When you have finished reading this article, you might be more confused than you were before. If so, we're even!  I am not even sure whether I should leave this weird monster on the Net. It might do more harm than good? Well, we'll see. As long as nobody is scratching my door down, I will leave it for a while. Please feel weird reading it and do not blame me for your confusion. I have my own to deal with. All this reminds me that there is no limit to weirdness...

Did you ever wonder where we actually live? Well, we are told that we live on planet earth. But really, where is this planet? If the physical universe is infinite - how would we really find this place? This could become a real problem once we are away from it - like at night in our dreams. We are also away from it at so called death. Where do we really go when we are away from earth? Hard to tell, but I think it has to do with the stage upon which we play the game of Light and Shadows. Needless to say that earth is the latter. Another thought here: maybe there is no earth at all and we only think there is. By golly GeeSoul - you sure give me weird thoughts...

The way I see things, we on earth live in some kind of shadow-land and that means that there must be a Light somewhere. Question is, where is it? In trying to find that Light, I have divided the entire universe into two. It was easy, for I did it the holographic way - I divided one by two and came up with two. They are - The Hall of Light and the Hall of Shadows. Because of our conditioning, we are so accustomed to the shadows we are, that we think we are real. Some of us even think that we are Lights. Yeah, Lightworkers think that way. Not only that - they work The Light - as they say. The Light never asked, but they work it anyway. Weird for sure...

Pondering about all this, gives me the idea that the shadows we are and see - are created by an invisible light. Where is this Light? Could this Light be inside of us? Let's assume that this is so and then try to look behind the Alphabet. This kind of means that the Looker is the Light and the Alphabet is Mankind or us - we do all this just to compare. In the mean time, looking behind the Alphabet is a mental happening and once we understand the realization of this happening, we somehow always try to put it into words. Words therefore are only a description of the real thing. We must remember however that a description is not the real dingy...

Here we are - living shadows projected by a Light that lives within us. How does this work? Well, let's say that there is One Universal Light and that this One Light lives within all of us. This Inner Light divides itself into different aspects and there could be as many as Infinity Minus One! These aspects are grouped in Densities or Dimensions however and that makes us think that we know something. Scientists tell us that we live in the Third Dimension or Density. Good gracious, is that where we live! Well let's assume, that the Light within us is the Light of Full Awareness and that it is - the Hall of Light itself...

Shadows however, do not know this! They are busy alpha-betting while their Government is befuddling them! This is a top Secret, but just about anybody knows it to be true. Many shadows keep looking for truth between the Alpha and the Omega of a well known book called the Bible. No way however, can they can find it there. Truth is what they Are! This is a better Top Secret by far - for hardly anybody knows this. By means of a scientific somehow, the alpha-betting-place is planet earth and it's where we think we live. For all we know, it could be the Mother-lode of Lies...

Anyway, how does the Inner Light casts shadows in the Hall of Shadows, while it actually lives within a shadow and is the Hall of Light? Good question! Here are some answers. However, do not blame me if you become more confused. The thing is, I am a bit foggy myself. Hold on tight - all shadows are produced by the shadow-mind the Inner Light shines through. Mind is the creator and shadow-minds create shadows by means of reflecting The Light within them. The Hall of Light or the Creative Light within, shines through the shadow-mind and produces shadows that are in direct relation to the level of distortion of the shadow-mind The Light shines through. This even sounds almost logical if you think about it long enough or when you have a weird mind that's gone soggy for not using it...

So, our shadow-mind or personal awareness is an individual distortion of the Hall of Light, from which our shadow-mind is made. Very tricky business. Pure magic naturally, but do not tell David. He might be jealous! In any case, all magic is done by means of holographic phenomena. It boggles my foggy mind and the shadows I create tremble. They make me nervous. Anyway, these trembling shadows live in a shadow-world. All shadow worlds are created from used Light for it produces images in shadow awarenesses. All this sounds like a spooky show for all we get are images in our head so to speak and we call it our worldly existence. But then you see - could all this be smoke and mirrors? One thing for sure - Copperfield knows...

The tricky thing is, that shadow-minds know nothing about holographic phenomena for they cannot perceive them. Shadow-minds only perceive the reality that is created by the inner Light reflecting or shining through their own distorted shadow-mind. These shadows appear outside of the shadow-being and are produced by the shadow minds themselves. What's happening is this - shadow-minds project their own distorted perception upon the holographic energies in which they exist - by means of the Creative Inner Light that shines through them. All this means that they fool themselves but nobody knows that. Except David Copperfield naturally. He knows everything and can do anything...

Also, they think or feel that all shadows are real, while in actuality they are illusions. This cannot be realized until the shadow-mind has been nearly eliminated. The Creative Light is the Full Awareness of the Hall of Light and when you know that you know something really valuable - you know that the Creative Light is all Things including all Shadows. Period! Shadow-minds however, cannot know or experience this directly, since their own shadow-mind is in the way of knowing stuff like that. Though cookie! I figure that shadow-minds are like spooks who are blinded by their own distorted reflections. Polaroid glasses don't help either. Talking about a dilemma - WoW...

As we have read above, the Hall of Light has different dimensions or densities and the reality or illusion that is produced and perceived in the shadow-world is in direct proportion to the quality of the personal shadow-mind that lives in its own shadow-body. To put this a bit simpler - the more a shadow-mind is aware, the more the shadows on the outside begin to change, become clear and make sense. That's why different shadow-minds live and have their being in different groups or densities...

A few shadow-minds on planet earth for example see right through 3D reality. They steadily live in 4D or 5D and once in a while they visit 3D. Shadow-minds or shadows like us however, still live in this shady shadow-land and we are actually living 3D shadows. Sounds like nonsense - 3D shadows? It's mighty weird Man, but really true! It is true because Truth is Nonsense and Nonsense is Truth. My foggy mind tells me that this should not bother me - since all Truth in words has an opposite that is equally True. Mahroukie told me this. She's very smart and knows a lot more than I do...

The more a shadow understands when it lives in a 3D shadow-world, is directly dependent upon the quality of the shadow's awareness that seemingly lives within its own shadow-body. The shadow-mind is like a clouded lens that slowly clears itself over ages. Lenses like that are like wine! So, different distorted awarenesses or clouded lenses then - produce different worlds or realities. All this means that the reality we call illusion becomes more transparent or clear! Now, this is the weirdest opinion I have ever heard of. Nuts! This means that the clearer or brighter the individual's awareness, the more transparent the shadow world becomes. Do you grok some of this Mary-Ann? I hope that this makes sense - because to tell you the truth - my own lens is completely fouled over. Matter of fact, I'm just bluffing shadow-words that are created by the 3D shadow boozy-brained-being I am. Go figure, sounds even weird to a nut like me...

So, where do we actually live? Well, I'm glad you finally asked. We actually live or swim within energies of the ONE - the One Neutral Energy. This actually is the Hall of Light or the Infinite Mind! Specific aspects of this Hall of Light live within the shadow-minds we are. However, not all aspects of the Infinite Mind are at home or awake in these shadow-minds. Some shadow-minds or shadows are pretty well vacant!  I guess this means that these shadows are absent minded or maybe asleep. Anyway, we as shadows are Landlords of The Infinite Mind - because this Mind lives within us! Very few Landlords or distortions of The Infinite Mind know this. Most of them are completely blinded by the shadow reality they continuously create and live with...

At all times, all shadows project mental-energies, into the so called outside, according to the clarity of the lens they are. These energies are projected onto the holographic energy in which they swim and it produces an objective reality that seems real to them. They call it their Objective Physical Reality! You see, it's of their own making and they fall for it. Me included! This means that our world is directly depended upon our personal clarity, which is equal to our state of awareness. Some shadows have none...

We are a distortion of the Hall of Light that lives within its own shadows. But when the clouded lens completely clears - the Hall of Light shines right through and the shadow is absorb forever. It's clear and simple - yet very mysterious! Nobody knows where the shadow goes. Some people say that they never existed in the first place. Don't just sit there being dazzled Mary-Ann. Please pass the wine. Wine clean my lens almost as good as laughter...

Since our distorted awareness or clouded lens is filtering the Light from the Hall of Light - we create and perceive an illusion and think we live in the illusion out there. We call it planet earth. A perfect illusion, for all things in our reality are created by the shadow-minds or by the awarenesses we are and are the product of the Hall of Light that shines through its own distorted shadow-minds. Think about that! Think profoundly Man - this is not a mental picnic. What we think we see and experience 'out there' is not what it looks like at all. All we have are images in our head so to speak and we assume to live in those images. We call it the world of sticks and stones...

What's 'out there' is an ocean of holographic energy - dancing to the tune of our observations and thoughts. All shadows make up their own so called world and its objects. It fools these shadows completely. In actuality, there is no such thing as an objective reality! As a matter of fact - there is no 'out there' - nor is there an 'in here'. We live or swim in an infinite ocean of Cosmic Energy or Consciousness - without an 'out there' or an 'in here'. Weird stuff Man! What we think we see 'out there' is The Universal Matrix or Consciousness in which we live - and are. We live our life in our own mind...

What we think we experience 'out there' is a special kind of physical reality. It's the one we got used to. It's completely self-made! Come to think of it, I would not dare tell my neighbor about this. He would feel sorry for me and reach for the wine. He'd look at me full of pity and pour me one! Then, he would smile. He's got bragging rights now - he's got a neighbor who's a wino gone weird! Guess what he would say - Yeah, I have a neighbor who is worse than a Liar who believes in his own lies. Naturally he is right but in a different way. He's got a neighbor who is so full of nonsense that he became addicted to it and that's why he keeps writing about it. The trouble is that he is right...

Well, let's forget about this for now and continue. What we think we observe in the seemingly 'out there' is something that somehow can be named and explained by means of words. Words however are only symbols or sounds. One needs to go beyond the words or alphabet and grok what's hiding there. It's what we are... Awareness seeing things! We are The Universal Mind dreaming that we live on Earth as Mankind and we can see the dream all around us. This makes all of us figments in our own dream. We are The Truth or the Hall of Light dreaming that we are these shadows. These shadows are figments in this dream of creation and thus do not actually exist - they only appear to exist! Holy Mighty Moses! Life is the weirdest dream one can imagine...

Now get this! Parents and teachers are terrific talkers. They get away with it and somehow we live in a world of words. We live in Alphabet-Soup! It's a reality in which we think we exist sustained by words and concepts. Now, pain your brain and think brilliantly - what wonderful creators we are! We as The Infinite Light create shadows, live in these shadows and they fool us into believing that the world we live in is real. The point is that Humans are asleep, dream, talk, create and make love in this world and nobody knows that it is a phantom world. It's all Dream-Stuff! Also, we have been taught that things are their names. What nonsense! It's accepted as normal however. In actuality it is woolly weird - things are not their names. Please pass me those addictive dreamy cookies Mary-Ann. My navel appears to be collapsing...

In the mean time it's your turn Mary-Ann, please ask the deep thinkers only and then they can ask the profound thinkers. Do all these words make us any wiser? Who knows? Yet, somebody is bound to know something! In any case, we know now where the earth is - it is a place in mind It's a Dream-Place! Since we are in asking mode - where is mind if it is infinite and universal? Here's a simple answer: it's no-place and every-place! What's left to know? Well, we only have to determine now where the Hall of Light and the Hall of Shadows are. My guess is that both are in the same place - they are present in the One Neutral Energy or the One Mind or Consciousness in which we live as figments. Real figments that are illusions - imagine! Can it get any weirder...

This One Mind is the very Universal Mind out of which all things arise. It is an Infinite Holographic Energy and it is all around us. We live in it and we are it! What we experience we create and the entire illusionary nature of the whole thing is supposed to awaken us. No mean feat even if you know how it works. Meanwhile, the only two guys who know all about this is David and me. Please do not tell him for he thinks he is the only one. Fat chance...

The Universe is like a Cosmic Grab-Bag full of thoughts and we are these thoughts. This Grab-Bag is actually The Infinite Subconscious Mind out of which all things arise - even articles like this. All a writer needs to do is stick his floppy into this Infinite Subconsciousness, pull it out and it is loaded with an article. The Infinite Subconsciousness is inexhaustible! It's the only place big and weird enough to contain All That Is. The beauty of it is that no one knows where it is. No doubt this Infinite Subconsciousness is The Infinite Dreamer that never awakens. It pops up anywhere and everywhere but never awakens. One could ask - if it is asleep forever - what pops up? And why bother to pop at all? Yeah, good question! That might be a weird enough thing to discuss next time around...

Now fancy this, right in the beginning, I could have given you one or two sentences that would have contained all the ramblings on my floppy. However, there never would have been any illusionary time wasted in which I had to laugh a few times. That would have been a colossal illusionary waste of time for sure. Anyway, here are these two sentences:

The secret here is, that in order to see what appears outside of ourselves, we need to look from a place we call within. Simultaneously, what's doing the looking is the thing looked at! Gets weirder all the time. The point is, the Observer and the Observed are the same Consciousness doing its thing! On good days they even exchange places!