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To One and All... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The poems in the following * POEMS16.HTM * file have been arranged in the order they have been written. The depth and nature of the poems therefore indicate the changes the author experienced during the time they were produced. There are more than 540 poems and the quality between the first ones and the last ones is remarkable! Many of the poems practically wrote themselves and all I had to do was sit still long enough for them to come through. At the time I was totally amazed where they all came from. Often I thought that I had become that good all of a sudden. This naturally is not so, for all I did was function as an instrument or channel of the Soul I really am. I hope that many of these poems speak to the Soul you are, and if so; they really come from you! The poems in all their "simplicity and profoundness" form a course in metaphysics just by themselves. It is possible therefore to go through them one by one, and learn more than by reading a stack of books. The poems in these files are aspects of my Higher Self and with great pleasure do I hereby dedicate them: - To the World of Man and his Infinite Endeavours - Only because of the steady performance of my Benefactors have my poems been realized. Humbly I acknowledge the great changes and growth that took place within me in the years 1979 to 1984. Sincerely yours, Gerardus Everardus Tros -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- BY INTUITION... AND TIME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ As no Animal can judge... a Self-Conscious Man... no Self-Conscious Man... can judge a Man with Feeling. While no Man with Feeling can judge or know a Man with Cosmic Consciousness. Yet... In Future Time... ALL BEINGS will be the Same. Life Immortal. For 'ALL' are made of the same Essence. CONSCIOUSNESS. So... All Beings... and Man first of all... a God in Hiding will find himself. By Intuition... and Time. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16347-1982 SO SELDOM KNOWN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To know 'how to Love'... to know the Feeling of it... is only yours when you are meeting Coolness. For the Coolness that is met... lets the Fire be... to burn itself in Stillness. The Stillness of the Soul. In Silence of the Heart that feels. For to be met with Fire... being the Fire of Love kills the Duality that should be. The Duality that sustains the Feeling of all Feelings To be in Love. And as soon as this Duality disappears the 'Knowing how to Love' becomes Loving... the Self in Others. Blending Soul with Soul with attracting Polarities forming the Power of Love. So Seldom Known. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16348-1981 UNLIMITED ~~~~~~~~~ By understanding my Smallness I feel my Greatness. And the Greatness I feel makes me Humble. Yet in my Humbleness I know that I am... 'All There Is'. For I am "ALL"... by KNOWING ME. This Knowing is born Within... by understanding my Smallness. To know my Greatness... however... will take an Infinity... of Humbleness. But Time... is on my Side. And that is my Potential... Unlimited. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16349-1981 LET'S LOVE ANOTHER TIME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love to feel your Body love. And love to feel you high. I love to feel... you loving me. And love to feel you cry. Yes... loving you... is feeling good. It's touching Life-Sublime. Yes Loving you... is being God... alive in Cosmic Rhyme. So let us be... and be... and be... let's love another time. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16350-1981 AND CANNOT MISS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To write a Masterpiece. But How? To find the Words. Yes how? Where are the Words... that hit... and hit? Where is it that I look... for Wit? Where is the Sense... to make them feel... the Feelings... my Words appeal? For All are living with Matter-Mind and slug... and slug their Daily Grind. With Faces... that neither laugh... nor Smile. With Minds that never think... in Style. There is no Thought about their Life... and neither about What Is. Yet... they are God... and cannot miss. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16351-1981 AND FREE... AND FREE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How many Stars? How many Loves? How many Lives? How many Dreams I'm dreaming? Endless and Endless in Time yet to come. Endless and Endless in Time that past. And the Number of Planets upon which I will yet live... are the Number of Stars... I will yet be. For I am Life... Yes... I am Life forever. And the Galaxies I do not know are the Gardens of my Existence. To find the Life that I know not. To be the Mind that is the Lot. For within the Being... that is the Me... I'm 'All That Is'... without Degree. For I am Mind... yes I am Me. A God in kind... and Free and Free. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16352-1981 IT FEELS GOOD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOVE. Yes what is LOVE? Well... LOVE is the Good Feeling you have inside and want to give to the Other. And in LOVE... the Other is trying to give you the same thing. LOVE. That's why it multiplies... and multiplies. It's a Beautiful Feeling. Yet... it is a Feeling of Helplessness. That's what LOVE is... HELPLESSNESS. It's Beautiful... like all Good Feelings. Enjoy it Often. It feels GOOD. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16353-1981 ALL THAT WAS ~~~~~~~~~~~~ When the Love that 'is' my Love becomes the Love that 'was'... please do not cry. Just softly remember the Moments of Nowness we shared and loved for what they were. Knowing that each day we shared and loved to the Fullness of the Beings we were. For 'all that is' my Love some day will pass to become 'all that was'. To make us what we are then... enriched by knowing the Sharing and the Loving of Beings true to Each Other. Beings that shared and loved with the Wisdom and Knowing that 'what is' will pass to become 'what was'. For Life is Change. To make us grow into Beings knowing the Nowness of Time with the Awareness that 'all that is' will pass into... 'all that was'. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16354-1981 AND YOU ARE IT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Future is... Moments of Nowness laced into the Memory of being. While Life in each Moment is the Result of Attitudes based upon the Past. To live Life to the fullest in all Moments is to know the above without remembering. Which is 'being'. And Wisdom is the Sum of all 'being ' without Thought. To know Nothing is to be ALL. To be ALL... is Life itself. And You Are It. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16355-1981 GERARDUS WAS RIGHT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In Time to come the Female Form will be beyond the Human Norm For all of them in slick disguise are Gods alive and mighty wise And will create by Mind Control a Female Form Divine and Whole To slyly and with Silent Plea seduce a Mate... a God like Me. And then this Pair will truly mate in Rhythms of a Godly Rate To bring on forth by Pure Delight a Being of the Godly Light A God and Creator with Perfect Might Who will tell you... you see... Gerardus was right. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16356-1981 BEING GODS IN MIND ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From the Rainbows within my Dream I form and fashion her Lovely Name. And then from the Colours and from the Rays of Light I sculpture her Face. Slowly then from the Feelings that are me I project the Words... Love... I love You. And Brilliantly across the Sky I paint the Life we are. A Life... of Love and Understanding. A Life... in which we find - the Goodness - within the Simplicity of Loving. A Life... of Freedom and Learning. Learning Life... by living Life in Matter. Being... Gods in Mind. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16357-1981 I AM YOUR CLOUT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To find the Soul I am I write but Words. For beyond the Words that's where I am. Simple... with a Nip of Nag. Sincere... with a lil' of Laughter. Brilliant... with a Sob of Sadness. Patient... with a Dash of Dare. Human... with a Sense of Self. Poetic... with a Gift of Grace. But always ME. The Soul I am. Forever hiding... so quite absurd. Forever there... in Stillness heard. To pop on out... to yell and shout... I AM YOUR SOUL... I AM YOUR CLOUT. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16358-1981 AND SECRET DEEDS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She cannot help to be but Loving. For she is Love and quite Mature. Self-Aware in being Spirit Self-Aware in being Pure. She's Peace of Mind but yet still searching beyond the Sureness that but shows... a Lovely Lady born for Living within the Love she's gladly giving to the World... and all who needs her Healing Smile and Secret Deeds. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16359-1981 TO THE GOOD OF ALL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Some Kings and Queens my Dear are absolutely crazy... about each other. However... they would never admit this... to themselves. But to each other by all the subtle movements and 'clicking' they betray themselves. They know that they are Liars... to themselves and Lovers to each other. They sort of like it that way. And what else could they but do? They suffer in Thoughts of Pleasure. And some Kings and Queens think about the Feasts they could have. But Feasts however... mostly end up in Chaos. Mainly their Own. Thus to You my Queen I say in perfect Silence... I Love You. And may the King... be saved by Redheads. To prevent him... from creating Chaos. To the Good of All. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16360-1981 CALLED NOW ~~~~~~~~~~ Too many People are but concerned with the FUTURE. And reminisce about the PAST. While they forget... to live right NOW. And living right NOW... is not projecting into the Future... or looking back to Yesterday. For Living NOW is... to take the time... to look at a Flower growing amidst the Weeds. And to imagine then... that YOU are that Flower. For YOU... like that Flower... are growing amidst the Weeds of the World. Yet... the Worldly Weeds... are your Brothers readying themselves to become a Flower... like yourself. For all Weeds... will be Flowers... in Heaven's Time... called NOW. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16361-1981 CALLED POEMS ~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Man This Poet This Centre of the Universe is but like Dust compared to Stars. But yet... the Stars in all their Brilliance do not know that He Is. And compares himself to them in Greatness... and in Difference. They are but Matter. But He is Mind. And forever. Stars always will be Matter... in whatever Form. But the Poet... always will be... Pure Mind. Alive in Forms of Stardust to star in Forms Alive. In Letters of but Dust... called POEMS. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16362-1981 TO BE OF FULL AWARENESS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Life and the Eternity of it is hard to take sometimes. But most of the Time... I feel Grand because of the Eternity of Life I am. For Day after Day of Living makes me more Aware of the Beauty I am in Consciousness. Consciousness becoming Aware. Becoming more Awake. Each Day... Day by Day. And just imagine... the Awareness I will attain when I am awake enough to find myself without the Periods of 'hard to take' moments. Then I will be Awareness... without Thinking. For it is my Thinking... that keeps me asleep. For it is my Awakeness that is my Awareness. It's being without Mind... to be of Full Awareness. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16363-1981 COMMON GODNESS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Words... and the intellectual juggling of them very seldom produces Wisdom. The juggling of Intellectuals however excludes it. For Intellectualism... and the Mediums used only produce profound Thinking. Thinking however is but a Product of the Conscious Mind. And the Conscious Mind is the Product of a linguistic arrangement of Words and combinations of them. Words then... will never solve anything. And neither will Intellectualism. Wisdom... on the other hand will solve all. For Wisdom... is the Meaning of Experience behind Words... practiced. It's called... Action through Knowing... or Common Godness. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16364-1981 OF THE LIFE YOU ARE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Life is the Eternal Search for Truth. But most People do not know that they are looking. The few that know however know that finding the Truth is finding it without looking. The Time available in which to find Truth is equal to the Infinity of Life itself. While Life... and the Truth of it... is a continual 'Separation in Love' from the World and its Ways. In order to 'Join in Love' the Flow of the Universe and its Divine Guidance. In Time... all People will do this. To learn to 'flow' takes an Infinity minus Time. The Search for Truth is the Meaning of Life Eternal. To be found without looking... within the Universe Within... of the Life You Are. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16365-1981 AND SUCCEEDED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Whatever the Masses believe to be so... is just the Opposite. The Masses then... are always wrong. Your Task then is... not to belong to the Masses. Which means... be an Individual... and Alone. And once you get used to it... it's Beautiful. The only Way to BE. You will discover then that the 'One-God-Concept' of the Masses is totally false. The Masses and Masses of People are in actuality billions and billions of Unique and Individual God-Beings. Each and everyone of them... is a God on their Own. There is then... not just ONE God. But billions and billions of Them. Search for the God YOU are. Many did before... and succeeded. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16366-1981 LIKE THE AIR YOU BREATHE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God is Light... and the more you shine... the more you are God. God is Love... and the more you love... the more you are God. God is Feeling... and the more you feel... the more you are God. God is Knowing... and the more you know... the more you are God. God is Patience... and the more you have it... the more you are God. God is Awareness... and the more you are aware... the more you are God. God is Understanding... and the more you understand... the more you are God. God is Consciousness... and the more you are conscious... the more you are God. God is Taste... Eyes... and Sense... and the more you use these... the more you recognize God. God is ALL. Including Silence. For God never Speaks. God is the Sound Within. God just IS. Like the Air you breathe. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16367-1981 FOR WHAT I AM ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am the Earth. And bear the Life that forms your Body. I am your Host. And I am a Living Entity like You. But You as my Guests... are sickening ME. For You have stolen and sold ME. You have befouled and polluted ME. You have scorched and burnt ME. You have layed ME bare... and raped ME. You are suffocating ME... with your Stench of Money. And You are killing ME... with the Fruits of Hate. You have ripped ME open and bombarded ME... and all for what? Yet I steadily turn... keep my Face to the Light and do not worry. For I will be. While You will suffer the Pain You are. For I know how to rid myself... of Bugs that bother ME. For in the days to come... I will rumble and shake... I will rattle and spit. And finally... I will twist my Poles to wash You away... while I take a bath. To prepare myself anew and again... to give Sustenance... to the New Flowers that know and respect ME... as One of them... and for What I Am. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16368-1981 TO THE FEELINGS OF THE HEART ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To lose a Friend... is partly dying While losing a Hand... is living more. And if I ever had the Choice of choosing I would rather lose my Head than lose a Friend. For within each Person that once was part of me I see a Life of Living drifting away as if it was my own. For in all I touch I touch but myself. And when I do lose a Friend I do not know who is the One lost. And yet... the Friendship was but a Feeling of Goodness hidden beyond some Words and Chuckles. Yet never Words nor Chuckles could truly hide the Feelings that were there. For Words and Chuckles are but the Products of Mind. And nothing... compared to the Feelings of the Heart. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16369-1981 AND SUNSHINE BUT A FRIEND ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And when it rains people still go to work. Huddled in Coats... and Umbrellas that do not cover. Their Smiles are wet. Glasses full of Rain. And Hands soaking... from holding Coats that blow away by Wind... that's Rain. Nearly everyone stays inside... and talks about the Rain... and the Weekend even wetter. The Air is soaked with Moisture... like Tears that are invisible... from crying far too long. Clouds speed across the Sky... dark and gloomy... creating Patches of Light... there where the Sun should be. Not even the Birds are out. And the Beetles keep crying. For Rain to them is Flood. All is Sad... for Light is missing. While the Darkness makes the Mushrooms happy. And the Grass but smiles... with Greenness that is pure. For Rain is Life to it. And Sunshine but a Friend. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 16370-1981