...

Consciousness is the essence of the universe and this essence is the creative force of the universe. It becomes what it must in order to fulfill itself. The same essence lives within all of us and we all do what we need to do in order to fulfill ourselves. This is true for the criminal as well as for the saint. We are this essence and we entertain ourselves by creating the reality we need in order to fulfill our desires...

IS THE UNIVERSE THE FULFILLMENT OF ITS/OUR DESIRES...?
Since all of us are different aspects of consciousness or mind; we are therefore different aspects of the creative force. We all create our own specific reality in order to ultimately discover who or what we really are. We are the Creator living as Man! We are the universe fulfilling its desires...

Seemingly all matter forms are separated from each other but the separation is an illusion! All things in the universe are nodes or standing waves of the One Infinite Body of Energy or Universal Mind. The spaces between matter-forms are illusions because the energy between objects exists but does not vibrate within the range of our senses. We see or experience very little of what really goes on in the universe. By living in matter we have limited ourselves to but a few octaves of reality. We have done this on purpose in order to experience our matter creation. We as human beings are the creative force in human form and we are in the process of experiencing our self created reality. This means naturally that if we do not like it, we can change it! All of us are the creators of our own reality. Few of us however know this to be so...

WHAT IS THE FUTURE GOING TO BE LIKE...?
The immediate future is going to be difficult, because our Third Dimensional Phase of Creation is in the stages of breaking down to clear the way for the next phase of creation. Human beings with only a nuts and bolts philosophy of life are in for a psychological shock of great proportions. Strange phenomena will take place in our reality and many of us will be astounded by future developments. The world however is not going to come to an end, although for many it might appear that way. The long range future of mankind as the creator of his reality is brilliant!

ARE WE LIVING IN MIND ONLY...?
The world is a school for human souls and the curriculum is self determined for all of us create our own lessons. Matter, time and space are the scenery of the stage upon which we perform our own designed roles. Our life takes place in mind - because mind is the only thing that is real in our universe. All things are forms or dancing vibrations of mind. Naturally you do not have to believe a word of what you have read, because you are the master of your own life and the discoverer of your own Truth. Truth is an individual thing and Life is what you believe it to be...

WHAT IS LIFE?
Life is the result of your thoughts.
Life is the experience that is created by your thinking.
Life is the experience of the creator living in its creation...

WHO IS THE CREATOR?
Thought is the Creator.
Our thoughts manifest themselves and form or create our life.
The thoughts of mankind manifest themselves and form the world we live in. The world is invested belief...

WHAT IS MANKIND?
Mankind is the creator or life force in a bodily form. This form on earth is called... the human body... form... or vehicle...

IS MANKIND ITS OWN CREATOR?
The bodies we live in have been genetically created by different Light Beings and/or specific species of genetic engineers. Since all beings or entities belong to the family of man, we could say that mankind is the creator of its bodies. The essence, character or soul we are, is created by our higher selves and/or in combination with the aspect of the soul we are that lives in the body. A soul is Cosmic Energy - no more no less! Human bodies or the instruments for souls are created in order to experience our own creation. Since the universe is One - the Creator and the Created are One! Mankind not only creates human bodies, but mankind also creates all kinds of other species by inter-breeding. The Creator multiplies itself by means of the conscious activities of its expressions...

WHAT IS CREATION?
Creation is the expression of the creator out of love for itself. The solar system and the earth with all its life is one of these expressions. There are millions more of these systems...

WHO CREATED PLANET EARTH?
We, as the Light Beings, created the solar system and planet earth. The Light Beings or the Creator are one and the same force. Mankind on earth is the manifestation of these Light Beings or the Creator. We Are IT! So, we as these Light Beings, also created aspects of ourselves who now live on earth as human beings. They are our representatives...

HOW DID WE BECOME THE MANIFESTATION OF THESE LIGHT BEINGS?
We... as the Light Beings created the earth and all Life upon it. Once this was established we created the human form and started to live in it. This way we began to participate in our physical creation. Slowly, our human aspects forgot who or what they really are! This was due to the lowering of the human awareness level, called the fall of man. This however has long range positive effects. We/You are in the process of experiences the full gamut of human life...

WHY DOESN'T MANKIND RECOGNIZE ITSELF AS LIGHT BEINGS?
Mankind on an individual basis is in the process of recognizing its own greatness as the Light Beings or the Creator. The full recognition and realization of our greatness takes a long time. On purpose we have descended into the lower levels of our creation and the return to the Source of our Being is our destiny...

DO SOME HUMAN BEING RECOGNIZE THEMSELVES?
Yes... there are! Personalities like Krishna... Buddha and Jesus the Christ are but a few of the Human Beings who have recognized themselves as the Life Force or Creator (I and the Father are One - Jesus). There are thousands more of these Great Beings...

HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO RECOGNIZE OURSELVES AS LIGHT BEINGS?
Recognition or God Realization is a drawn out process that could well take thousands of lifetimes...

DO WE LIVE MORE THAN ONE LIFETIME?
Yes... every human being lives many lifetimes. It is the only way to recognize ourselves as the creator. Each lifetime is a little step closer to full realization...

SUPPOSE WE DO NOT WANT TO LIVE MANY LIFETIMES?
As Light Beings we voluntarily decided to create aspects of ourselves and live in our self created physical reality. Once we live as human beings we forget what we originally decided to do. I could also answer this question with another question. Like... why did you want to live this lifetime? How did you get here? And what for? You came to remember...

ARE PEOPLE BORN NOT KNOWING THAT THEY WANTED TO BE BORN?
Yes... most people do not remember that they wanted to be born in order to live in their own creation. We all are creators! Only by living in our creation can we awaken to this cosmic truth...

DOES MANKIND LIVE IN SPIRIT FORM AS WELL?
Yes...! Every human being who leaves his body at so called death passes over into spirit form. This does not mean however that this human being recognizes himself as a Light Being or as the Creator...

DO WE CYCLE BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN PHYSICAL AND SPIRIT LIFE?
Yes! Until we have reached the Level of the Christ Consciousness all Human Beings cycle back and forth between these two States...

HOW COME MOST PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW THIS?
Most People or the mass consciousness is not aware of its own greatness. All people are in the process of learning this. The earth is a cosmic school for human souls...

ARE THERE DIFFERENT GRADES IN THIS COSMIC SCHOOL?
Yes... in a way... each lifetime is a different grade. Although not necessarily do we take all grades in successive order. Past and future are states of mind the soul knows how to manipulate.

WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN GERARDUS?
Life is infinite, so grades are basically mindsets. My life has become a continuous study with different lessons to learn. The ultimate human lesson is to reach the Christ Consciousness. This is the level of full awareness and unconditional love for all. This was the level reached by Buddha, Jesus, Laotzu and Krishna. At that Level we and the Father are One...

DO WE DETERMINE OURSELVES HOW FAST WE WANT TO LEARN?
Yes..! All human beings are individual souls and the soul is in charge of what lifetime it wants or needs to live. We sometimes have to wait until a certain lifetime situation comes around in earth time...

WHAT IS A SOUL?
We Are The Soul! We do not have a soul... we are it! The soul is unlimited and therefore cannot be defined! The body is the expression of the soul. The soul or Christ Self is the creator of the body and lives in it. The soul is the feeling/emotional collection of thoughts that are gathered by living in the matter world. By living on earth, the Light Being or the Christ Self slowly enriches itself with earth experiences or souldom...

WHAT DID GOD CREATE?
God is not a Creator. God is Creation! The Light Beings or the Christ Self of every person is the creator. Man is the Creator. Man creates all kinds of things including pollution. Man is the creator of its own destiny. Our world is the result of our thoughts and beliefs...

IF MAN IS THE CREATOR... WHY DON'T WE CREATE PERFECTION?
Man is a learning creator and the earth is his school. Whatever man creates he has to live in or with. We are learning how to create with a greater perfection. Man on earth is an apprentice creator...

WILL WE EVER REACH PERFECTION IN OUR CREATIVE ABILITIES?
I hope not...! Perfection is a state of mind or consciousness that cannot be reached. We can only come closer to perfection but never really reach it. The state of perfection is a static state... a dead state! On the other hand... life and creation the way it is... is perfection...

WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF RELIGIONS?
In the past religions kept us at a low level of expression. Our guilt feelings automatically kept us where we were. Religions educate people up to a certain level. After that, we are on our own. Religions or similar institutions give us psychological guidelines. Nowadays, many people have outgrown religions...

DO THESE PEOPLE KNOW BETTER THAN THE RELIGIONS?
These people know differently! These people also are not superior than the followers of the religions. When you have passed grade one in elementary school and you have reached grade two or three, one is not better than a student in grade one. Life is lived individually not en Mass. Life is the progression of consciousness...

WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE POOR... AND OTHERS RICH?
We are born into families or situations in order to partake in the different aspects of human life and see how we do. We all are born into circumstances that fit our needs precisely. We plan it that way before we are born. All of life is a learning action...

WHO REGULATES OUR PLACE OF BIRTH OR CIRCUMSTANCES?
Our Guides and Helpers do! We as the Soul are in charge. There are many teachers and guides in spirit form who help us choose our place and family of birth...

HOW LONG HAVE WE BEEN ON EARTH?
We have been involved with planet earth from the beginning. This beginning was not really a beginning because there was no way by which we could measure time. Human kind has been living on earth for many millions, if not billions of years in all kinds of bodies...

HOW COME SCIENTISTS DON'T KNOW THAT?
Scientists are in the process of discovering that we are the one and only creator of the world we live in. The Universe or God is Energy that can recognize its own thoughts and can multiply and diversify them. We are these thoughts and we are creators of thoughts. Our thought creates the world we live in...

HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THIS?
I am interested in knowing who or what I am. I studied for more than twenty-five years and I have developed an intuitive mind. We all are capable of doing the same thing. It depends what you want to do with your Life. I am a student of life. Other people do other things...

WHAT'S AN INTUITIVE MIND?
To have an intuitive mind means that one knows by intuition. It's a radical knowing. An intuitive mind is a meditative mind. It is able to receive what it needs to know. A person like that is in contact with his Soul or Christ Self. More and more people are reaching this level presently. The changing are from within...

WHAT IS THE NEW AGE MOVEMENT?
The New Age... or New Age Movement is a personal affair and it starts when you become curious about where you come from and what you are supposed to do here. There is no specific time for this New Age to begin. Buddha and Jesus the Christ were in the New Age two thousand years ago...

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD NOWADAYS?
There is nothing wrong with the world. The world is a school in which we create our own lessons. It was designed to be that way from the very beginning. We learn from our mistakes. The World is perfect the way it is. The limited level of awareness of the masses gives them the impression that the world ought to be set straight or saved...

WHY DO SOME PEOPLE SUFFER?
The purpose of our creation is to experience physical life. This also includes suffering... murder... rape... and whatever else we do not necessarily like or understand. Suffering is an aspect of our creation. It is the result of ignorance. We have not learned yet how to learn without pain. In our further evolutionary development pain and suffering will be abolished from the concept of learning. We are returning to higher levels of awareness...

CAN WE SOLVE THE PROBLEMS OF THE WORLD WE LIVE IN?
We experience what we create! This is the only way to recognize that we need to change. Great changes are necessary in order for us to continue living on earth. Sometimes these changes include great declines in the population of the earth. This might be one of these times. It's not a problem... it's a change! The Third Dimensional Phase will be abolished in the near future. We are entering into the "Fourth/Fifth Dimensional Phase" of our human evolution. Our future is brilliant! However we will pass through difficult times before the next phase can take place. We as human beings are aspects or forms of the Light Beings we are. We are the creators and planners of our human developments and triumphs. The soul of man is an eternal being and lives in many bodies. The future looks brilliant!

        Yes... and now