BE STILL

For "I" am You... and Speak !

~ Gerardus Everardus Tros ~

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              About this Brilliance my friend... it's easy.

                          For you are this very Brilliance already.

                                                You are the Brilliance of God.

                                  You are the very Light.

              It is the smallness of your realization...
                     that prevents you from feeling the Fullness of the Light.
                                   The Light you are in God.

                     For it is the Realization of your Greatness...
                                          that makes you this Greatness.

                        To realize this... takes what you call Time.

                     Yet... at all times...
                                  you are this Greatness already...
                              all you have to do is become aware of it.

                                                            This is your Task.

                     It's a Task without end...
                              for Enlightenment has no end...
                                      and Ignorance has no beginning.


              Somewhere in between is where you are.

                    Sometimes in the body...
                                      and sometimes out of it.

                          To fully realize what you really are...
                                       is done in and out of the body.
                                                          In repeated fashion.

                          Until you are ready to stay out forever.
                                        It all takes many Dreams or Lifetimes.

              The many trips back and forth...
                           and the many people you will be...
                                       will teach you to reach the God within.

                          Do not be concerned my friend...
                                            it is impossible to miss.

                  You are a Consciousness becoming aware of your Heritage.

              And be it ever so erratic...
                    you will progress to the Christ you are within.

                          Every living Being...
                                 is the Temple of the Buddha or Christ within.

                                         It's impossible not to find it.

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              Soul... about Time and Space... I feel... that I originate them.

              I feel that Time and Space... are the creations...
                                        of the Body-Mind I live with on Earth.

                    But when I leave this Body...
                                I can feel Time and Space collapse.

                    I seem to dream them up for my convenience...
                                     they are not things in and by themselves.

                    The Consciousness "I" am... seems to creates them.

              And this is just as it should be...
                    for I still need Time and Space as a training ground.

                      This Physical School...
                                        is the State of my Awareness.

                          I need this 'place'... like you need me.


              Time and Space are the Reality of my Dream...
                                          like I am the Reality of your Dream.

                   But all dreaming is done by the Consciousness we are.

                   It focuses me within a certain Range of Being...
                               and it makes me think we are a Soul and a Body.

                   I feel or sense...
                          that I... and You... and the Creator...
                                             are all the same Greatness.

                        You live... within the Body... I think I am.

              Soul... when I look deep enough...
                   I see that we are Aspects or Images of the Creator...
                                who in actuality is the only Force we all are.

                                       I am God... pretending to be Man.

                    It's the only way for God to know Man...
                                                and for Man to know God.

                    And yet Soul...
                           to say that I am God or the Creator...
                                           sounds absolute preposterous.


              Soul... are We... the Creator...
                               of the Body... You live in...
                                              and I sometimes assume to be me?

                                     Are We that Great?

              Are We... You and I... and Others..
                          really the Creator of 'All That Is'?

                                         Are We really that Great or Powerful?

              If we really are that Great Soul...
                             why do I live in this Matter Body?

                                     Why am I limited?

                                               Why do I need to be Man?

                             Why do I sometimes have to suffer?

                     If I am that Great Soul... why do I sometimes cry?

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              My dear Friend...
                    in order for you to know and understand...
                          who or what you are... and how Great you are...
                                         you have to start from the beginning.

                            You have to start from... Ignorance.

              You have to learn what your Creation is all about...
                           by living in it yourself and suffer your Ignorance.


              God as such... or the Energy of Consciousness...
                       this Immense Intuitive Force of Creativity...
                                                 is an Infinite Force of Love.

                             But 'IT' cannot ever know itself.


                    Only by means of its 'creations'...
                             can God as a finite Being know...
                                               the Greatness of its Love.

                       You and "I"... are one of these finite Beings.


                    A finite Being is an Imperfect Being.

                                While God as the Infinite... is Perfect.

                    Perfection and Finite are Opposites...
                                   Perfection and Infinite are the same.

                 God as Perfection or as Infinity... can never know itself.

              Perfection... and Infinity...
                            are what "I" call... Static States...
                                                     or Unchanging Conditions.

                    God as Such then...
                                as Perfection and Infinity...
                                                brings forth... Creation.

              Creation or 'Life in Infinite Form'...
                     is the manifestation of this Infinite and Perfect Source.

                     God as Such... and... Creation...
                                   are like the two sides of a coin.

                        Neither side can ever see or know the other...
                                          yet... both sides are the same coin.

              God... and its Creation...
                            are Opposites and Equals...
                                    as well as each other's Reflections.

                            The One can only see itself by means of the Other.


              So... God... and Creation...
                                are like 'Left' and 'Right'...
                                            the One... necessitates the Other.

                    God as Perfection and Infinity...
                                is a Static State... or no change Ever.

                      While Creation or Existence...
                                       is Finite and changes Forever.

                       God as Such is its own Creation or Existence.


              So... you as an Aspect of Creation...
                                   are a Manifestation of God...
                                while you are God at the same time.

                                                  For God is its own Creation.

                           You and "I" then are our own Creator.


              Now... "I" have been using...
                    the word 'God' and the word 'Creator'...
                                          as if they are identical...
                                                        this is not really so.

                    God is the Energy of Creation...
                                 and the Creator is the Architect.


              In order to know how great "I" am...
                          "I" as God created... the Soul "I" am.

                                           God and "I"... are Divine Sameness.

                    God as Such... and Creation...
                                  are the Eternal Images of Each Other.

                    Not only is Man the Image of God but Everything is.

                          An elephant... or an ant.. or a louse...
                                             or
                                       the Aids Virus
                      are just as much the Image of God as Man is.


              Man however... if he wants to...
                              is able to see that this is so.

                    We could say that Man is a very clear Image of God.

                             Clear enough to recognize itself.


              So... every flower... every blade of grass...
                         every mosquito and every cloud in the sky
                                                          is the Image of God.

                                               God is ALL there is.

              God or Consciousness...
                    is the Miracle of the Universe.

                          Consciousness is the Creator.

                                But Consciousness is also the Created...
                                                           recognizing itself.

              To recognize yourself however...
                    you have to reach a certain stage of development...
                          before you are able to see or sense that You Are IT.

                                       You have to grow up first.

              Consciousness is its own Creation...
                               and is aware that this is so.

                    Every cell in your body is aware of what it is...
                           and every cell knows every other cell in your body.

                           Each and every atom in your eye..
                                         is Consciousness forming its own eye.

                Your body is a mass of communications...
                                      in a Living Relationship.

                    Every atom or molecule in your body...
                          behaves according to the Consciousness it is.

                          While your whole body...
                                behaves according to the Consciousness "I" am.


              "I" live in it... "I" make it move...
                          "I" make it dance... and I make it speak.

                    You and "I" share the Creation We live in...
                                   in order to learn about the Creator We are.

                    So to the question...
                          are We really that Great...
                                      the answer is... Yes We Are.

                                We are Gods in learning...
                                           learning how to create.


              But as you understand...
                           there are Gods... and there are Gods.

                    You and "I" are learning Gods and Creators...
                                       but many Beings in the Universe...
                                   are greater than you and "I" could imagine.

                       They are You and "I" with different functions.


              Many of these great Beings...
                          are United Aspects of the Godhead.

                                They have 'dropped' their individuality.

                   They have surrendered their I-ness...
                                               and have become ONE...
                                    with The Force or Energy of Consciousness.


                   You and "I" are like a wave on the Ocean...
                                            the Ocean They Form and Are.

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              Soul... can You and I become Aspects of the Godhead?

                                                              Would I have to?

              Would I then lose... the one I am?

                                      Would I then lose You?

                    If I would lose you Soul...
                                would I then still be me?

                                              Couldn't we stay the way we are?

                          Couldn't we just be happy...
                                             in being You and me?

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              Would you care my friend...
                          who or what you are... when you are ALL?

                        If you can become the ALL...
                                          why be a simple tiny Soul?

                    My friend you are scared to BE what you really are.

              You see...
                    since you live in the Plane of Separation...
                          and you cannot completely grasp...
                                    what you are really all about...
                                            you suffer from anguish and doubt.
                                                     You are bound to.

                          For how could you possibly grasp...
                                                 what you are not yet?

                    To describe the True Greatness you are...
                                                       cannot be done.

              For "I" would have to explain the Higher in terms of the Lower.

                          The only way... to know...
                                 how great you truly are...
                                             is by 'realizing' it.

                    A thousands books and a million words...
                                                 can never explain...
                                       what you can only know from experience.

                                                For words are but words.

              To explain the feelings of Pleasure...
                                     can never be done with the words of Pain.

                  And neither can a Creation of Wisdom and Love...
                          be explained by the words of Ignorance and Hate.

              Somehow... to lose the one you are... or losing Me...
                    in order to become absorbed and ONE with the Godhead...
                          seems to be a terrible loss to you...
                                                        or deprivation.

                        It is not my friend... it certainly is not.


              Did you suffer a loss...
                          when you became Self Aware?

                    Did you suffer a loss...
                                when you became Spiritually Aware?

                          Did you suffer a loss...
                                        when you became a Man of God...
                                                           by listening to Me?

                                  Being Man is a Process.

              It's a Process of a God-Being growing...
                               and this Process brings you back to the Source.

                    At the present this Process takes place...
                                in the Physical Reality of Mother Earth.


              Sooner or later you'll outgrow Mother Earth...
                             and you'll be 'active' in the next Plane of Life.

                    Each phase of the Process...
                                is more rewarding and beautiful.

                          The more evolved you become...
                                      the more the Pleasure of Living.

                             But also... the Greater the Task.

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              You know Soul... I have this question...
                                it really bugs me... or haunts me.

                    Am I really worthy Soul...
                                to become a God and Creator?

                                            Am I really good enough?

                          Why am I so uncertain Soul...
                                                  why am I but me?

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              Well my friend...
                    before you can become a Man...
                                      you have to be a Boy first.

                          And before you can become Me...
                                            you have to be you first.

                    The idea that you are small...
                                 and worth next to nothing is your idea.

                                          It's Total Nonsense.

              And then... the uncertainty... and doubt...
                     all these feelings are remnants of your conditioned mind.

                    You have been poisoned by the ideas of Churchianity.

              You've been told for too long...
                              that you are a Sinner and should become Perfect.

                                    All this is pure Nonsense.

                                                 Get rid of this Malarkey.

              The conditioning and programming...
                                        you received in your past...
                             are 'sticking-out' on all sides of your thinking.

                    It's like a Sore... that drains you.

                                    Heal yourself by thinking straight.

              Now... Churchianity is next to perfect...
                               for the people who belong to the Social Masses.
                                       For them it is more than Good.

                                              But not for you.

              You must find your Path...
                          without the help of others.

                                    So... don't belong to groups.

                                                      You are a Soul... Alone.

                          So... walk your Path in solitude...
                                            and in Peace with All.

              And now then my friend...
                            ...whether or not you are worthy...
                                                  to become a God and Creator.

                     The question is understandable... but ridiculous.

              For you are a God and Creator already.
                              You just don't realize it... but you are anyway.

              At the present you are completely aware
                      that you live in the Physical Reality of the Universe...
                            but you are not sufficiently aware...
                                   that you also live in many other Realities.

                      You accept the Physical Reality...
                                          as the one and only Reality.

                      Yet... you know that "I"..
                              live and exist in a Reality beyond the Physical.

                              You also know and feel...
                                          that you really are the Soul "I" am.

              You know then that you live in more than one Reality.

                    But yet somehow you are too much absorbed...
                                        by the Reality of the Physical.

                    Yes... this Reality is real but so are many others.


              The realness of the Physical...
                              is the realness of the senses.
                   It is a realness within the Realness of the Absolute.

              The Physical Reality and the realness of it...
                     is the manifestation of the Universe of Consciousness...
                                or the Combined Thought Power...
                                                of all Beings in the Universe.

                     The Thought of all Beings in the Universe...
                            continually creates the Physical Universe...
                                                        and all that is in it.

              You as one of these Beings...
                     create your share of this Reality...
                              and live in it at the same time.

                     You are a true Participant or Co-Creator...
                             but you as a Conscious Body-Mind... experience...
                                         the Physical Reality only.

              The Mind you really are is the Universal Mind...
                           but it has been adjusted... slightly ajar...
                                 so that you only experience Physical Reality.

              You are like a person...
                         with an unlimited amount of professions...
                                  but right now you only function as a writer.


              In order for you to be a good writer...
                           it was necessary for you to forget...
                                         all the other people and professions.

                    Sooner or later then...
                              after many and many lifetimes...
                         when you have been just about everybody...
                             you will crack your Mind all of a sudden...
                                 and remember all the people you've ever been.

              You will find then...
                    that you always were... everybody...
                         but forgot all about it... for you were busy...
                                            being everybody else but YOURSELF.

                    Well... who this YOUR SELF is... you know.

                                      It's God the Dreamer... alias YOU.


              In other words...
                         you... right now... are God the Dreamer...
                    but you have locked yourself into a State of Mind...
                           that tells you that you are a writer...
                                  and that you experience... Physical Reality.

                   This Reality includes everything you like and dislike.


              Physical Reality then... and all you experience in it...
                   including the Stars... the World... your Body...
                         your Food and your Sex-Partner...
                               is nothing but a Dream that is absolutely real.

                                           Yet... it is but a Dream.


                    You the Creator then... are a Dreamer...
                           and by dreaming you experience your Creation.


              All this is possible... for you Are...
                          and have your Being... in and as... the Mind of God.


                   So... remember... that the teachings of your world...
                          have conditioned your Conscious Mind...
                                      to the extent...
               that you have come to conclusions... that are Total Nonsense.

                    All this is perfectly understandable...
                                  for in order to know the Truth...
                             you first of all have to know all the Lies.

              You as a Space-Being... you as a God-Being...
                    are experiencing the Physical Reality as part...
                          of your Universal Education...
                                        and that's why you live on Earth.

              You are influenced however...
                          by every environment you live in...
                  and you have become conditioned by teachings and lies...
                                          that you accepted as the real Thing.

                    To sort out the Lies from the Truth...
                                 and to unprogram your Mind is your Task.

              Sooner or later then...
                            you will awaken from your Dream...
                    and you will be accepted as an Enlightened Master...
                                              in the next Plane of God-Beings.

              Which means that you have learned your lessons...
                    and have been promoted to a Higher Level of Infinite Life.

                    To advance steadily... consult your Grasper...
                         your Grasper reaches beyond the Physical Plane.

              So here it is again.
                    Your Conscious Mind...
                          is under the domination of your senses...
                                   and this makes it possible for you...
                             to accept Things as Real in the Physical Reality.

              Your senses... are sensors of Force Fields...
                    that are generated by the Cosmic Energy Vibrations...
                           of your own Thoughts or Consciousness...
                                     that you experience and accept as Matter.

                      What you see... touch... eat... and work with...
                             is not as real as you think it is.

              Your senses...
                    in combination with your Conscious Mind...
                                 are the translators of an illusion...
                         and make you believe that things are physically real.

                    Your senses then... and your Conscious Mind...
                            create the realness of the Physical Reality.

              In other words...
                    you live in the Plane of Illusions...
                          in which you are fooled by your own Creation.

              Congratulations... you as the Creator...
                      have succeeded in fooling yourself completely...
                             and in the process got lost in your own Creation.


              Consider this....
                    any manifestation in whatever Plane or Level...
                                                      is only relatively Real.

                    In other words...
                          whatever you experience any time... any place...
                                                  is only your interpretation.


              Remember also...
                    that the whole Universe... in whatever form...
                                       in Matter or in Spirit... is God Alive.

                                              There is no other Reality.


              Now.... What is really Real?

                               You my friend... You Are Real.

                                                       A Real God and Creator.

                    Know that the world if 'fool-stuff'...
                                           and that it is full of fools.

              Which is perfectly alright...
                           for all of them are in the process...
                                                    of 'unfooling' themselves.

              Know that in order to be wise...
                          you have to be a fool first...
                                 and not a fool in the Physical Universe...
                                          knows that it is a fool...
                                                        until it becomes wise.

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              I understand now Soul...
                    that I am the Force of the Universe.


                          I also know and I feel...
                                           that I am a God and Creator...
                                     in the process of learning and awakening.


                 I know that I am dreaming because I'm still half asleep...
                         and in my Dream I experience my Creation...
                               Good... Bad... or Indifferent...
                                     it's all up to me.

                           I also know... that all Others are me.


              However Soul... since I am still Human...
                                       and my Dream continues...
                       could You tell me what my Dream or future will be like?


                                Please tell me Soul...
                                            I sure would like to know.

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              "I" cannot tell my friend...
                           what personal futures will be like...
                                               for you are its Creator.


                        The Race of Man and its Future...
                                          is unfolding as it should.


              For the Race of Man...
                             is a Race of Gods and Creators...
                 that is in control of their own multi-dimensional future.



              However... there are tendencies or patterns of growth...
                              and since you ask.... "I" could venture a guess.


                    Please do not believe what "I" say...
                                           for although "I" am Great...
                                                        "I" am not Infallible.



              So here "I" go...

                    The Race of Man...
                               the Race of Gods on Earth...
                    has completed the perfection of the Physical Body.


                    The perfection of the Human Mind...
                                       is the next phase of development.


                          The intuitive side of Man's Brain...
                                       has to evolve now in order to progress.

                    This will happen individually... as well as en masse.

              The Powers of the Mind are unlimited...
                      as has been proven by some of the Great Beings...
                                                    who lived on Earth before.

                           They were Forerunners of the new Man to come.

                    In the next ten to fifty years...
                                the Race of Man will change drastically.

              Many of us will understand...
                                Who or What we really are...
                         and we will develop a personal 'knowing'...
                                             of the God and/or Creator we are.

              Great masses of people...
                    including many materialistic oriented individuals...
                              that are alive at the present...
                        will succumb to the difficult times ahead...
                                   due to unpreparedness in Spiritual Matters.

              The Race as a Whole...
                       is advancing to a Higher Level of Awareness...
                                leaving behind many of their unaware Brothers.

              Churches are in their last decades of existence...
                    and after a short mass-popularity will be abandoned.

                    The New Age Person or Soul...
                                   is aware of his own Greatness in God.

                                        Rendering Churches obsolete.

              The Earth will go through a period of cleansing...
                               that will change the Face of the Earth...
                                            as well as its population greatly.

              Possibly our Brothers of the Sky...
                             in their flaming chariots or UFO's...
                       might find it necessary to intervene with Mankind.

              Later on a direct and open relationship will develop...
                                      with the Visitors that are already here.
                                                Be careful Mankind.

                    Science will discover...
                           that Time and Space are a Continuum...
                                 that is an intrinsic Aspect of Consciousness.

              Scientists will find...
                            that Time folds back upon itself...
                         and that Space is a vortical curvature...
                                    that is formed by...
                     the pure geometric designs of Matter-Force Fields.

                        The Earth will see many quakes and floods.

              The Planet and Mankind...
                    will enter into a different Phase of Evolution...
                          that will encourage several Enlightened Masters...
                                        Male as well as Female...
                          to appear and guide Mankind in the new Millennium.
                              (The Christ Consciousness returns to Earth)

              The changes in store for Mankind...
                   will end many thousands years of ignorance...
                                         and Man will recognize his Greatness.

                           New common goals will be established.

              The changes in the near future...
                          are greater than many changes before...
                             and they will project Humanity...
                   into the Sky of Mind where many Brothers are waiting.

                              THE FUTURE OF MAN IS BRILLIANT.

                    Before this comes about however...
                                     times will be difficult...
                                           and many will leave the Body.


              Well... my dear friend...
                          this is enough for now.
                                      Please don't believe it....

              Be patient... for Time...
                    is but a 'creation' of your Dream.

                    Know that every Human Being...
                                      is already taken care of...
                                                    by the God they are.

                        Dedicate your Life
                                  to your Brother Man...
                                          all over the Universe.

                          Trust yourself... to be Your Self.

              With Love for Man on Earth...
                             "I" leave you... with my Love.....


                                                 BE GOOD... BE GOD... BE LOVE.


                                                    ... Your Soul in God  ...




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