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To One and All... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The poems in the following * POEMS04.HTM * file have been arranged in the order they have been written. The depth and nature of the poems therefore indicate the changes the author experienced during the time they were produced. There are more than 540 poems and the quality between the first ones and the last ones is remarkable! Many of the poems practically wrote themselves and all I had to do was sit still long enough for them to come through. At the time I was totally amazed where they all came from. Often I thought that I had become that good all of a sudden. This naturally is not so, for all I did was function as an instrument or channel of the Soul I really am. I hope that many of these poems speak to the Soul you are, and if so; they really come from you! The poems in all their "simplicity and profoundness" form a course in metaphysics just by themselves. It is possible therefore to go through them one by one, and learn more than by reading a stack of books. The poems in these files are aspects of my Higher Self and with great pleasure do I hereby dedicate them: - To the World of Man and his Infinite Endeavours - Only because of the steady performance of my Benefactors have my poems been realized. Humbly I acknowledge the great changes and growth that took place within me in the years 1979 to 1984. Sincerely yours, Gerardus Everardus Tros -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- TAKE YOUR TIME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If in this Life with daily pressure I just could lift you and give you pleasure that would be Happiness... it surely would. I'm wishing and wishing... that I really could. For lifting you.... a mile up high into the lightness of brilliant Sky is my Wish and my Endeavour. And I will try and try... until forever. And while I sit... and write... and think... I do not want you tickled pink. No... just to lift you... a mile up high into the lightness of brilliant Sky. So... when you read this.... and understand imagine sitting upon God's Hand while by this little verse and rhyme I got you smiling so take your time. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04064-1979/80 AND WILL YET BE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When she looks up and looks at me there is nowhere else I want to be. For in her eyes I see the Glance that takes my Spirit for a Dance. And then there is her joyful smile that lights her face... just for a while Enough to show a gentle ease of feelings softer than a summer-breeze. Then... when I write and think of this my Soul is just bursting full of Bliss For not in Heaven will I find a greater Love... of any kind. So stay on close... my greatest Love to lift me to the skies above. Where I can dream of You and Me of all that is... and will yet be. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04065-1979/80 FOR SOULS TO UNFOLD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's a beautiful day... and I'm free as a bird I can write what I want... and what's never been heard. And while I just sit here... with open mind The words just flow in... friendly and kind. I really don't know... why this should be so But maybe some thinking... will help me to know. I'll give you my opinion... and also my guess Maybe we'll come... to the bottom of this mess. Before I was... there were millions before Who somehow... someway... stand at my door. And all I have to do... is let my pen guide my hand Creating words and words... we understand. It's the Communion of Spirits... who lived before me Guiding my pen... in the Writings to be. And I believe that these words... on these simple scrolls Are received by me... but are created by Souls. And all I just do... in a way that is but small is let the ink flow... and have a ball. For somehow... everyone secretly believes That it is I... who creates these briefs. But the Spirit's of Eons... whisper to me Their Wisdom of Ages... in words that are free. For me and my readers... both young and old To be read and enjoyed... for Souls to unfold. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04066-1979/80 I AM THE DREAMER OF ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh yes I... this Organ of the Universe tied by a million strings live but in a dream and am dreaming. But Soul... let me awaken... and find my Goal. Yes Soul... let me seek Aloneness. And let me take off on this Mystic Flight. Undisturbed... by the Distractions of the Earth. Where the Vulgar but speak to the Vulgar. Yes Soul... let me take off into the Flight of the Alone to the Alone. To find the Mystic Reality of Creation. In which I am 'One' with All. And 'All' in Oneness. Yes Soul... let me flee in Solitude. To find the Dream... I am the Dreamer of. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04067-1979/80 IN LIVING ~~~~~~~~~ Death... this dreadful disease so feared by many and met by all is but a sleep in slumbering Beauty. A Beauty... created by each man in his own way. A living... wherein each man is yet in touch with equals likewise in need and wishes. And connected by Beings in shared fantasies and capricious moods. To last Eternal. As in a dream without awakening. Until... until... again... we are bambino. And full of Life... and Lustre. Wondering.... from where we came to find such Beauty... in Living. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04068-1979/80 IT'S SIMPLE ~~~~~~~~~~~ Whether you believe it or not or whether you can see it or not The Truth is still the same. And unalterable. The Truth is Love. And when I say... that each time I see you... - I love you a little more - I speak the Truth. For whatever you are... or are not - Your Total Being is my Being - and that's why I love you. For in the Universe... there is but One Reality. And that Reality is Love. A Universe full of it... With you as part of it. Part of my Love. Part of my Truth. Part of 'All That Is'. And part of me. It's simple. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04069-1979/80 AND NEVER DIMS COMPLETELY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The preacher... yes... that is the one the repeater of fairy tales. About the crosses and the lost Kingdoms about the sins and the redemptions. To the Children... that are but deaf and blind and are lost between the words that are repeated. For the Speakers... before him whose story he tells were but repeaters themselves. And his thoughts... are but the echo of the Earth crying for newness and originality. And all the fear that he instilled and all the grace he gave abundantly never brought his Children any closer. For the Truth... that was there all along... inside each and every one of them has been obscured and drowned out by the words that are repeated. But the Truth... that flickering Light of Wisdom can yet be found... by them that are but thinking. For nothing can be hidden too deeply or it can be rediscovered... anew. For none of us can be lost by too many words forever. Since the Light is always there.... and never dims completely. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04070-1979/80 AND FIND GOD IN YOU ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before Christ... before Buddha... and before any creed was the Love for Life and called God indeed. And how this can be... since the Beginning of Time will never be solved... by reason or rhyme. And to all our questions... of how... for what... or why the answers are hidden beyond Earth and Sky. And neither is it religion of whatever belief that will give you the answers or mind-relief. For before all religions and before Man and Mind was the Love for Life perfect and kind. And this Love for Life called God indeed created 'All That Is' and Man in need. But 'all' you ever... just have to do is to look deep inside and find God in YOU. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04071-1979/80 FOR JUST ONE PAIR ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How can I touch... your Soul so closed and speak to eyes that seem opposed. How can I touch... your Soul so hidden with words and words... that seem forbidden. How can I touch... your fenced-in mind enclosed in silence... and burden blind. How can I touch... your Light inside when sparkle by sparkle slowly died. How can I touch... the fire grown cold with feelings... and emotions I still behold. How can I touch... the You in You knowing my silence ... will never do. I therefore speak in words that show and bring to mind the Life and Glow that once was there in Love Abound enlightening our sphere so sound. So let us reach... from mind to mind in words and words deep and kind creating Spirits in Girandole and Unity from Soul to Soul. And then the time... that's left to share will be too short.... for just one pair. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04072-1979/80 SHOW ME NOW ~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh yes I... looking so wise and full of Wisdom. I am but a Soul in Travel. And on my Earthly Journeys I stop too many times. For at Moments of Reflection I seemed to have lost the Way. While at other times when it all seems so simple and I even know the Way I do not travel. Why is it my Soul that too many me's do interfere? While time goes on in loneliness. Unbroken. Show me the Way again my Soul so that I may travel continuously. Toward the Goal Eternal with Speed and Happiness. Show me my Soul. Show me the Way without stops... and straight to Eternity. Show me the Path to never lose my Way. Show me now. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04073-1979/80 IN SPACE AND TIME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On this Journey around our Star We are slowly grasping what we are. Thinking Creatures... with purpose and will Grown from Earth... and growing still. But we are not grown from Dirt to fight And create a Hell... where Might is right. Rather the experiment of Our Creation Is slowly to become... of Divine-Relation. For the ever expanding... in Body and Mind Is the Task as Planned... for Human Kind. And to gain control of the Unconscious Part And the Innermost Feelings of the Heart Is our Final Goal and Sacred Duty For the Gods we are... are Divine in Beauty. And to reach this Goal... in this Universe-Sublime Is by living Lives... in Space and Time. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04074-1979/80 AND CREATED BUT BY ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If I could be... as Light so Free I'd soar on Rays in passing. On pure expanding Mind I'd flee My Knowledge pure amassing. In being Light eternal free beyond the Stars' expansion My Consciousness and I would be beyond Mankind's Dimension. Where Words of Hemospheric Sound are Treasures of the Mind Expressing Feelings pleasure bound of Firmamentic Kind. But since I am so finite small and neither Light... nor Free My Words are barely Thoughts at all and created but by me. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04075-1979/80 THE COSMIC WAY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Underlying our Conscious Mind is the One of superior kind. The One that guides our total Whole and is aware of Cosmic-Goal. No evil is found upon its Plane to damage it by thoughts insane. For it is made Pure-Complete and journeys Time without repeat. And every time we come around our Knowledge becomes of firmer grounds as we gain control of the Unconscious Part to shape the Feelings of the Heart. And living Lives... are the chances to create... a Conscious Mind of perfect weight. To lead us as Man... from day to day... in this Sojourn... the Cosmic Way. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04076-1979/80 THE PERFECT FOOL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Molecular Biologists in their probing scope have finally found... their killing dope. For after years of searching... in their greed and slime They are about to commit... the Final Crime. Their triumphant hall of recombinant DNA will re-shape Man the Chimera-Way. And by their studies of the microscopic gene the future of Mankind can clearly be seen. A perfect humanoid or clonical man is what they grow in bottle or can. And all the qualities and sophistication will finally eliminate... God's Creation. For the future of Man... determined by them who know will do without emotions... without inner glow. No more Feelings... and no more Soul is their final aim... and final goal. The production of perfect Robots with equality in brain is Mankind's future... for money gain. For genetic engineering has found the tool to make poor Man the Perfect Fool. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04077-1979/80 IN BLOW OR GLOW ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In some Periods of Life when Darkness is Master Time is slow... rather than faster. And in all that one then does... or doesn't do... Gloom is governing... without taboo. But you have to remember that your State of Mind is created by you... in Darkness Blind. So change your Life by the Thoughts you create. And by thinking of Life... in a different weight. For Life... my Friend in case you didn't know is created by Mind... in Blow or Glow. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04078-1979/80 IS LOVE AND FREE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There is an Inner Light to be discovered By you of Vision deeper still And Inner Light of pure duration To be found by the Inner Will. For in ages past in memory silent It was instilled to last in Time To calm the Beast to tamer being And make it slowly climb and climb. The Inner Light is but a Sparkle Cast and thrown from Cosmic Source To lead in ages still forthcoming The Beast with Mind on straighter course. And in memory silent to you and me The Inner Light is LOVE and FREE. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04079-1979/80 THROUGH LIVING ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It is not that I am better than you. It is just... that I have been you so many... many times. And the experience of being you I faintly remember... in being me. For all the Wisdom I am now whispers through me... because I was you. It whispers within my memory of the 'yous' I left behind and struggled with to become the me... I am. For Life is a Creation through 'yous'. By the Smile of Endurance of Existences. In becoming... The Light of Consciousness through Living. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04080-1979/80 IN YOU AND ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There is a definite closeness between the Flower and the Tree A Sphere of Understanding that Eyes will never see. It's made of Mental Substance of Thought... right underneath the Level of the Physical and weaves the Love beneath. It's a binding Love for Living that was there from the start. For Flowers... Trees... and All of Us are impossible to impart. And within this definite closeness between the Flower and the Tree. Is the Treasure of Understanding that's found in YOU and ME. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04081-1979/80 WHERE BODIES JUST DON'T GO ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ For you... a willing ear to listen a silent Soul to sense the Beauty and the Wisdom of the Inner Vision Lens. A Scene no words can transfer a scene no mind can grasp. Yet pictures... in the sacred Soul the Image you un-clasp. So share with me the Richness of the Inner Being Glow to enhance the Life that's hidden where the Conscious Mind won't go. For all of us are Beings of eon's age and sense that came but here to visit at Creation's sole expense. To find the Path that's trodden with Steps that do not show to find the Light that's hidden where Bodies just don't go. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04082-1979/80 WHAT DID HE MOAN? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before Man discovers a Brilliant Star The Light... is already dimming. And when they hear his Sound and Sense They listen but in pure pretense. And when the Star and Sound have passed They echo but his Words at last. And query... faces full of doubt... what was his death... then all about? Did he then live... for Words alone? What did he say... what did he moan? -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04083-1979/80 I'M THE ONE THAT YOU CALL ??? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am the mover on your Earth the first to meet each Life at birth. I am the one that can't stand still yet have no shape and have no will. I am in openings square and round and when I'm squeezed appear in sound. I am in areas light and dark yet never leave a stain or mark. I am used by Man and Beast and neither ever care the least. I rise to levels mountains high yet never dim the brilliant sky. I am never less and never more and in constant use by clown or bore. I am the one that's used and abused the last to leave by him who's noosed. I flood the world by day and night and in sole support of objects light. I am light and yet have force and change a river in its course. I am the Medium that does not care for I'm the One... that You call... AIR. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04084-1979/80 OF INEFFABLE LOVELINESS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There are many... I adore But You... You are not one of them. For adoration... is but infatuation... carried too far. But You... You are the one... I love and love. For your worthiness... is an expression of reverence. While your needs and wishes and my wishes and needs complement each other. Into a fulfillment of Joy and Understanding. That propels us... beyond the limits of being separate. Into a Mystic-Oneness of Ineffable Loveliness. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04085-1979/80 YOU ARE ME ~~~~~~~~~~ When I am with you... my Space is filled. And while Time disappears into the Eternal my World collapses into the emptiness of nothingness. But You... You are there. Still. United beyond Time and Space with the Thoughts I am. Into a Consciousness of fulfillment and bliss... beyond expression. And then I know... that Love propelled us beyond existence. Beyond Thought and Thinking into the Dimensions of Super-Consciousness and Unison. For I am YOU and YOU are ME. For I am YOU and YOU are ME. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04086-1979/80 GOD IS THIS CONSCIOUSNESS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have no doubt... that I will live after Death. And so will You. Yet our lives now... are so different... for none of us is on the same Path. Yet... we will all end up in the same spot. This spot is Timeless and Spaceless. For it is Consciousness or Mind. The Mind of God. Since we are living different now we will be different then. For the Mind of God has different Mansions. But all Occupants... live in the House of the Father. We all live... in the same Consciousness. God is this Consciousness. -=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=-=+=- 04087-1979/80